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'Robinsons & MIO TV Present Prime Time Fall Fashion

2011-09-27T10:50:00.001+08:00

Party with Robinsons & mio TV

29 September 2011, 7:30pm
Avalon, Marina Bay Sands

I've stopped blogging for years! But this is those one really anticipating event that I MUST blog about!

"The party you’ve been waiting for…

Coming soon this 29th September, 7.30pm, Robinsons and mio TV is proud to present to you, a night of exciting fun and fashion right at the newest and hottest nightclub, Avalon, Marina Bay Sands.

Expect a night of high glamour strutting its stuff down the runway just before your very eyes! Enjoy free-flow drinks in the club you’ll never forget. Also get to rub shoulders with our very own celebrity bloggers! And the best part? It’s entirely FREE!!!"

Not forgetting, the gorgeous bloggers would be there too! Featuring: QiuTing (Bongqiuqiu), Beatrice Tan, Velda, Zoe Raymond and mycherrymagazin.

Come on! Don't miss this once in a life time event! It's my first time, and I'm so gonna go there with my friends to party!

These are the type of fashion I love:

OVERSIZED TOP with Shorts~ (Flaunt those sexy legs lady!)

Outerwear, JACKETS is my LOVE <3

Image credits lookbook.nu

SEE you Guys there! Have fun!

2009-10-18T15:34:00.005+08:00

Just felt like blogging again for a moment (:

I guess most of you know that i don't really blog anymore. Hahas.

Yet, somehow today i just feel like typing again. More of sharing than pouring out?? Lols. After 3 months mia-ed from blogging, i really see how meaningless is it to pour out feelings to the air. Hence, this blog probably will be used to update my photographing or designs in the further far future. When I've time to manage & revamp this blog @_@

As mentioned in my previous entry, I was in SIP. It was hella busy for me! Still working for UP Your Service! College until the end of October. The thought of leaving them already is making me miss them real much =\ I love every single one of you in UYSC!

And soon, it will be another phase of life once again. And am looking forward to it! Teammates for MP, yoroshiku onegaishimasu! :D

A lot of things had happened within these 3 months (: Be it good ones bad ones, i would say I've gained a lot. And it makes me cherish life and those love ones around me more than ever.

God Bless. Ciao~!! :D

[[aJ-ahvone]] = Love.Dream.Happiness =

2009-07-01T23:34:00.006+08:00

YOOOHOO!!! I'm back to blogging!!! Just... for today =x
Hahahas. I dun think that i will be keep blogging a lot like how i used to anymore. But like i said before, this blog is still needed for some of my friends out there to know what i have been up too!! I'm really sorry that i only update now and in one post im gonna type quite a lot @_@

Anyways!! I fell sick 3weeks ago and have been like falling in and out of my sickness!! Only until this week / today then it kinda stablised! Zomgosh!! No lah!! Not H1N1 @_@ There was the reason why i sorta MIA-ed from MSN and socialising with my peers for quite some time!! Even i was like back to school alr, i didnt tok much to my friends, cos im still SLIGHT groggy and that i'm really busy like a bee recently!!

Apart from having my high fever back on the monday. I had been running around school! Back and forth between the SWCC (finanical assistance) and Pre-SIP classes. and went down to my SIP (internship) working place ytd. Meet up with my supervisor and assistant tgt with Xavier. OH YEA! Yupp, My SIP will start from this coming monday onwards! 6 july 2009 - 18 oct 2009!

Felt really fortunate and all with this SIP allocation. Xavier knows exactly how my SIP will be like and thus, he told me "if ever you need to be hardworking and give your best in something u gonna do. This gotta be it! Don't you ever dare give up!" Hahahas. Thanks a lot baby!! Yea and i understand so so much about this golden opportunity!

Right now my feeling is just like the picture up there that i posted.
Do you see a thunderstorm or a beautiful scenery?

At the very first feel and sight seriously i still feel like slight fear and uncertainty with excitement!! There's such a huge change that's gonna be happenining in my life!! Surely feels like a thunderstorm! But without changes, there will never be a beautiful scenery isn't it? So i wanna work towards that beautiful scenery behind. I know it's gonna be tough! Wish me the very best alright! I will do my best too!! ;D

I believe, changes are good and make our life, alive. (:
(can u believe i ate double cheeseburger and felt awesome about it? P.s Cos i never like beef :D)

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Just now, i took some time out to chat with a few friends of my on msn and sms!
I'm really quite deprived from socialising man!! Busy busy busy is all i noe about smtimes. I mean, i dunno why but i just enjoy working for the thing i wanna reach, that much! I always felt apologetic towards my friends for being a workaholic and freaky schedules. Sometimes people think my life is busy with spending time with bf and myself. LOLS. Yes and no.

I think everyone knows me and Xavier's relationship is a huge roller coaster! And to make this relationship fruitful at the end, right now (at the start) is the time to start making things right. I always believe, through hardship and efforts is where u get ur beautiful fairytale one day. We never know how's the ending gonna be like, but you just gonna work for it!! May it work out or not, i am sure in the end there's always something that we will learn from it and put to use in the future.

I aint perfect, neither am i trying to be perfect.

I'm just trying to make my life happier. Me understanding happiness and grasp it (:

Also, believe it or not, if you know me well enough, on the surface i look like an uber healthy baby. But hur.... my health is weak like zzz I dunno how many times i've alr fell sick in this half a year. So... sorry my dears.. i need to be selfish. In the midst of being busy already, instead of meetin you dearies out there, sometimes i really need to get my rest. But yes all of you noe that i had never ever stop putting in the effort to withstand the friendship within us. And i wanna thank you guys so much for ur understanding and all!!

My life revolves the most in HEALTH, WORK, bf, family and friends.
They are numbered in such a way because:

Without health, u can forget about everything you are doing. It's a startoff point for my career with this golden opportunity SIP position, i truly wanna make full use of it and let me gain as much experience! Bf is up next because we are too rocky and i still wanna give most of my attention to him. As much as we clashes alot, we both are very sure, he/she is the one. So.. we cant expect to have a beautiful r/s without hardwork to get it. Isn't it? Hahahas. So yes.. we are having our own method to work things out *wink*. As for my family, there's still alot to it. But as always, the supportive them, ask me to care more about my well being and happiness. But still being their daughter i worry for my family's finance, my aging parents' health. My brother who's out in NS, where now my family needs me alot if anyth is to happen at home. Therefore... my dear friends. Im so sorry. I dun ask anyth from you guys except understand and as long as in your heart have me this friend, i happy le!! But i noe, there are many out there who wont bother to understand nor keep me this friends. It's ok, im still very thankful to have known u guys and have u guys to help me at certain phase of my life ;D

All in all, after going thru so much in my life, even though im only 19. I can assure u, happiness is something u need to grasp with understanding and knowing what's the most important in your life to give you happiness. So like the old saying goes

"Happy or sad the time still flies. Why dun you live ur every day happily then?"

that's my current goal in life. What about you? U've my blessings my dear friends!!

Loves!! I needa go away from blogging again. I've work to do. Take cares and have a wonderful life!

[[xJ-ahvone]] + [My goal is to work towards happiness life (:]

2009-06-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

Some people should just learn to keep their hands to themselves
and stop hanky panky around
when they are already attach (:

Friends and I have been catching people
who are already in a relationship but yet
still hanky panky around with others.
I wonder where's the real love that people
should have that comes from the heart ANYMORE.
Loving two person at a time?
I think is more like u've not asked your heart
of wat's really the one u looking for.

Shine, Russell and I were talking about what's our prefered personality on our another half. Then Shine asked "would u rather choose loyalty or the personality that u preferred" - and we all concluded "Man, of cos LOYALTY!"

So, what's your? (:

Quoted from shine "Smart men don’t go looking for love until they are ready: spiritually, mentally, emotionally and financially"
- to me it's quite true to certain extent. But i definitely agree that if spiritually, mentally and emotionally u are not ready to have a real relationship, then forget thinking about wanting love. Because a relationship it NOT all about 2 person being tgt.

Hahhahas. Just some random thoughts around.
Im glad that even so much had happened. He too chose loyalty (:
But alot trust need to be built back if we really wanna have a relationship! hahas. ciao~

2009-06-01T16:46:00.001+08:00

I was her she was me
We were one we were free
And if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

We were young we were wrong
We were fine all along
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna play, yeah
You'll be so high you'll be flying

Though the sea will be strong
I know we'll carry on
'Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

When you get to where you wanna go
And you know the things you wanna know
You're smiling
When you said what you wanna say
And you know the way you wanna say it
You'll be so high you'll be flying

I was her she was me
We were one we were free
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
Yeah she's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
She's the one

If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

She's the one..

But i never was like that for you
For very long...
It seems like im there just for u
to be taken forgranted for...

2009-05-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

I've been alone so many nights now
And i've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what i don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here i am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing i wouldn't do

And i can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet i'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What i wouldn't give to feel that way

Oh, to be with you
And i can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when i know that god does exist
'cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you

Just to be with you, yeah

You
Ooooooh

I'm full of thought but i just dun wanna blog about it (:

2009-05-24T17:35:00.003+08:00

I never had to say goodbye
You must have known I wouldn't stay
While you were talking about our life
You killed the beauty of today

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around

You never heard me break your heart
You didn't wake up when we died
Since I was lonely from the start
I think the end is mine to write

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around
People love and let go
Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever's gonna slow you down

You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do
You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do

I never had to say goodbye
You must have known I wouldn't stay
While you were talking about our life
You killed the beauty of today

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around
People love and let go
Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever's gonna slow you down

You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do
You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around
Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever's gonna slow you down

You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do
You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around

2009-05-24T03:47:00.000+08:00

Someone once sang to me (:
"Grow Old with you"

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you, and even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.

2009-05-21T01:06:00.001+08:00

Hi Peeps~ thanks! (:
Anyways. i dun feel like blogging anymore for now le.
Hahahas. BYES ^^

2009-05-19T23:37:00.004+08:00

Sorry peeps~ (:
I will learn to let things go more easily. LOLS
Thanks for teaching me and telling me off :D

2009-05-18T18:02:00.029+08:00

A Major Pause for this R/S -

Ashita ga Kuru Nara (feat JayEd) - JUJU

Currently this is my addiction. I dunno.. feels so nice.. though i dunno wat the lyrcis truly means.. but the melody and tone of this song.. just so suits my current feelings. Like wan cry dun wan cry that kind de feeling. Hope u like it too. Enjoy (:

Anyways, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to YAORONG!! :D My dearest besta guy buddy in IND (:

Thanks for those who came down and made a great surprise for him :D Those who never come also need not sad k!! I noe u guys had smth on!! Got the heart to at least wish him happy birthday, yao rong alr super happy ^^ oh yea! Thanks joseph for buying the cake on behalf of us! Appreciates :D

Hahas i bet if we of the same gender we wud be even much closer than this ^^ ehhh bestie dun jealous la~ u still my no.1 :D

The girls with yaorong, dian, jiamin, me and nanini. OOPS! I mean nanDini :D dun angry harrr hahahasYaorong with his brothers :D EHHH!! DARYL suppose be here de!! Budden my camera never take until him =\ waiting for ppl who took the pics to upload soon :D SEND ME!!

Know what i love best to do? Believe it or not.. it's to make people smile, be happier. Life itself is alr a @^!#%* hahahas. I not a 24/7 smily person as i too am human.. i have a lot of pains going thru as well. But whenever i can, i choose to make the people ard me laugh. Be it they appreciate it or not. In this world, there will be alot ppl who wont appreciate u to the T, but u noe wat.. i always feel that. As long as there's a handful of ppl whom appreciate me as a friend and what i do for them, im the happiest person le. (sry la, i abit greedy, 1 is not enuff, must be A HANDFUL. Lols)

Just like today.. Though the minimal i could do for yaorong's birthday is to get some friends to surprise him with only a cake. I know how much it means to him, and seeing his smiles, gratitude and that satisfaction. Man - it's priceless.. A genuine brilliant smile is truly priceless.. And that's what, ME, love to see and make ppl do :D

+************ Being a Designer **********+

Today another thing that made me smile is that, Joseph complimented my designs/photography from my deviantart. Hahahas. I tell u, that awesome feel is really beyond words la!! Even awesome is not the best words!! True i love compliments when it comes to my work. But u noe wat's de difference? It is to have professionals/other designers to witness your work and say "HEY! that's smth! Hey! That's inspiring!" I bet all designers wannabe like joseph, shine and xavier will know how that feeling goes. WHOOOSH!

