YOOOHOO!!! I'm back to blogging!!! Just... for today =x
Hahahas. I dun think that i will be keep blogging a lot like how i used to anymore. But like i said before, this blog is still needed for some of my friends out there to know what i have been up too!! I'm really sorry that i only update now and in one post im gonna type quite a lot @_@
Anyways!! I fell sick 3weeks ago and have been like falling in and out of my sickness!! Only until this week / today then it kinda stablised! Zomgosh!! No lah!! Not H1N1 @_@ There was the reason why i sorta MIA-ed from MSN and socialising with my peers for quite some time!! Even i was like back to school alr, i didnt tok much to my friends, cos im still SLIGHT groggy and that i'm really busy like a bee recently!!
Apart from having my high fever back on the monday. I had been running around school! Back and forth between the SWCC (finanical assistance) and Pre-SIP classes. and went down to my SIP (internship) working place ytd. Meet up with my supervisor and assistant tgt with Xavier. OH YEA! Yupp, My SIP will start from this coming monday onwards!
6 july 2009 - 18 oct 2009!
Felt really fortunate and all with this SIP allocation. Xavier knows exactly how my SIP will be like and thus, he told me "if ever you need to be hardworking and give your best in something u gonna do. This gotta be it! Don't you ever dare give up!" Hahahas. Thanks a lot baby!! Yea and i understand so so much about this golden opportunity!
Right now my feeling is just like the picture up there that i posted.
Do you see a thunderstorm or a beautiful scenery?At the very first feel and sight seriously i still feel like slight fear and uncertainty with excitement!! There's such a huge change that's gonna be happenining in my life!! Surely feels like a thunderstorm! But without changes, there will never be a beautiful scenery isn't it? So i wanna work towards that beautiful scenery behind. I know it's gonna be tough! Wish me the very best alright! I will do my best too!! ;D
I believe, changes are good and make our life, alive. (:
(can u believe i ate double cheeseburger and felt awesome about it? P.s Cos i never like beef :D)
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Just now, i took some time out to chat with a few friends of my on msn and sms!
I'm really quite deprived from socialising man!! Busy busy busy is all i noe about smtimes. I mean, i dunno why but i just enjoy working for the thing i wanna reach, that much! I always felt apologetic towards my friends for being a workaholic and freaky schedules. Sometimes people think my life is busy with spending time with bf and myself. LOLS. Yes and no.
I think everyone knows me and Xavier's relationship is a huge roller coaster! And to make this relationship fruitful at the end, right now (at the start) is the time to start making things right. I always believe, through hardship and efforts is where u get ur beautiful fairytale one day. We never know how's the ending gonna be like, but you just gonna work for it!! May it work out or not, i am sure in the end there's always something that we will learn from it and put to use in the future.
I aint perfect, neither am i trying to be perfect.
I'm just trying to make my life happier. Me understanding happiness and grasp it (:
Also, believe it or not, if you know me well enough, on the surface i look like an uber healthy baby. But hur.... my health is weak like zzz I dunno how many times i've alr fell sick in this half a year. So... sorry my dears.. i need to be selfish. In the midst of being busy already, instead of meetin you dearies out there, sometimes i really need to get my rest. But yes all of you noe that i had never ever stop putting in the effort to withstand the friendship within us. And i wanna thank you guys so much for ur understanding and all!!
My life revolves the most in HEALTH, WORK, bf, family and friends.
They are numbered in such a way because:
Without health, u can forget about everything you are doing. It's a startoff point for my career with this golden opportunity SIP position, i truly wanna make full use of it and let me gain as much experience! Bf is up next because we are too rocky and i still wanna give most of my attention to him. As much as we clashes alot, we both are very sure, he/she is the one. So.. we cant expect to have a beautiful r/s without hardwork to get it. Isn't it? Hahahas. So yes.. we are having our own method to work things out *wink*. As for my family, there's still alot to it. But as always, the supportive them, ask me to care more about my well being and happiness. But still being their daughter i worry for my family's finance, my aging parents' health. My brother who's out in NS, where now my family needs me alot if anyth is to happen at home. Therefore... my dear friends. Im so sorry. I dun ask anyth from you guys except understand and as long as in your heart have me this friend, i happy le!! But i noe, there are many out there who wont bother to understand nor keep me this friends. It's ok, im still very thankful to have known u guys and have u guys to help me at certain phase of my life ;D
All in all, after going thru so much in my life, even though im only 19. I can assure u, happiness is something u need to grasp with understanding and knowing what's the most important in your life to give you happiness. So like the old saying goes
"Happy or sad the time still flies. Why dun you live ur every day happily then?"
that's my current goal in life. What about you? U've my blessings my dear friends!!
Loves!! I needa go away from blogging again. I've work to do. Take cares and have a wonderful life!
[[xJ-ahvone]] + [My goal is to work towards happiness life (:]
