Saturday, March 07, 2009
Roller Coaster of Life -
Hey peeps, i know i sorta MIA for like quite a long while. Seriously hate to do this when blogging, to tok about the downfalls i have/had all these while... Seriously hate to do it. And these 2 weeks/ these few days were probably like the worst la. But first is foremost i truly wanna apologise to SHARINA sayang for forgetting to wish her happy birthday on time T.T sorry la sayang... dun angry ok! hahahas
I seriously haven been myself of lately. As in you will find me forgetting alot of things and ignoring alot of things.. or rather i chose to not communicate much with anyone. Needed time alone i guess. Cos i noe i wont be able to tell anyone much. Things had been really complicated and like the heading says - roller coaster. Things kept changing. I cant possibly even mention it to anyone. And the more i am afraid of making things worst you know. So yea.
Nonetheless i wanna thank those had given concern and support. Especially bestie who took time out to meet me and chatted with me. Felt a lot better after that but problems did came back for a few times too (not with her of cos. lols!!)..
P/S: I've changed my phone number, if somehow u did not managed to get my number or i missed out sms-ing u, pls pls er tell me. LOLS PM me in msn. thanks (cos apparently i lost quite some of the numbers)
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So much ups and downs had happened. But most of the time the roller coaster had "spoiled" and it stuck mostly at the down moments.
In only a day, i got betrayed by my love on trust and knowing stuff that hurts me deeply and i gotta admit i got myself a bit tipsy on their chalet and do some stupid stuff. lols
Let's talk about how to got myself tipsy. LOLS. I was having a few cups initially la. I still super sober la.. But after that i got emo? Not exactly, more like i recalled smth that Xavier told me which caused me to be quite upset. So i went to drink more! =X Then after which i went up the room then keep shouting -.-" I was sober enough la frankly. I can remember everything i did. Just that i felt uber good when i shouted out my feelings. Cos those were sucky memories. But er... i forgot all about being cranky at a chalet.. lols. Pretty embarassing hur. But ok la. At least now i know that when i drink more i will pour out my upset feelings. HAHAHAHAS!! But i must admit la, there was a slight drunkness after about 20mins finish shouting -.-" hurrrrrr
hmmm i dun feel like blogging alr. i update other time.. heees im fine dun worry =]
[[ahvone]] + i need some time +