Thanks for the appreciations my dear designers ^^

+********** EDITED ************+

FOR the BETTER ((:

[[ahvone]] + I am prepared for whichever consequences this pause will bring +

2009-05-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

Class gathering was great :D

P/S i lazy blog le la, still must study test :(
I will be back tmr i guess!! Cya~

2009-05-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

ART IS LOVE!! -

Blogging in the late midnight!! MUST sleep once im done :D
Well passed midnight alr, so can say it's anniversary. But anyways!! Happy 17th to darling BF and I (: Had the day with him. Feels awesome having him ard!!!
- Never tot i would ever end up being with u. I was only 17 when i fell for u and now im 19!! It's been nearly 2years baby~ Hope we head on strong LOVES!!

So today went lecture, then lunch with Nan and SJ. After which have a short lab session and went library to meet BF :D

That's me in BF's cap xD

P/S thanks shine for helping me retrieve my thumbdrive!! GOSH! almost lost it!! @_@ While Xav was gaming, i designed. Hees. Had been drawing few pieces of art in sketch book but i never upload any pics. Hahahas forget take. But these are the 2pieces i did today ((:

Had dinner home and spent quality time with BF~ (: BEST

Intend to work this on photoshop somehow

Below is the digital edit done while BF and I were home. Didnt intend to make it into a digital art piece, but we tried it out due to curiousity. Not too bad (:

SID - USO

SID's USO is currently my love love love~ LOLS I love SID songs uber loads~~ Always feel that their song is AWESOME~~ :D Heard that this gonna be FMA2's ending 1!! WEEE~ Cant wait for FMA2 too!! ((:

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People often ask what are friends. And i rmb my bro saying - Friends in crude term is just making use of each other.

BUT i probably will never use this term on my bestie HUIMIN (: Because she did alot for me all these years w/o expecting anyth in return. And as for people whom if u think im a friend then u shud noe me well that i dun return my appreciation to u just because u do a thing or two. Doesnt mean that u nice to me awhile mean i am ur fren for eternal. Friends, take time to nurture and sorta call be judged. I've came across too many 'friends' who took me forgranted, hence, im not that kind like 24/7 there for u unless i feel u are worthy. Reason is very simple - why get myself upset if 'friends' can just chunk me here and there, forget me here and there and making me feel so not like friend? Make myself feel misery over it? Not worth it, i rather be simpler and happier :D -just some tots of mine, need not think too much!!

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WEEE~~ tmr class gathering with Natasha and class girls. that's love!! hahahahas
WHAOOOO so late liao @_@ i better get to slp le laaaa!! Nights! i will be back... soon? HAHAAS

P/s readers whom tag my tagboard pls pls tell me ur name, i cant identify with er ur nickname?!?!?! nor link u if u never leave me one and never ever visit my blog after. LOLS. CiaO~

[[ahvone]] +making the best of my life - passion of wat i wanna do + appreciate things, think happy thots and feel happier than keep picking on things that might sadden u+

2009-05-11T23:40:00.005+08:00

Healthy is GOLD! -

Hey peeps!! Im back again!! Hahahas. wanted to update during the weekends but had been spent on resting!! :D I must said that my weekend was spent fruitfully!! Loves loves~

FRIDAY
End class at about 12pm then learn "Dai Di" from Daryl and Ranford while waiting for beloved BF :D We went to EXERCISE the OLD BONES! LOLS!! We went to badmintion and swim~ The time spent together is awesome!!! Hahahas. we are planning to have more of such activites (:

SATURDAY
Spent time with BF and went to BF's family gathering with his relatives. It was short but feel loved~ hahahas!!

SUNDAY
MOTHER'S DAY!!! WHEEE~ Love mummy!! :D Didnt like had a very grand celebration or wat so ever. But did spend having dinner with mum. Dad, Bro & I bought mummy's favourite chilli crab to dinner with her. If my family finance is better and stable, would had made it better!! BUT!! Appreciation is de matter lorhs. And i do appreciate all that she has done for me and this family. Being a mum sure isnt easy at all you know!! Of cos being a normal person, i have dates that i nag about this and that too!! But deep down i love my mum alot ^^ Heees

Rested and spent time online with BF gaming diablo 2 XD Cant wait for diablo 3 man!! Hahahhaas! And it's time for start of school again!! ^^

TODAY
School is kinda short for monday as usual!! Meet up with BF after lessons, went to take his form, exchanged my matric card, had lunch, and went his house to MOVIE!!! :D Hahahhaas. We had bought alot alot alot of VCDs but haven really watch most of them lo!! Hahahas. After that he sent me home~ Sweets!! :D Did a bit of revisions here and there. Thou not alot. And now here i am bloggin (:

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A lot had been happening last wek and i gain to realise how important one's health really is lorhs. It's more precious than gold if you ask me. Once u lose that health, even u got money also might not regain de.. So yup!! TRYING!! To have a healthier and better lifestyle ahead. Eating more fruits, exercising whenever possible, keep a happy mind as much as possible!!! :D

I've learnt that, we are responsible for our mental well-being. So be happy dun let others pull ur mood down! :D I mean come on!! Why be with people who make u upset lehs?? True ppl ard u willwanna see u smile and be healthy ((: That's what i've learnt from people who love me dearly. Like my family and BF ^^

I hope to keep up my healthy lifestyle till the day i leave the world. Cos feeling healthy sure feels awesome!!!! :D

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ENuff about that and im ending the post with

-TOMORROW, or just in about mins time, it would be 12/05/2009 marking the 1year5mths anniversary of me and beloved BF, Xavier (: I love u Baby~ hahahahas u know that!

Nights people!! I going off to bed to prepare for a new start ahead tmr. CHEEROS~~~!!!

[[ahvone]] +good health, good mind, happiness!+

2009-05-06T21:32:00.010+08:00

Emotions can be contagious O_o?? -

YO~ seems like im back again and again for updates! A form of release/relieve to me now, i suppose. LOLS. Managed to finished yesterday's work but didnt slp well as i keep waking up to cough with medicine causing some drowsiness here and there.. ): Arghhhhh!! How to get well soon when now i've to do projects, chiong over midnight and start lessons at 9am lehs?? I also dunno. Think i gonna make full use of these weekends to recuperate le!! Hope by mother's day (sunday) recover liao!

Today got DBMM test, flung~ LOLS. Whatever! Over and done with. Up next is ITPM test. Sorry girls!! Didnt lunch with u all td nor tmr ): MY BAD!! Cos i needa use the break time to chiong revisions. And i dun wanna keep coughing in front u girls!! VIRUS!! When i recover le then accompany u all go eat eat again ^^

Felt so paiseh coughing in class lo. Sure had been quite irritating. Sorry peeps =\

I just realised that i left my mouse in ITPM lab T_T rahhhhHH!!! Tmr morning gonna go get it before going dbmm lab @_@ sotong me lahs!! Hope it's still there! Now have to work with the small small touch pad, luckily dun need design anyth, else cmi!!

I observed that recently people around me not in their best mood.. I too feel not that happy too. Sorry la. I AM emotional mahs. I do care for the people around me. And i too worry that i accidentally "step their tails" when they alr.. u noe? Cos i noe how terrible it might feels. I probably aint the best person for people to share with. But as a friend. I pray that they overcome watever that is bad and try to smile. I know easy said than done. But i just wish to see more smiles and happiness ard. Im not someone good with words or console well, often afraid making things worst. So most of the time i keep quiet. Not that i dun care, just afraid to make matters worst. If only i could spread that laughters around contagiously. LOLS ((((:

Wokay~ I think i should stop blogging and go chiong my proposal so that i can slp asap!!! Ciao~ EHHHHHH tag my chatboard la. So silent one... i alr reopen my blog lehs~ XP

[[ahvone]] + get gooooood health!! That's my goal in life now :D +

2009-05-05T22:52:00.002+08:00

ahvone fell SICK -

Grrr!! Wat a bad time to fall sick now where projects and tests are all jumping in one by one. I feel so bad towards my group mates that i fell sick now ): I will still try my best to do ask much as i can de!! And when i recover i will do properly de!! :D

So last night BF brought me to the doctor. NOT swine flu la. dun curse me lidat -.- lols. just throat infection again lorhs. Wanna go school today de, budden the medicine causes me to be very weak and drowsy. So.. no choice lo X( Like miss natasha says, if my immune now very low, come school also no point, better to get recover as much as possible first!! :)

Alright. Feeling less giddy, have to go do work and revise le. It's life. no choice. hahahas. will sleep as soon as i get my work done @_@ ciao~

[[ahvone]] + hope i get well soon T_T +

2009-05-04T17:21:00.016+08:00

Back to blogging??? -

WOW!! It seems i MIA-ed about 2mths this time round =X
Oh wells... It seems that everytime i wanna blog then smth happen then POOF!!!! I forgot what i wanted to blog. Hahahas. But to update everyone in the easiest way, use pictures lo (but most of them i too lazy to edit. Just bear with it and enjoy!!) :D

School start already, and unfortunately i also fell sick ): But nonetheless, i still have to work and strive!!! Can u believe im working in school library again!!! Lols. actually no la. i slacked for like nearly 3hrs alr -.- So after i done with my blogging i will get back to work ^^

WOOOOTS!!! Love Diablo 2-ing with BF XD (random)

So here were the past events happening in my life!!

10.02.2009
This year didnt get to celebrate valentine's day as i was sick. so suay right -.- SO~~ But luckily me and Xavier managed to go sugar loaf's valentine's special treat . Bestie was on duty, so we went down to support her.Sweets~

06.03.2009
It was Xavier's class chalet. And i was sorta invited. hahahas. Much had happened that day. But oh wells. Over is over. Hahahhas. Still, it was enjoyable TILLLLL a certain extend xD

10.03.2009
LOLS can u believe it???? PRIMARY SCHOOL gathering (: I swear it was fun lahs! Hahahahhas. I mean thou i wasnt like very close with them and there were scandals shooting over here and there, it sure seems fun yet with a tad awkwardness. But still!! I love it!! Looking at how everyone changes :D

12.03.2009 - 15.03.2009
IT fair. Good experience and gained friends. Indeed was memoriable~ And i miss them so much. And i wanna thank them so much for their guidance and all!! Hope to work with u bunch of people at the next IT fair!! Sure did be fun! Hahahhas!!

This is my DARLING - Violet (:And this is my TWIN (May), and Honey again~ ((:My dinner date with Twin May after a day work at the show room!! :D

22.03.2009
A day helping Ivanna mei mei with her art project. LOLS she needed first hand pictures of her concept. So we helped her!! The whole family! LOLS. There were too unglam and highly confidential!! SO!! This is the act emo pic she took of me :X

23.03.2009
IT friends meet out for a gathering session!! DAMN! I watched COMING SOON with them that day! GOSH!! I haven been watching horror movies like in a long time! And that show sure was terrifying T_T at least to me la!! I was like grabbing my honey for about half the show and having my eyes semi open nia also. AHHAHAHAHAHAS! XD

Me, Violet, Yanni, May, Huiting(honey), WeiQuan, Sun.

09.04.2009
Soon, went to "Shao Mu". Missed my late grandfather.. ANYWAYS!! Another random window shot i took on the journey and i kinda like it :D

12.04.2009 - 13.04.2009
It was my 1year and 4mths with Xavier hubby on the 12th ^^
I was working at Tampines 1 with Cheryl and know new friends!! Sadly i dun have de pictures with me yet!!! Hahahhas. Green Hair monster :X So. on the 12th was also the last day of my Tampines 1 work. And hubby, mommy logan and jimmy daddy actually came down to support me during my work. Hahahas so shock to see them!! And after that went to watch KNOWING. I must say it's one of the best movie i had ever watched in my life (:

15.04.2009
Hubby's pre birthday celebration with his family at Suntec's kushibo buffet!! One word. AWESOME!! :D

Ivanna Mei mei and I

Not forgetting, my beloved~

16.04.2009
Xavier's pre birthday celebration surprise with his poly classmates/friends/boss (: Loads and Loads of fun!! :D

hahahas he's down right below :X

His wonderful SIP mates and Boss :D

And a shot dunno taken by who. Budden i realise me and xavier's posture and expression kinda similar @_@ LOLS

18.04.2009
Xavier's actual birthday!! Brought him to eat at ichiban boshi!! :D LOVES~ and got this cute mini longan cake for him as this year he dun really wanna eat cake. Oh well. u still need a birthday cake!! XD

Hahahhas u cant see wat i wearing. It's another self made dress like de black one i took with ivanna mei mei. Maybe i will post the pictures on FB. dunno (:

27.04.2009
My own pre birthday celebration with Bestie!! My 12years of wonderful friendship with her. She's really the best of the best. Love this girl so much!!! And Bestie thanks for this surprise!!! HUGS~

OOOOO these desserts are LOVE!!!!! :D

30.04.2009 - 03.05.2009
SORRY!! No pictures!! I realised i didnt take any pics this time on my birthday. I wonder why too!! :( kinda sad!!!! But!! Im glad that My family and bf had been with me!! :D Birthday had mom's fabulous cooking for dinner and out me and xavier after that! He got me a wonderful gift. A couple ring ^^ He said so much touching words that day. that silly boy (: oh yea! He also got me a very cute bag. hahahahas I love it!! :D P/S thanks for those who wished me too!! ^^ especially bestie who purposely woke up at 12 just to text me when she needa wake uber early for work!!

Then the next day 01.05.2009, went out with him again, back to his house to movie and eat. Hees~ enjoy such quality time man!!! Lols then he got me two pairs of shorts from cotton on!! Lols~ I like it!! I so love cotton on stuff sia!! I dunno why either! I just think it kinda suit my taste la ~ ^^

02.05.2009 was suppose to a day out with my IT friends but had cramps and fell sick T_T miss them la!! Promised them to meet out soon again ^^ cheers~

Got quite sick so rest for the weekend while gaming with xavier too :D Diablo 2 is love!! but the more diablo 2-ing with xavier is LOVE~~~ but most importantly.... xavier is my love (: Pardon de mushiness =X

04.05.2009 (today)
Lols the girls surprised me while we went for lunch. Really sweet of them. And im sorry my expression not like very high or wat. cos i feeling quite sick @_@ They got me quite a number of stuff. and i wanna thank the people who contributed to this all!! My class girls, yaorong, daryl and ranford(for drawing in the sketch book :D i like!)

The girls were like so mean la.... they purposely dun wanna wish me on my birthday T_T i was like keep wondering and feeling sad :( that why the girls dun even wanna wish me happy birthday. hahahhas. Now i noe (: And as promised. i will keep designing babes~!!!

Alright that's all for now!! See u next time!! hahahs which i dunno when!! But probably from now on, whenever possible i will do short updates here and there la. hahahs so that my peers noe wat's with my life too!! Loves~ take cares! BYE!!! :DDDD

[[ahvone]] +++ [year 3 is bad, but the moments are love~]

2009-03-07T15:36:00.009+08:00

Roller Coaster of Life -

Hey peeps, i know i sorta MIA for like quite a long while. Seriously hate to do this when blogging, to tok about the downfalls i have/had all these while... Seriously hate to do it. And these 2 weeks/ these few days were probably like the worst la. But first is foremost i truly wanna apologise to SHARINA sayang for forgetting to wish her happy birthday on time T.T sorry la sayang... dun angry ok! hahahas

I seriously haven been myself of lately. As in you will find me forgetting alot of things and ignoring alot of things.. or rather i chose to not communicate much with anyone. Needed time alone i guess. Cos i noe i wont be able to tell anyone much. Things had been really complicated and like the heading says - roller coaster. Things kept changing. I cant possibly even mention it to anyone. And the more i am afraid of making things worst you know. So yea.

Nonetheless i wanna thank those had given concern and support. Especially bestie who took time out to meet me and chatted with me. Felt a lot better after that but problems did came back for a few times too (not with her of cos. lols!!)..

P/S: I've changed my phone number, if somehow u did not managed to get my number or i missed out sms-ing u, pls pls er tell me. LOLS PM me in msn. thanks (cos apparently i lost quite some of the numbers)

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So much ups and downs had happened. But most of the time the roller coaster had "spoiled" and it stuck mostly at the down moments.

In only a day, i got betrayed by my love on trust and knowing stuff that hurts me deeply and i gotta admit i got myself a bit tipsy on their chalet and do some stupid stuff. lols

Let's talk about how to got myself tipsy. LOLS. I was having a few cups initially la. I still super sober la.. But after that i got emo? Not exactly, more like i recalled smth that Xavier told me which caused me to be quite upset. So i went to drink more! =X Then after which i went up the room then keep shouting -.-" I was sober enough la frankly. I can remember everything i did. Just that i felt uber good when i shouted out my feelings. Cos those were sucky memories. But er... i forgot all about being cranky at a chalet.. lols. Pretty embarassing hur. But ok la. At least now i know that when i drink more i will pour out my upset feelings. HAHAHAHAS!! But i must admit la, there was a slight drunkness after about 20mins finish shouting -.-" hurrrrrr

hmmm i dun feel like blogging alr. i update other time.. heees im fine dun worry =]

[[ahvone]] + i need some time +

2009-02-15T20:39:00.001+08:00

too much is happening. the pain in unbearable.. i wish i could sleep forever... and never wakes... that how heartbroken i am...

2009-02-11T11:11:00.013+08:00

Strive for 2 more weeks -

P.S Isabel if you read this post, please read the paragraphs towards the end, it is for you. Love.

Young love. by =Tinnaaa on deviant ART

Okay okay i noe i haven been blogging for nearly a month again =X Er... not really true that i losing out interest with blogging la. I still find joy in typing in blogger =) Just that when u are rushing work and everything u just dunno wat to type anymore. But right now i've "good" reasons to blog.

1. I cant seems to be able to produce any work in class now. Since it's self directed, i might as well blog =D
2. I just wanna update my blog for my viewers ^^
3. I feel like saying something of cos. LOLS

Recently.. Went blog hopping then i recalled about BigBang. I suppose BigBang is the only korean group that i like and would make me like korean songs. LOLS. So yea. There's a few new/old songs of theirs that i like alot. I think i wanna share this

BigBang - We Belong Together

My all time fav from Big Bang - Lies

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Lols okok enuff about Big Bang x)
Well basically school is gonna end in about two weeks time. Can't wait for this to come to an end. Not cos i wanna play, but cos i really wanna get back those sleep.. Affecting mental & health lorhs. LOls. Probably would work if i can find a 1month job. Not sure if i will do photography & media designs during the holiday not.. Depend if i got the chiong mood or the slack mood lo =X

Well. I guess i'm having expectations on myself with regards to photography & media design quite a lot. That's probably the reason why i haven been very active with Deviantart nowadays. I mean my Deviantart had quite a few strong pictures that gained me some "reputation" already. So the more i wont wanna just randomly upload lo. It's a self motivation and expectation to reach a higher point =)

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There had been a lot of ups and downs this semester.. In terms of studies & r/s ... And which in confusion... i entwined someone kinda innocent into the situation.. And i had been feeling really bad... those guilt.. hais. It's so much that i know i shouldnt even msn with her now. I feel really... hais. beyond words to describe.. Er none of you know her.. so yea.. But if she ever step into my blog.. i hope she read this part..

Dear Isabel,

Well... im not very good with words and i really dunno how to get this started. But definitely. I wanna say sorry. My deepest apologies. If i know it would had hurt u so much i wont have ask for the truth from you. I know it was my own selfishness.

I dunno wat got into me back then. I just felt that i was so not appreciated by your god-brother. I felt that those 3years u guys have really would be a better choice for you two to be together than me being here now.. I was so stupid to drown myself in upset-ness and selfishness.. I didnt realise that i was hurting the both of you.. and worst.. making you so confused.

Actually i love you a lot. Not like a friend.. ya know? Probably like another special someone close to me.. You can say it's like a sister? I feel surprised too when i first found out how i felt. I know we haven been really knowing each other AT ALL... but probably because i know how much u love him, naturally, i just love you as well. I mean by nature u are already a very adorable child. a very lovable one.

I dunno in your heart im who to you.. someone you wont hope to see ever again.. or like me... the sister feel. I mean.. im really quite afraid when i realised it had been nearly 10years that you still kinda had feelings for your god-bro and fears of moving.. Not not jealous. Like i said, it's kinda envy as well. But at the same time im scare. scare that you might start to dislike me alot of things...

Sorry bel.. i actually hurt u accidentally. So much so that i know i shoudnt even msn you.. I hope u understand i really dun mean it. And i know that in the future, if there's any problem, i shudnt said those things. I mean if you are comfortable, i would always chat with u and tell u my problems.. but nvr would i do those things again. I know it is foolish... Sorry girl..

I dunno if u will ever see this post or respond or how wud u react.. but i wanna u noe. I see u as someone important as well.. And yes i do love u like a lil sister. Once again im truly sorry for all that had happened. And those things that happened in your life.. i hope u cheer up and be a happy shinning star..

Takes cares. Loves.

Juvone.

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Alright i needa go already!! byebye ^^

[[ahvone]] +I hope we can know one day and be close sisters... i hope all this wud be over...+

2009-01-13T01:52:00.007+08:00

Embracing 2009 -

Hey all!! Random thoughts about! Care if u read, otherwise, it's just very much personal thots and stuff =D Anyways it's nearly two but i aint getting to sleep. For 2 weeks since school started, never had i a single day of proper sleep -.-" And supposely today can sleep very early. However, i chose not to.. because.. I've alot of thoughts..

I found myself not blogging as often as i used to. Main reason is, my mood hasnt been stable cos of things that happened in my life. Some are way to personal between couples x) But i can assure we are learning and growing together. So aint that bad afterall!!

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Seriously.. never had i hate school so much before. NO! It's not the people or the environment. It's just that.. i feel so stuck in my course. Yes my course (internet & multimedia development), i swear is one of the best courses every cos of what they provide. But... i swear i feel de.. displacement of myself.. Indeed i learnt alot.. Indeed i found my true passion of what i wanna do.. But something is missing. Something is wrong..

I've people who appreciates my art now. I didnt believe in any talent of mine - especially something call ARTS/DESIGNS.. hence i established my deviantart account 3mths ago.. and i've some achievements here and there. And people thought i was a professional in photography or design. HELL NO!... im sorry for that strong word.. but really.. i wish i was somewhere between those lines of photography & design. It's like i've to damn pull thru for another year not knowing where i heading. It's tough i swear.. To know u could be somewhere better. But nonetheless i did learn alot from IND and yes, even thou many atimes i truly wanna give up already, i will still pull it thru till end of year 3 and graduate!!

P/S: I know most people dont see me as a talented designer/photographer. But there are people, including professionals, see my talent. I just need the right opportunity!!

In Senerity III by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

A featured piece of work in deviant. Photographer & Editor: Me
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Besides being in the wrong course. Probably another sick thing is. Singapore = no ARTS. Im sorry singapore/singapore government. Even thou as much as i love my country and the management, i swear i hate the fact that Singapore claim to accept ARTS/DESIGNS but in actual fact it doesnt has as much opportunities as it seems. Yes Singapore lets its citizen get more of ARTS/DESIGNS KNOWLEDGE, but not in career wise. Everytime i tell people my life with arts and even they know i've talent, they ask me - In singapore, can arts really survive? I swear it crushed me down -.-" I mean.. I know deep down..

Okay. Maybe look at this another way. I NOT want to just be a designer in Singapore doing some lok-kok website or anyth else so-called art but aint really art just for the sake to earn money. HELLO! I love art cos it's my affinity with it! And most importantly... i really wanna share my art with the rest of the world. I wanna learn and get into with a grop of professionals in ARTS/DESIGNS. I.. wish to be somewhere else..

Hais. But even say so much shyt hor....... the fact is im still gonna stay in this damn course for 1 year+ x) SO!!! Rather than complain and complain... Might as well just try loving it and doing it lo.. But i swear. Im seriously feeling so stuck. Likewise, my boy feel so stuck in his damn course.. BUT!!!! One thing i learnt from him is, learn to enjoy what u are in, even thou it seriously sucks =)

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Strength of Love by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Another bus window shot =]

There's something making me lose the drive in me. I gotta damn find out wat on earth izzit.. Hais. I swear no one understand my passion for art and how stuck i feel and how sad actually i am.. and how frustrated i am.. And the worst is... being discover as a talented artist... Somehow... all those famous artist, during their early days also rocky one. I hope my efforts paid off like them.. Sometimes i wish i was born in de states? Im sorry, but even life cud be chaotic there... Kids at 16 can even be a professional artist -.-" How envious..

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!! I need to find the drive.. There's a reason why, even in tight schedules, i still try to find time to do photography. Have u ever sit under trees and feel the breeze of wind and sound of leaves rattle? Looking at sunset/scenery and capture them down? Yes, that's my form of enjoyment and probably.. What i truly love. It pains to have the minority having that kind of drive and passion u could possibly have..

It sucks to see people following the trend of photography to act cool @&#%!*$#& People who think he knows photography when all he/she does is how any snap.. -.-" People who think that photography is = nice picture. Wah piang u go and die la.. dun insult photography pls.. SORRY! But i really find it tormenting when people just dunno wat is true photography about. Let me tell u, even it's not my profession (yet?) - Photography is the capture of moment when u put your heart it and capture the soul of the picture. And the end product has a 'feeling' which viewer will be touch and even nearly cry. That is - what photography should be like. Put your heart into it if u really wanna capture a living picture. But im sorry to say, not everyone has ability to put the heart in and capture soul.

Hais. I've ideation for innovation and talent for design. Professionals sees that in me as well.. but hor.. that one i not very sure of myself. LOLS!! Cos i can get stuck very easily -.- UNLESS I can do it at my own time own target. LOls. Oh wells.

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Basically that's all i've to share la... I just... needed to pour out to the world about what i really wanted to do. It sucks to be somewhere u are not, but freed not. God is fair =) Hubby jiayou too!!!

Happy 1year 1month!! =D *ooo yea! I wish CNY faster come! SOunds fun!!! =D*

[[ahvone]] +New year resolution - just keep going!+

2008-12-28T22:45:00.007+08:00

No more holidays, start school again T_T

Christmas tree done with hubby during Christmas at his house =D

Hey all! So sorry i haven been blogging for like a month!! Hahahas. Was pretty busy and during the break, was busy preparing stuff also!! Hahas. but yea la i was alil bit lazy too! WAHAHAHAS. But anyways, Merry Christmas to all! FYI Christmas last 12 days! So i can still say merry christmas =D and a happy new year soon!!

I was so into deviantart during de 2weeks holidays! Which finally got me over 1,400+ views and over 100+ favourites of my work! =D Below are the work i've done over the weeks, more to go but not posted in deviant yet lols

In Serenity I by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

In Senerity II by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

In my eye by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Gomenasai by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Beautiful day by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Sky side down by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Wrath of Fiery by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Jingles of Joy by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Merry Christmas 2008 by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Basically this 2 weeks short break, to me really super short la T_T, was busy with christmas present and preparation together with hubby. Alot of travelling back and forth and my relative's wedding dinner. LOLS. Thanks hubby for sending me back home everytime~ Loves!!

Daddy and mummy at wedding dinner Lols

And Bestie is probably the sweetest friend i've gotten in my life. She especially bake some cookies for my family & I as christmas eve. She this girl ar, really is good until i've nth to say. Such a nice girl who's true and never expect anyth in return. That's why i so love this dear friend and our friendship of cos! =D

Before holidays, school projects were a huge hectic... Gosh i so dread the new start! But.. i suppose this also mean that i shud push myself harder - - oh wells!!!!! Let's get stuck in this place where i dun wan for alil more!!! But at least i found out wat i wan and im glad abt this course x) and knowing my course's people!!!

Pictures before during projects period =D

The lazy me always to give up, but de ferocious inner self of me, never gives up. Let's fight for a victory! And one day i would learn to stop making last minute stuff... I should and i would!

Laogong caring gift~ Heees. I like! Handmade one! Saw him doing, sure was tough. Thanks honey~

Oh wells. I dunno when i will blog again, but just wanna assure everyone, im doing fine!!! Thanks for short chats with me on msn, friendster and smses!!! And as for buddies, sorry guys!! We will all meet out one day soon yea!!! Loves! And take cares everyone!! Will blog next time round. Sorry didnt post alot pictures, hope u like the few i posted thou! Ciao~

And Hubby, I love u~

Ma Maison with hubby and Mommy Logan. A japanese Western restaurant! Must go eat man! It's super worth and super duper nice la!!! =D At Bugis shopping center =D

[ahvone] + new year resolution? Still hoping +

2008-11-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

Moi petiteeeee Break! -

HELLO PEOPL!!! The blog is kicking and alive again!!! Wahahhahas Exactly 3weeks since i last blogged seh~ LOLS sorry la, was down with projects and test!!! Oh well work aside!!!

Had lots of fun in these 3weeks!! Hahas and as usuals ups and downs la!! Today was a fabulous day man!!! Took looooooads of photography!!! Like 200+? HAHAHAAS I noe it sounds nuts!!!! But that's because outta 200plus, not all is under my satisfactory category, peobably a 10-20percent? Yea. Good work wud be published on my deviant art for sure!! ^^

Oooo~ And it was Sharlene's and DJ's birthday!!! Otanjoubi Omedetou!!!! Heees. Nice nice day~ Lalalala~ Wishing u guys de very best k! =D

Ohhhh yea. This week not much saving ar x((( Spent most of them on food!! When im stress im bound to treat myself to food i love man!!! LOLS! And worth it la, cos finally it managed to control me from having crazy reactions cos of my stress. LOLS.

Wokay~ Actually that's about it la, very very short update, because im pretty tired and i wanna go admire my photo shoots ^^ Cya guys soon again!! Take cares uh!

[[ahvone]] +way way to do!!!!+

2008-11-07T17:33:00.008+08:00

As it goes on -

YOOOHOOO~ Im alive!!! Hahahas. I noe i super long nvr blog already lahs! Heees. Today friday is my off day arh!! Lols. Haven really touched on work, except browsing deviantart for inspirations and did one of my photography shots ytd. WOOTS! I must say i love it!!! Ooo anyways! I try to sum up whatever i had for this two weeks yea!

And this is normally my weekend lunch!!! I cant finish that much my dear daddy. LOLS

Everyone is facing their own problems here and there. U might or might not noe only. For last week.. Seems like alot ppl having problems sorting out their emotion, and im glad i brought comfort to them. Im just a normal person, but when u need me to be there as much as i can see/feel, i would. So yea.. Sorting emotions etc etc.. and this week was my turn - - okay but smth which unexpectedly i managed to handle. Kinda cos i noe my feelings pretty clearly i guess. Yupp! Things are fine! Just a challenge thou. Laogong jiayou! Laopor waiting for u! ^^

Nonethless, giving my prayers to those in need for comfort. Sorry that's de least i could do for all of u, because i understand that certain things are too pain to explain. GO GIRLS!

Yesterday after lesson, meet up with these lovely ladies!! Sharina, Jiamin, Dian~

Had a good chat with them and this is what miss sharina do for us!!

Seriously the most gross picture i ever edited - -

And anyways, after which went for inno-pp lesson and very inspiring. And as usual the teacher is as inspiring as ever. Which makes me realised 'Many may be low confident in themselves, but if u noe what you love and where you hope to be, just go for it. Strive. U need not always excel, u can always grow and learn through experiences and hence, be one of the best one day!'

So after lesson, instead of going home, i was much attracted by the sunset and i went all the way to bedok reservior to take some photographs. Lols. So many people jogging lo. And i heard one of the lady says 'wah, i think she's a photographer', when i was taking pictures. LOLS. THANKS LADY! But i've yet to be really call a photographer! But yes that's what i enjoy being ^^

Oh! And this picture is dedicated to everyone, especially Jiamin! Because it's her keychain! It's really adorable so decided to make a shot of it! Really like the outcome and i edited the pinkish cheeks to make it even cute!! Hees. Everyone, SMILE YO! Lols currently my desktop bg, hope jiamin dun mind!

Just Smile by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

oh! And i haven done the photo-retouch for ytd photo-shoots. Some other time k!! Hees.

And over the week i come face to face with an irresponsible fucker! Sorry arh i dun meant to use it but it's definitely so. Oh well. wateva. * deserved its results anyways. Handling well. Doing what i should - wokay done with move on! x)

Oh YEA! Before i forgot! Lols last night before i sleep, i saw my frens; msn nick. One of them say she wants apple pie and the another says tapioca chips. So what i did for them was draw it out! LolS!! Well at least i make them smile and im happy abt it, even thou i seems to be super lame. HEES!

Hubby and I have the habit to doodle pictures on msn. I swear it's super fun la! And it's when creativity comes in xDD

My my~ This weekends is HECTIC! I've like 3 assignments to be completed by next week and 1 interview!! Lols. Alot work man! But im like slacking here? X= NO LORHS! Im not! I mean i needa complete whatever i wanna do first before im able to concentrate on my work yea? Hhahas. Right now my for of slacking is to relax the brain and be back to work the very next. Being in a new class now, i really know what it means by u slack u die. Everyone is pretty motivated and keeps on going with their work, organised and fast. WOoohoo. I mean i dun hate it, in fact i kinda like it. LOLS. I feel love!! Er.. partially love by classmate and partially by the working atmosphere! Like a wise man once said - To work in a grp you must find ppl who have the similar goal and aspiration as you, only then you would be able to finish the work and excel. Very true indeed. I mean i need not explain, u should be abloe to understand. I mean my readers are alr like my age? LOLS.

So last week went to swim with Sharina early in the morning. SUPER SHIOK MAN!!! Love swimming and tp's swimming pool rawks!!! Lols. Dunno when then go chance to go swimming with hubby le~ So miss it!!! And i love thursday alot too!! Cos got WAD and inno-pp. In fact i like this sem work lahs. Althou there're not so much into design, it's de principles instead. But i know it's gonna be a huge advantage to what i wanna do next time! Thou im not a code savvy person x) IM WILLING TO LEARN!! Lols. GANBATTE!!! oh! So that day after inno-pp, i took this picture! Hope u like it!

Feel Me by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Hmm yea, basically that's abt all for these two weeks!! Going for dinner soon and start work somehow!! All the best and have fun during ur weekends! Stay strong too!!! Arrivederci!

[[ahvone]] +I wonder how long wud it be.. imu~ +

2008-10-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all my Indian Friends! -

Yooo~ Well it had been a pretty long and tiring day and i've yet to go to slp. Firstly still meddling with work and scanning my computer for any virus so that i can remove(which takes like forever to finish). Damn I hate my hse internet. It's super faulty lahs. Maybe Linksys is not so friendly with window vista.. yea right - -.. but wateva izzit, it had pissed me off for more that like 3 times already la. I wish my bro wud get more proper stuff than linksys - - Like super pissed off can!!! I couldnt use my hse internet for like 3 days?!?! And all he says is idk how to do. And hell knows how my internet comes back again. RAHHHH! Internet connections really pissed me off badly sometimes!! But yet im dependent on my digital portfolios and research =x

Anyways thank god got back internet if nto travelling back and fort to hubby house is no job. Super tiring. And worst.. If baby send me home he wud be super tired la!! He had been the best bf ever la. Making his promises to send me home without fail!! Only that few times when he was really sick and i insist of going home myself =) So yea, tmr he can rest home. Thank god!!

Oh yea ytd went shopping, no bottoms, cos i dun think i really need. Got 3 tops, 1 jacket, 1 slipper, 1 bag and tubes. Yupp yupp! very satisfied and super happy that hubby accompanied me!! After which we meet up with his frens for movie and dinner, enjoyable indeed xD

I swear finding job in singapore is super tough - - ... i search for like whole day on the net but i only can get the minimal infos la... damn. i still need write report one sia.. yet i cant find a proper company lorhs. That sucks. Then again i realise how limited i could be for my design dreams. But nah!!! Not giving up, in fact i pushing myself more! Aint giving up. STRIVE!!!

Working hard for deviant portfolio as most company requires good portfolio (digital/booklet).. so yea. And working hard for sch subjects also. Getting slightly tougher, trying to manage and enjoy as much. LOLS. Which somehow i am (provided my internet stop failing on me - -) .. lols. Nonetheless. I hope to keep climbing!!! Hahahas. Dear laptop, u gonna accomapny me to sch everyday and make good use to study with me ^^

WOkay~ goodnights!! Im done for now, lazy post pictures, soon yea. Lols. Ja~ Sweet dreams.. and happy deepavali to all!!

[[ahvone]] +Till today i cant believe it's true.. and im so glad to be urs+

2008-10-24T16:23:00.006+08:00

Being appreciated =) -

Like heaven by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/canon-3
Please visit this link to vote and stand ur chance to win a 10mega pixel camera!!! I hope i win? LOLS!! Just a chance why not!! Well, i voted for miracle season, not just because she's my fren. Please dun comment about her looks anyth, but focus on her entry, her talent for taking photography and editing them for a commercial use. THanks~ and good luck! ^^

BOOO!! Like so much to tok but dunno where to start. LOLS today friday, no lesson, but im in school! Because i just met up with bestie for short lunch and now doing some personal work in school! Well.. my hse internet haywire again - - Ku ku head... But anyways waiting for hubby to finish work then go home. Tomorrow we going shopping!! Hope i get some stuff that's apt x) SO long since we really went out too!!! Hope i manage to get some good pictures toO!!!

Felt so appreciated recently. Feeling different.

Having people to WOW at your design work/photography technique, Dear Cheryl, though it's just a mere 'wow' u've no idea how happy i was inside ^^

And being on deviantart. People even bother to look at the stuff u created and comment and favourite it. Sometimes certain piece of ur work u think it's so-so, but there's people who appreciates and show appreciation. SO far now got 11pieces of work and recived 170views so far. Working hard to have more creations! Got Fans le lorhs. LOLS. And of cos one of my top fans is my very own baby boy =]

Having to meet people like bestie and very good frens, having them to say, 'hey i miss u so much!! Let's meet again' warms up my heart. Having to be meet bestie for lunch and seeing miaoru and having hugs, felt so loved.

Having a fren to say 'good to have a fren like you' makes u feel so worth it to be there for someone u really treat as a good fren. TTH, u are always welcome, always here and wish u good luck to u and 'her' ^^

Having someone to praise ur internal and external beauty. Niang~ I miss you too, and u are one of the most beautiful person i ever know. Take good cares! And thanks for appreciating my drawings, hopefully one day i can draw something for u to frame up k!!! ^^

Having to be praised that you've strong vision and design, makes my passion for design goes to another level. And letting myself to remind, i shud be confident in my work. THank you to my new CDS teacher =)

Last but not least, having someone who's very tired after a whole day of work but bothers to come over to see u and accompany you. And that's my wonderful man, Xavier.

It's not people words that moves my heart. It's the lil gesture from the bottom of the heart that touches me - because it's truthful. And i know despite having people who used to push me down/not bother to appreciates me. I'm glad i've left them and starts to appreciate my own and recieving true appreciation from many others. Just like my brother told me. And im thankful for not having those.

Lols~ Recently mum so nice to me, i feel so touch and super happy la. hahas. And im starting to learn to say more thank you and sorries and keeping shut when necessary and tok more when needed LOLS, Im still learning and im willing.

Im suppose to do work in school but i guess i was engross more in doing research and everyth else. LOLS. better hope my internet comes back so that during sunday and monday i can do work man!!! Heees.

OH YEA! I think im loving my cds! It's fun! and most importantly i admire the teacher ms goh =) very interesting person and very open. Very experience and has a special warmth recieve from her. And the cds i took i guess is really applicable to life. Thank god.

Okay la. That's all for now. I cant remember if there's anyth else i wish to update. But this shud be all!!!! BYES! take cares!! sry lazy post photos. HAHAS next time!

[[ahvone]] +I want my honey~+

2008-10-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

Free Fridays for 10weeks! -

YOOO~ Stupid internet, gave me alot problems until now then can get in.. Had super good rest watching TV =x But jammed my work quite abit. Oh wells.. Probably not going to do much but go bed instead ba. Sians lorhs.. everyday use computer so long hours.. my shoulders/back really ache like mad lo!!

Lessons were fine. More work everyday lo =) OH yea, changed my cds. And now my fridays are free!! Until like week 37! And well even when week 37 comes, my timetable only starts at 2pm! Super good la. ANd shudden take it for granted. Instead the more i shud do work and rest as well!!

WHOOOPEE~ Tmr meeting the girls for 1hr lunch. Short but definitely meaningful =)

WOkay gtg le! Tired!! Body aches! Mind full of work, Hands full of projects, Heart still yearn as much for my design career. DUN give up, STRIVE!!!!!

oh yea, and Raudha, thanks for ur compliment ^^

Nites ppl~!! Miss u hubby!

[[ahvone]] +God's grace+

2008-10-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

QUICK UPDATE! -

Hey peeps! Just typing along the way and soon have to go bed to slp! It's the first day of school. Hectic!! I only managed to catch 4hrs of slp cos i couldnt get to slp the previous night x( But amazingly i started of the day super energetic until when i reach home i feel like dropping dead! But thanks to hubby telling me something sweet in the morning that i managed to pull thru my first day well! And i should keep reminding that to myself!

For the first time, i think i truly asked myself to love everyth of this semester. I guess i just wanna be there. Yes. THERE. Im not a genuis but im gonna keep my responsibilty, determination and enthusiasm!! Just work it!! It's tiring it's tedious, but i keep telling myself, 'no more push backs. Im in a total different class, it's a whole new opportunity'

Having to be in a class with more than 1 elite can be very exciting smtimes. LOLS. So yea, strive!! It's pretty sad that there's a big change in having a new class. But im not that that that sad.. I mean, move on and give everyone an opportunity, especially yourself. Yes, and im kinda alright with the new classmates, cos i noe like 85% of them? LOls. 2.2 CHIONG AHHHHH!!!

Busy with internal and external projects, creations and innovations. Tired with a long day. Yet im not giving up. I gonna get better ^^ And i shud believe and get more confident about myself and make it work. Let's all jiayou! And let's all be nice~

Little actions, gestures and doings tells it all about how a person treat you and how much pretendence he/she had put in. Beware and be glad.

In gladness. I believe the day will come like many whom believe in me =)

Love ya hubby~

Alright, gtg alr!! Nights and sweet dereams!

[[ahvone]] +For our future+

2008-10-18T00:07:00.003+08:00

Just for awhile! -

HELLO MATES! x) Came over to have a pretty short update!! Pretty happy that my deviantART masterpieces are being appreciated, being commented and being favourited!! ^^ Hahas. And currently im drawing an anime thingy.. Most probably if im satisfied, i will scan and upload in deviantART too ^^ deviantART seriously rawks! It's one of my favourite site!! Everyday i sure will go look one. LOLs~

This is like erm.. 10%-20% of the whole piece im still working on =)

Sometimes mothers can be really ridiculous. They bad mode, they flare at u, but not ur other male siblings (Brothers).. Nonsense right? Girl easy bully eh - - U not in good mood dun use us as en excuse la DUH - - Keep quiet is still give u the basic respect not that cos push over. I mean pls la.. Since forever.. mothers had been treating daughters lidat.. i wonder why.. i dun wanna be such a wicked mother next time x(( It's like, it's so bad for the kids.. But i wonder is it a 'tradition' passed down @_@ GOD! I'll try to break this 'tradition' then!! WAHAHAHS

On account of her fabulous prawn mee.. I close one eyes la.. - - Hehs..

Btw~ Blog song changed to Green Light by John Legend. Sweets~ ^^ Alrights, BYE!!

[[ahvone]] +Sheesh~ Nonetheless, working it babe!+

2008-10-16T23:41:00.003+08:00

Moans and groans x( -

HOHOHO~ As promised im here to blog again!! Though i like toking to myself, but feels good xD Anyways a week or so nvr update liao.. so alot things to say but again.. I think i just gonna cramp everyth up!! Tired~ Now slackingon bed typing and watching Project Runaway, one of my all time favourite show!

Anyways, today went to have C167 gathering, which ended with only 7 people going.. So 'gathered' indeed x( ... But well.. Im very glad for those who camne, those who didnt made it, hopefully one day all will meet out and have fun again yea!! =D

Nice group picture with Miss Nat!! Dun u think we formed a heart shape coincidentally? And everyone looks so pretty, want this pic tell me, i send u x))

Went for the briefing and getta know a lot of things. Talked with Syam, and i once again feel more assured about how much im in love being able to work tgt with design. Right now i feel slightly stuck.. to be in this IT school when i jolly well can be at a design school now... It's pretty irritating.. But oh wells.. i guess hubby is right, to have the extra IT skills would be more beneficial as it comes.. All i can do is stay positive then!!!

Well i took 30mins to draw this while waiting for hubby. It just came! Quite like the outcome. Hahaas

Well.. seperated with most of the classmates... Pretty sad about that, but sad for wat, move on man! lols. Overall still quite happy with the arrangement and stuff lidat. LOls. but got one gg thingy T_T All the pros student in my class.. HURHUR. Well.. look on the bring side, that means can increase standard lo!! Hahas. But stress level is definitely there!! But i guess i've to learn like wat's say "Make it work!" And time to feel how it's like to be like a chiong designer x) I like it. LOLS

OH YEA! And i've said how much i hate my cds? =X Im so gonna opt again, and i swear i gonna opt it properly this time round! LOLS. Will get it as soon on monday!!! RAHHH! Ohh yea.. Know wat? I've a feeling Photoshop CS3 might become CS4 soon.. and InDesign would be the next famous industrial program. I've already drop u a hint *wink*

Like it, yet not that satisfied.. Try do a better one again =) Like heaven yea.

Okay.. so that's abt it for this week lo, just doing alot of design work and getting ready to be back school x( Not exactly that happy huh. But the design part, im super happy. LOLS!!

So last week i went to meet up bestie, miaoru and samantha ^^ Enjoyable indeed!!

So love this picture~ Heees. And of cos i did photoshop it xP But not like i liquified or make drastic change - - Just that a good photo need proper lighting and shadings ^^

WOKAY! Today alil too tired to work much with my designs. think i going to shut com, lepak abit then tido~ Then tmr see got any inspiration not. I hope yes! I so wanna create stuff everyday. LOLs. It's working, i hope x)

Alrights!! Have fun! Goodnights =) Loves

And despite all.. i do miss hubby.. work hard baby~ And yea will work two design foru by the end of next mth de 12. Aquaculture t-shirt design project and Design a good desktop wallpaper x)

It was a really dark picture, and i photoshop it till lidat, super satisfied and i like it ^^ sorry ah, zi lian abit LOLS

[[ahvone]] +Strive strive strive!!!+

2008-10-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

The Walk by ~xJ-ahvone on deviant ART

Hey people, i promise i would update soon xP heees.. had been very busy with designing stuff and catching ups!!! Whee~ Hope u like this picture =) It was favourite by 3 people at deviantART!! SO happy! Lols. Silly me xP alright i've to go slp now!! CYA!

[[ahvone]] +Thank God, for hearing our prayers+

2008-10-06T18:42:00.004+08:00

David Archuleta, Crush -

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
This song is dedicated to everyone who had/has crush. Thanks for this wonderful song.

It made me recalled all those ridiculous crush, long heartpain and things i did when i had a crush on another person. Sometimes crush is a really painful thing. I know everyone had crush b4.. might or might not walked out of it at all.. But i hope this song wud makes u feel better.. cos one day, i dunno when, it takes quite long... one day all the pain wud go away. and that applies for the pains we have in life too. Im very sure =]

* And i wanna thank my dearest hubby for ending the hurtful pain of crush from the moment u love me back. Indeed we dunno wat's lying ahead of us, we had other form of pains and ups and downs. But i noe.. im so thankful to have u as my hubby. And i noe u had painful crush as well. But now here we are standing together. I love u, mine dearest hubby, Xavier Gogniat Tan =)

ooo yea had been editing my blog, photoshoping pictures, editing links and stuff lidat, revamp to be done by end of this term break, for sure ^^ stay tuned!! xD

[[ahvone]] + From the bottom of my heart +

2008-10-05T21:42:00.006+08:00

WISDOM TOOTH!! -

YOZ!! I had 2 fruitful days!! =D Wat had you been up with lehs? Hahas. But b4 elaborating.. i suppose next week is kinda a busy week also. But i happily busy week!! Better rmb to charge camera LOLS. Cos i'll be meeting

-Miaoru & maybe even samantha!! on Wednesday
-Bestie on Thursday
-Friday waiting for hubby after work
-Saturday going over to visit granny
-Sunday 13th mth tgt with hubby ^^

SHIBATA! Talking abt hubby.. hurr. Anniversary present haven even really prepare... SHi.. bata~~~!!! LOls though he says he rather i take up the time to do more designs for the sake of him.. i feel that i still wanna give him smth lorhs ^^ Ooo i better be. But i suppose i've to get back into proper slp so to work more efficiently? I've been having quite bad isomia recently.. but right now im feeling slpy!! So i hope by the time i blog finish im able to fall aslp!!

Smtimes. i wish i've a lil more money to spare so that my dad can take more days off (being a taxi driver isnt easy).. and going out with my mum.. get hubby some stuff and revamp my closets or smth lidat.. oh wells.. Maybe one day, maybe never. But it's just a tot. If wish comes true, Thank god. If it doesnt, thank god too, at least for having proper health =)

OOO~~~ So my weekend was spent beautifully with hubby ^^

Ytd went over to hubby hse and see ah ma, glad that things well smoothly and ah ma is fine again. Thank God. So as usual slack and play with hubby ^^ Had him to cook lunch again. LOLS. And then ard evening 6plus, he cycled us to pasir ris park/beach ^^ VERY FUN~!! Weee~ I love to travel with his 'mistress' sia~ So relaxing so cool~ good bonding time with hubby ^^ Took quite a number of good pictures xDDD Damn happy de. So glad to have the camera x) Hubby thanks for bring me ard and i really enjoyed being with u alot!!! Then we travelled back to downtown east to have satay!! LOLS craving them since~~~ LOLS. And we decided to have SUBWAY next sunday!! Cos we nvr eat that tgt b4 and he used to work there so he wanna intro me some food. Hehs~ Silly. Very wonderful day =)

Pictures taken while cycling *random pics uploaded, all nvr edit ^^*

And today, we met for lunch at mac. Supposely he has gotta work, budden cancel. But he still came to meet me ^^ THen we stayed at mac for abt 3hrs to do some design work. Pretty productive!! Hardly had myself in another environment to design ^^ hubby's technique also getting better ^^ glad for him, but sry not going to post his designs up, cos it's suppose to be slight confidential as to his future. All i can say is, i hope to see his work in the market one day ^^ Ganbatte dear!!!

The camera super sharp ah! For a digi cam i was siting like abt 10m away from hubby while taking this shot!!GOT CRAB INSIDE DE!OOO~ The pretty pretty 'mistress' LOLSDark dark le!
I look at this pic i thirsty sia!!

Seat number 2 x)
WAHAHAHAS SATAY SATAY!!

As for me, im more of a graphical design person, so not much of worries so wud still post up my design. Satisfaction 85% ^^ I dun give full satisfaction until professional approval! Hees.

100 percent ORIGINAL! Designed everyth by myself. *Crystal*.. Drew on paper, took photo, then photoshop it =)

Our weekend!!!! So looking forward to it!

OH YEA!! Know wat! I've WISDOM TOOTH!! U noe that's wat rite? Extra tooth that grow outta ur gum *at the back of ur teeth* when ur much older - they called it the wisdom tooth! So cool la, but i feel like a baby now.. with new tooth growing out. Hahas. Need drink more water and slp also. Oh wells. Wisdom tooth!! They say not everyone has it, and it's suppose to give u more wisdom. HAHAS i hope? x) I currently have 2. The new one(can feel the tip clearly) and the old one - Which u cant even see or feel that much, but i noe the gum covered it. LOLS. Interesting uh.

WokaY! That's abt it ^^ Ja na~ I've to go for rest liao. Take cares and cya soon!!!

OOO yea~ i lost another kg x)))

[[ahvone]] + Things might not always forever be lidat, but i will give in the effort for it ^^ +

2008-10-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

MY HUBBY'S 'MISTRESS'!!! -

Very beautiful bike~ ^^

Back after a pretty long day!! Hahas. Tired but really fun and fruitful day ^^ Woke up around 12.20pm and started to light lunch then gamed all the way to 3.20pm with hubby. LOLS. Cos got 2x exp mahs! LOLS. And we now both are same lvls again. Lalala~ I was so high ytd and td that i keep singing LOLS. in real life and cyber world. Heees. But im pretty silent at hm x) Cos at home is more of a quiet place to relax and let everyone rest, so not much noise de ^^ got pros and cons ba... hahas

ANYWAYS i sure cmi after blogging i wanna tido de!!! OH! Talking about tido, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY DEAREST MALAY FRENS!! SOrry ah! Never msg the most of u cos my sms going to burst alr. LOls. but nontheless, my sincerity is in my heart! I felt like i was in malaysia today eh~ HEES NOT A BAD THING! Cos i miss going to malaysia and i always like to see lively atmosphere outside when im good mood. Normally i down, i hardly travel =X

* OH SHYT~ - - Got movie on channel 5 now - - SO TEMPTED TO WATCH BUT I SO SHOULD SLP LAHS!!! Hahahas. I should right after the end of blogging! *

OH! Back track! Erm. So after gaming, faster went to bath and prepared down to hubby's house ^^ Had an early dinner! NICE NICE~ Hahahas. Love my parent's cook and mommy logan/ah ma cookings as well! ^^ Talking abt ah ma.. recieved some bad news from hubby just now. Sighz.. I hope things gonna be alright, things wud gonna be tough when it goes wrong... Yea. May God Bless.

That's me In hubby's cap~ LOLS i dun usually wear caps at all ^^

So Around the early evening we went to get Hubby's "Mistress". LOLS!! Ok la, a bicycle ^^ He has always wanted a new bicycle. So yea he got it now!!! For exercise for fun and everyth else. AND!!! With me being able to sit/stand and even learn to ride it (maybe?)!! LOLS.

After settling everyth we went ard his hse area! Had a lot of fun!! Er.. kinda lots of funny things happened during the 1hr journey. LOLS. THanks hubby u silly lil thing xP So after that he cycled us back to MY HOUSE! LOLS. About 45mins. Fast uh~ LOLS. He so funny lahs!! Felt so good, no way much better even compared to taking a faster journey with bus ^^

And that's me and mine lovely hubby~ SO love him despite so much ups and downs =)

Wokay so that's abt it for my wonderful daY!!! Not going to elaborate all lil details x)) HAHAS. Hmm~~ Dieting seems to go pretty well ^^ Exercises up up soon?!?! HAHAS. GOing to stop diet at 54kg ^^ Dun see the point to go too thin! Keep fit jiu hao~ Laogong also like it lidat. LOLS.

And Happy children's day to our two beloved kids yet to be borned!! Enovier/Juvier/Xavone/Edmerthan - LOLS Cos dunno is 2 girl 2 boy or 1 girl 1 boy mahs!! LOLS. Lalala~ JA NAH!! GOODNIGHTS ^^

A gift from hubby and my amature design but with affections ^^

Lols~ Hubby always says that he very jealous with my photoshop skills.. I suppose i do have kinda bit of talent with design in this aspects. I always think that others are better than mine.. But yea like said. Every designer has their own styles.. And so do i! SO yea~ I shudden give up and con'd to just keep designing and learning =) loves~

[[ahvone]] +Way way to go~~~~+

2008-09-30T17:26:00.004+08:00

A Father's love -

Lols. I found this Mango. Yes it's a mango. Hahas. Anyways i found it lying in my fridge about an hr ago. Lols. My silly dad. He knows i love mango a lot. So i heard from my mum that his friend actually gave him one mango and he leave it for me T_T So sweet la daddy!! Hahas. Im not the only one in the family who loves mango. He himself is the another person that loves mango a lot like i do. Seriously im so touch. I mean. Though his drawing damn hilarious =X I still love it a lot. Im so glad i've got the camera to take down this very memoriable picture. And daddy thanks alot for ur love and care despite ur ox temper =X HAHAS

I love you my dear dad and mum. And im still learning to be a better daughter and as well as to balance my life tgt with famil, work and spouse. That day i told mommy logan, i wud be filial to her. Nonetheless the first i wud be filial to is my own parents. They are very typical chinese people who dun say i love u but more of chowing it. And being in such brought up, to me 'I love you' is just words. And that's when i feel love is an expression show and concern and given to the person u love rather than just words =) BUT OF COS words are strong tgt with actions. Hahas.

WokaY! THat's all for td. JA NA~

[[ahvone]] +PAPA MAMA I love You ^^+

2008-09-24T16:34:00.007+08:00

Fruitful day with the Bestie -

Konnichiwa~ ^^ How's ya dear? Mine wasn't that bad for today! Slept kinda early ytd, ard 1plus? But i still woke up very late lols. But had a very good slp. Couldnt keep up to my plan in slp early wake up early, still trying man!! xP But so far my holiday i very satisfied!!!

EYE MASK Session with bestie xPHER super BIG tweety bird~ Lols her fav!!

Did accompany family & bf, friends and my work. Did a lot of research and even managed to come up with a pretty good blog skin so far ^^ Gonna add into my portfolio xD Oh wells. Holiday gonna come to an end very soon. Kinda a pity that holidays are now now so short to truly enjoy much. But i guess i've to embark on a new journey very soon again! xD

Bestie says this pic nice, so i post lo ^^ Tweety and mE!

Yesterday met up with bestie ^^ As usual, very heart-warming man!! CHatted a lot, and gossiped alot. LOLS. That was really fun! Knowing for 11years but ytd was the first time i visited her home. Cosy enuff and had lunch. Took a lot of pictures. After speaking to her and stuff lidat, my heart felt lighten~ Hahas. I guess she's the best gift as a friend i ever had in this life =) Wont had gone thru so much odds alone without her smtimes!! THanks bestie, u are the best girl i had even know! I know u wud make it far. YI QI JIAYOU BA! =D

It was Huiminz DAY for me! ^^

She means a lot to me ^^ Hahas ANd i love her for who she is

OOO YEA~ And finally after 3 'good' days i finally getta see my darling ytd!!! Lols. SO miss him T_T he's been so busy with his work man.. and of cos damn tired la. Jiayou darling~ take good cares of urself ah!!!

HOME SWEET HOME with hubby~ Lols he says this pic very nice so i post for hiM! ^^

Lols and me w/o make up~ Boohoo dark eyerings eh~~~

RAHHH~ people nowadays are just biased. Worst of all lecturers are as well - - I mean.. wtf? Arent teachers suppose to be one of the most non-judgemental people around? LOls. oh well, it's human i suppose. Never mind. Like Huiying jie and i believe, out talent wud be appreciated else where. And yupp i rmb there's a few teacher that appreciated my design and had pushed me! Thanks alot and i wud make it one day ^^ Oh yea.. we not be submissive to others just because they are ur superior, besides being older than us, i see no right why we shud submit to them if it's nth beneficial except because we "shud". Oh wells.

And this is de necklace that Cheryl gave me ^^ Camera so shape sia! LOLS

Hmmm. Had been watching Dgray man this holiday as well. LOLS i know it's like until episode 101 le lahs!! Budden er.. i now at 16 only =X LOLS. I mean this is a damn nice anime and i wish not to miss it and wud wanna slowly enjoys it. Had never seen such a fabulous anime since the last few i had. WOnderful job Dgray man! I hope the endings wun be a disappointment thou!!!

Hahahas. Wokay that's all for now!! Going to do some flash and photoshop tutorials!! ^^ Ja na~

Our 11 years of friendship that we cherish =) Loves her~

[[ahvone]] +YOSH! Feeling better with the WOOO YEAH~ MAKE IT WORK! Believe in ur work x)+

2008-09-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

WAY TO GO!!! -

YOZ~~ Hey people! Quite a progressive day and pleasant day today. RAHH~ Despite the fact never meet up with hubby for like 2 days alr T_T .. Ok never mind at least he rested kinda well and we had spent time gaming together ^^

Wooo~ Cheryl - Moi poly friend ^^ A damn sweet girl~ A very lovely girl, but sorry taken! Hahahas. Dated me out for lunch today x)) Despite the fact she made me wait for her 2hrs =X I was very pleased and glad to see her and tgt with her cousin ^^ Lols~ That babe, always meet her sure her frens/cuz all come xP Not a bad thing at all! =D Heees. Super hot day so we ate at KFC and cos i craving too! LOLS and at the end of the say this girl damn sweet la, sudden ask me close my eyes then give me my belated birthday gift ^^ Thanks babe~ I might have to wait abit to give u pressie too~ OOO~ and we dislike a same particular person =X

And bestie~ I nvr forget i owe u a big birthday present. But.. I always dunno wat to give u! And we 11years of friendship, i dun wanna just a normal gift. hees. Gimme more time, really sry.But yea it wud be worth it. And with part of de present, i promise u that i wud jiayou with my design and be more confident with my work ^^

Talking abt work, my skin design is probably abt 60percent done. And entire blog is only like 30% done. Hahas. But at least i said that i wud update my blog skins and blog yea ^^ And so far i love the progess i had done and hope u like it too!! ^^ give some comment so that maybe i can edit if i feel it's worth considering. But otherwise, in design is preference, no right or wrong ^^

I Know in me.. there's a lot of design talent to be release. But. I always stop myself. SO dumb. Lols. Stop by fear, by others, by codings. All excuses. Im far better than wat i think i could. Read ard, spoke to teachers and other designers. ANd the ultimate weapon is - always believe in ur work and be proud of it and never say u cant nor think negative abt ur abilities. In design no such things as who's better, only which talent to be appreciated and discover first. Yea, a damn important reminder to myself!!! And i know, the road to being a designer is all i ever wanted and i shud jiayou!! Even thou the way i do design is more research and more visuals, but i noe it always paid off at the end of de day ^^

Yes i not strong in coding, so i probably wud work in a design firm ^^ So right now that's why i bucking up my design, trying designs, playing with photography, understand more abt designing and anyth that's applicable to designing ^^ Hees. VON-CHAN! GANBATTE!!!!! I KNOW I CAN! Never gonna think im lousier! Cos i wud strive! Just wait and see!

SO gonna add this skin into my portfolio and show de progressive work ^^

Alright i wanna slp alrdy~ Nights ^^

[[ahvone]] +I wanna be a designer and one day i WILL be a professional designer+

2008-09-21T01:26:00.001+08:00

BLOG SKIN 30% DONE ^^

ENTIRE BLOG 10% done =x

2008-09-20T19:06:00.003+08:00

A Big Lost But a Huge Gain in Satisfaction -

Hi PEOPLE!!! Hahas had been quite awhile since blog!! Was pretty bothered this two days. Was given the opportunity to join the SIG of IND/IMI. It has a lot of advantages as to being in this course as well as for my future work scope. Really tempting. Really wanted to join. Really wanted to experience it!

BUT!

I Rejected it =)

Well.. I was so bothered by so much factors. Knowing that i would not give my heart and most effort to this responsibilty. And most importantly.. Im really not prepare to be groom as a leader, at least not for now. I mean all these years i've so much opportunities to be leader and being groom. Yes wonder opportunity, learnt alot had alot of fun. But i lost myself. Wat i mean by lost myself is that.. i was frank to myself. I didnt wanna be a leader at all. Yes people see me as a pontential one, but im really not ready at all - I had never been ready to be a leader.

Had i mentioned before that, few weeks ago, i came across a page of a book and i came to realise, i was never a leader but more potentially to be an acheiver instead? And these few mths being free from leadership stuf i feel so free so myself x)) Heees. I mean sry ah.. i really not really that into being a leader ah. It probably still a long way to go. NO. It's a LONG way to reach ^^

Now i feel so PHEW~ I huge release ^^ At least i can take those time do wat i wan and/or pei de ppl who are even impt to me ^^ Hees. I believe opportunites are always available as long u noe how to find it. If given a good offer but u noe it's not ur think, is as good as not have that opportunity at all. Most imptly is how u feel, wat u want. Then u can do things the best. Otherwise, given the greatest gift to u in the world, u wud still hate it ^^

Lalala~ WOKAY! Going off liao. MUACKS~ OH YEA! Rmb dun buy china product hor! Especially milk and ice cream now!!! HEes i very happy now, so very hyper. LALALA~ BYE!!! =D

[[ahvone]] +No regrets! +

2008-09-15T17:09:00.006+08:00

BOOK BOOKS~~

Konnichiwa~ Minna-san ogenki desu ka? Lols. Quite some time since i last blog yea!! Hmm but anyways if u have been reading and wondering, then no worries ah, things are fine now. Hees. And i suppose a lot of people and buy with their stuff!!!

So yea. Let's start from Friday~ Lalala~ Friday was ours 1st year anniversary for knowing each other ^^

An amature edit but a great sense of love.

And on this fruitful day i met up with Kathleen jiejie for lunch!! Though we probably only met for like 2hours i enjoyed thoroughly!! SO happy to see her lo.. SO fast she going university le!! Wishing her all the best and JIAYOU! And she so sweet lo, gave me two swarovski pieces, lols. I was so shocked!! And Once again, thanks alot jie~ Will take good care of it de!!

Pacifier LOLS

Nice lil snow man ^^

And then went home took a nap and met up with hubby after his work. Meddle about and left house at about 7.30pm? LOLS. Then went to TM's swensen to makan ^^ Nice nice~ The salmon bake rice was very good and i love the clam chowder!! in the bread! First time i enjoy clam chowder so much =DDDD Just a simple day but a fabulous one. MUACKS~

Lols~ Just kinda like this photo. Hubby looks so cute ~ LAAAOO YEA FOOD FOOD FOOD!! Cheese Sticks =DOOO YEA ICE CREAM xD Nice nice!
Ooo and my tired handsome ^^And he'd got us our rings =) It meant a lot to me. Thank honey.. =] Waiting for more years have with u

The next day Saturday, went down to bugis area - to sim lim square and burlington tower to collect the cooling pad and my 8.0 Megapixel camera x))))) Was a pretty long day, but satisfying!! Lols. Went home ard 5plus then had dinner tgt with family. Quite a wonderful day ^^ Lols. Hubby was so tired~~ Thanks love!!!

So Sunday & today had been the GAMING + ANIME + READING days~ Lols. Book is due soon and i've still abit to finish up my booK! Will finish it up soon! Hees. It's a nice book but i read slow and do alot of things here and there xP Yupp yupp~ Basically things are lidat x)

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Hubby has been working for a week, things seemed fine, except that he's very tired after his everyday. Work/Colleagues/Manager all very friendly, which makes my mind in peace =)

DAKARA!!! THAT BITCH!!! Pls arh.. keep ur ass mouth shout and stop spreading rubbish nonsensical stuff outta ur mouth. Dun make hubby like a bad guy when u are the slut! Likes to tell ppl "I like ur 'dragon'" and talking abt sex like it's ur daily meal! So keep ur damn ass shut and stop making urself de fucking ugly one. BITCH!! Anyth else and i will make ur life be regretful. Damn Fucker.

WOOOHOOOO! Sorry about de language ^^ But just that when u meet such kind of woman, it's just so hard to keep ur cool. LOLS. Poor hubby T_T I just hope his Colleague not so DUMB to believe that sluttish woman. So wanna be slut might as well go Geylang sell ur body, why create a bloody ass scene outta urself. DISGUSTED

WOKAY~ gtg for now. Cya ard soon and more pics bahh. today just alil here and there and not edited ones. BYE! Have a good week ahead. And thanks ppl =]

Because of you..

[[ahvone]] +I cant wait to meet up bestie and the weekend with hubby again!!+

2008-09-11T16:19:00.002+08:00

WORKLESS DAY -

HELLO PEOPLE ^^ lols.. i suppose my constant readers (which i think maybe none or er.. dunno who) wud have noticed that im too free already. LOLS cos i've been blogging like anytime of the day. LOLS. Especially i have lappy is convenient like siao~~ So yea.. come here blabber again lorhs. Since i love typing so much of cos spam my blog mahs =X

I think i only managed to fall asleep at 0530 yesterday. Uh uh. as expected, i couldnt sleep and tears just keep rolling down. Irritating. Dunno when it stopped. I only rmb i was having gastric but soon i was in a dreamy state and viola! Alarmed at 0730.. phoned him, heard his voice alr woke up.. i didnt even speak and i ended the phone. Got back to sleep. I think i dreamt but cant rmb either.. I noe i saw him, i noe is abt him.. but i cant rmb.. probably just didnt want to..

Got two msg from him.. but i've nvr replied..

Woke up at 1415. Tot of skipping my lunch.. But i woke up with a table full of food! LOLS i guess mummy noe i wun be back to school today. So daddy bought food. SO much variety. Chicken porridge, beancurd and chee kui. LOLS. Not much appetite despite hungry. So i took cheekui. cos the rest all can keep in fridge but cheekui cant. SO i just eat it. Feel so heart-warming at least =] .. to wake up with food, knowing how much ur parents care and worry about you. Uhuh.. they noe about us. They noe i aint toking.. They tot i do things on purpose. But... who understand? Mum? Mommy Logan? Maybe.. but idk. And i just get too tired to defend myself nor do any explaination..

Tmr is the anniversary.. Celebration? Hahs.. 90% no.. I mean.. i doubt he even noe i wrote at 'that place'.. And i didnt intend to tell him.. only drop a hint on my msn nick.. and blogging here. the rest is up to him to discover.. and even if he does read by tmr.. I've no confident to celebrate with him yet.. Last night.. while hugging my snoppy.. i wished he had hug me.. I wish he had understood why, saw those words of mine.. noe my pain and struggles.. Hahas. silly me.

Friend read it, misunderstoof i was yearning for freedom. I dunno how to explain but deeply and clearly. it wasnt so. And i wonder if he even understand. And i pray he does. Because he's the last person i ever wanted to misunderstandd my writings. ANd i've tried everyway i cud to express myself.. And in me i told myself - he's the love of ur life, he would understand urs despite other's misunderstandings.. but wud he? ...

Repeating the same song over and over again. doing the same thing over and over again.. yet so weird. All the familarity yet so weird. ANyways, not touching work at all, no photoshop nth. Just gonna anime, tv, book and music =]

Alright. Ja~

[[ahvone]] +wud u have understand than misunderstand?+

2008-09-11T01:41:00.002+08:00

Hello~ Did u recognise that the picture is me? Lols.. Well. i think im photoshopping photos weirdly recently -.-" But nonetheless.. it brings me to a different aspects together with photoshop. Satisfatory level with this piece of picture 80% ^^ Purposely edited things lidat. Hmm.. while doing this piece of work it was emo + abstract. So yea. And i suppose the picture tells wat i want. So yea.. Not feeling too well even till now. So i went very focused on work/games.. just to get rid of something things in mind first..

Wanted to go back school tmr.. but nah.. Forget it.. I noe i probably wun stick to my plannings properly this few days. So yea.. sleeping damn late tonite cos probably cant slp well. So gonna do another blogging, browse deviantart, listen to a same song over and over again, read book and try to tido.. Oh yea.. tmr have to buy food myself. Lols. Cos i went to told dad i dun need food initially cos wanted to head back sch.. but nay, small thing =) At least i suppose tmr i can hibernate at home tmr to read. I wish tmr rains.. cos it's always so comfy in bed with a book on a rainy day. LOLS~ ok, that's all for this post. Ja.

[[ahvone]] +It wasnt easy to be lidat at all...+

2008-09-10T14:09:00.002+08:00

WHAT A START FOR A DAY! -

RAHHH!!! Stupid day to start off. LOLs. Morning slp half way alot of smses come in T_T hehs.. wanted to wake at 1030 but only managed to wake up at 1200. HAHAS. So nice to slp lorhs.. ehh.. and dreamt of alot alot of stupid stuff. Wth.. and like wanted, i headed back to school at 1300. So here i am typing in the school's library.

Kinda suay can.. i tot this week business canteen got open so i went all the way to business school budden CLOSE!! Went to mensa... piang eh over pack.. so in the settle my lunch at Jupiter Cafe.. zzz.. But the food okok ah, first time try. LOLS.

Wanted to scan some stuff that's why i went back to school!! But only then i realised.. all the rooms are booked/closed for MP/holiday/TP RAWKS!!! Sianed... Lols. So i just sit in library lo T_T ... Well still can do work ahh.. just that cant scan the things i wanna.. but it's alright i suppose.. Will probably go er.. Hubby's house some other time to scan then print ^^

That stupid boy morning call him like half dead.. dun even noe he got up in time to go for work not.. zzz.. Call/msg also no respond. 80% nvr bring, 20% sleeping at home. Never call his house cos 1st, alr so late wat's de point. 2nd, daddy jimmy slping dun wanna wake him up.

RAHHHH!!!! RESULTS OUT LIAO MAN!!! Err.. not posted on the school's webby yet, but i got de sms though.. zzz quite sianed with my results cos CGPA sure drop de lorhs. Hopefully still at least retain a 3.0 then i still can be slightly relief.. SO wth lorhs.. some other ppl hand in late work still can get high marks/pass.. sometimes feel so like wtf! U stay up late rushed ur work handed in on time try ur best for quality work cos of time then in the end others late hand in still get higher grades T_T morale of story - dun care abt due date. LOLS NO LAHS!! I mean.. well i guess with my kuku results this sem, i've to really rush for next sem le!! THough a bit dishearten!! But still doing my research work/learning PS/Flash =)

So here are my results:

DMPF - A
CMSK - B
IN3D - B
French - C+
DBIS - C
INMM - C
APEL - P

Well at least no sup Papers!!! x)) So shud be glad enuff!! Most proud de jiu shi DMPF LAH!! =DD Lols and of cos it's my favourite subject ^^ Well.. didn't expect my 3D to get a B!!! In fact my stupid flash get a hell C... wtf.. WATEVER LA! LOLS i wun give up de yo!!! LAO NEH NEH... But nonetheless.. i still noe wat i love and wanna trive for ^^ Results are just partial man. YOSH!!!

Okay la.. that's all for now first ^^ Ja mata ne~

P/S watched finish sumomomo momomo liao, rating 8.5/10 ^^ Quite humourous though =D

[[ahvone]] +JIAYOU!!!!+

2008-09-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

RANDOM POST -

YOoOo~ Hmm kinda late but dropping by for just a kinda random post. Hahas. Was testing photoshop, combining bit of pieces here and there of wat i've read from the net and book then viola! Somehow i got a slight digi art of myself. LOLS. process of this picture was interesting, way for imporvement. Satisfaction lvl 70% ^^ Hehs.. Yea.. going to slp soon liao.. i decided to go back school tmr to do some stuff =)

Okay.. not in much mood to write after a stupid day get excuses and selfishness. I wonder even why shud i care/bother so much abt him smtimes when he treats me lidat once in a while.. yea.. right.. wateva. 4hrs nvr tok im still gonna continue for tmr and even days, depending on wat's gonna happen. Sort to independence and still i would do. Damn

[[ahvone]] +Maybe it's a 'moronic' guy thing. Sheesh...+

2008-09-08T15:00:00.002+08:00

VIOLA LA LA!! -

YOSH~!! Lols ignored the opening i've not idea why i wrote that too, just like it x) Anyways no pics, just pure words! LOLS budden er, yea i suppose it's gonna be a lengthy post as usual huh xP As expected from me wat.. NO? We shall see then.

Woke up like 2hrs ago? =X Overslept bah.. wanted to wake up ard 11 to do more stuff budden i realise i machiam 'hang over', headache - so i slept more! CUtting all my plans out. hurr.. BUT! I had a very good rest now ^^ Bathed, makan, house chores, blog hopped, animed so here i am to blog =D

BOOHOOHOO T_T hubby in SIP le lahs.. Sians.. Heees. But luckily he aint that far at all!!! Just working in sch xP Not that bad for him ah, easy job, no pay nvm. And afterall he not using this course as a job in the future, so being posted to school isnt that bad for him, and i can pop by sch do work and lunch with him ^^ Working from 8.30am to 6pm thou.. i suppose i can wait for him smtimes x)

I cant believe.. this friday is 12/09/2008 .. One year since Xavier and I got together. So much ups and downs, laughters and cries but thankfully i've got u and u've got me. Came this far and i know i dun ever wanna let u go if that's possible. I noe greater walks to stroll together, but i suppose we are quite prepared and we wud make it yea ^^ Laopor loves u loads!! ^^ *Oh yea, dian & bf also one year le ^^*

Yupp~ So this friday after he work finish we going tm de swensen to makan and he said he going to get me some stuff? LOLs.. No ex things pls ^^ Im happy with wat u wanna gimme, glad w/o complains =)

Supposely ;ast saturday go get camera de, but no stock yet.. so yea this coming saturday then go get ^^ tgt with hubby's company. oh yea and de cooling pad too, almost forgot =X SO YEA!! Also must finish my lib book by this saturday so that i can return it on time ^^ And this saturday also KOR KOR's bday ^^ Hurr.. dunno wat to get for him RAHHH! Shud i design smth for him? x\ Oh gosh.. forever bad with gifts. hahas. That's why smtimes i just so dun wanna buy presents for ppl.. zzz

ANYWAYS!!! Time to start work liao. SInce hubby now SIP, i've decided to do things lidat:

-Everyday slp at 1am, wake up at 9plus or 10am
-Go sch or not still do research work/do work and/or read book
-If sch lunch with hubby then wake for him after work
-At night game with hubby if he wants b4 his slp, must stop at 12 no matter wat
-Read book before slp

Well basically is smth lidat la. Of cos can adjust de mahs. LOLS. like smtimes must anime abit, tv abit, go pei mummy and stuff lidat lo =) Hehs, not easy to balance things out man. Hahas. And anyways... Now mummy watching a HK drama CID de... so damn nice.. im tempted to watch!! HAHAS. ytd watched 2 episode then er.. glued to it liao.. LOLS always love HK CID dramas alot.. well well, i think i would watch. LOLS

Oh yea.. tonight banana milkshake for everyone, since my house has more than enuff banana! ALL OF U SHALL DRINK ^^ lols.. though hubby's banana milkshake damn nice de!! I suppose my simple one would just er.. give enuff calcium and vitamin for them, just very simple de banana milkshake la. Heees~

WOKAY! Ja mata! Hafta go for now! Yupp do work. Take cares ppl!!! Loves~ Cya!

p/s i suppose i shud get idea for my blog's design soon!

[[ahvone]] +this is a gd prep for us b4 ur ns ^^+

2008-09-04T00:37:00.005+08:00

SUMOMOMO MOMOMO-

YOSH!!! Haven been blogging for a few days and things have changed yo!!! Currently im blogging in my mum's room!!! Hehs.. cos i've got a lappy already! =D got it at the IT fair with the help of mommy logan =D VERY GOOD DEAL!! And got a 8.1 mega pixel camera as a free gift!! Though it's a slightly old model! It's a damn good deal!!! Hafta go sim lim to obtain thou. hehs. Life with lappy is so cool~ And life with a camera is even cooler~ LOLS Now i've all the things i need for work!! Cant wait! I wanted a mp3, hubby got me, i needed a lappy and camera and i've got it and with de assist of hubby and his family ^^ really grateful too all of them!! they could have not done any of those for me but yea.. and i understand very well why they still do it, cos they love me too, and im very touched and appreciative!! overall it was a very good day!! And yea i miss them le ^^

my new lappy ^^ TOSHIBA

Nonetheless!!! Of cos i miss my own family very much! That's y i stay hm very much these few days and accompany my mum and bro ^^ but unfortunately, dad hafta work, buti noe being at hm is to put his mind at ease le. hahahas. So these few days my lappy travel ard with me, from sch to my room to mum's room to bro's rm! Lols, maybe visiting hubby's hse also! LOLS wat i mean is that. with my lappy i can still do wat i wan will accompanying the people i love!! ^^ and btw hubby and I discussed and he agreed that when i got my camera, we would travel ard to do photography and then i would use them to do some photo edits =DDDD SO EXCITED YO~ and of cos i gamed quite a bit these few days xP

webcam-ing with hubby x))

These are all the things i ever wanted to do in this course and with my life. I suppose im heading smwhere nice ^^ anyways, wat needed left is a proper haverst bag then everyth is best ^^ LALALA~ So happy, must jiayou le!!! Must start preparing for my portfolios! ^^ Not just with photoshop but if i could probably a good flash portfolio too!! GANBATTE!! Hehs~ Ok la. shud be all for now update more! LA~~ SO EXCITED LA! hahahs

Edited pic of me and hubby x)) hahas kinda like this pic, got own unique feel, this pic was actually quite pixelated, so a bit challenging to edit, my sweetheart so handsome! LOLS

oh yea recently watching an anime call sumomomo momomo! LOLS damn cute and funny! Budden alil obsence la~ LOLS, but look at it in a cute way and not dirty way then u wud appreciate de plots and storyline ^^.. ok, dun really noe wat to update le!! better slp liao x)

SUMOMOMO MOMOMO!!!

OK la, just a few pics to share for now. when edited finish then upload more. JA~! LOVES

A pic that bro ask me to help edit, so i try enhance for him, and he likes and im glad, thou i feel can be better ^^

P/S keyshia cole's new songs nice seh~

[[ahvone]] +YOSH~ really enjoying wat i do, shudnt let anyth obstruct!+

2008-08-30T16:23:00.002+08:00

SEMI BAD DAY! -

YOSH!!! Konnichiwa nehs! Currently listening to Natsu no Kaze by tackey & tsubasa!! Nostalgia seh~ Lols! Love this song a lot xP Anyways, why im in semi bad day cos stipid 'best fren' come lurhs T_T PAIN Sia!!!! Budden er.. slightly better now? On and off? AHHHH!!! Damn. Lols. but alot things make my day much much better!!

Today morning had breakfast with my parents then off we went to do some money transfer procedures for my lappy =) And then we shop around lorhs ^^ HEHS!! They bring me go out = buy things one lurhs!! LOLS. So i i bought 1 slipper, 1 outting shoe and 1 CANVAS SHOE!! =D Lols so excited over my canvas shoe lidat.. cos i very long nvr wear le ma xP I love canvas shoe budden dun have cos quite ex, then got sales so i faster buy lurhs =D

THEN daddy bought DURIAN FOR ME!!! DAMN EX LA!!! Mummy heartpain. LOLS. cos it's really ex arh.. budden it's good durian, so daddy and I felt that it's worth lorhs! Er.. then the uncle says 'see, ur dad loves u so much'.. LOLS~ Yea i noe that very well xP Im his lil monster. WAHAHAHHAS. Okay.. this durian.. YUMMY~ Those abit bitter alcohol taste one (the best kind). MA MA MIA~~~ LOLS. I used to hate durians when i was young.. budden as i grow it became my one of my fav fruit.. ironic hor -.-"

WOOOLALALA~ Duck rice for dinner. waiting for hubby to come over! ^^ Haiyo.. wish the sister and him get things better ba. dunno wat the shyt with them la.. aiyo T_T feel kinda sad that i cant help much lorhs... except being there for him, i know he is really upset.. hais.. Baby, stay strong la!! SMILE x)

OH YEA! Tmr going to commex IT fair. LOLS Sure to see alot of familiar faces ^^ Hehs~ Hope i get my lappy tmr? LOLS fastest larh.. if not it would be around next week or the week after. SO EXCITED xP Like small kids sia.. Hurrr. I am ba.. LOLS

Eto.. oh! Reading this book that i borrowed from the library, One small thing by Jessica barksdale inclan. So far i read until chapter 2, it's a very nice and endearing book lo. It's about a couple and the woman cant concieve. they tried all way for years. And then one day the guy recieve a call that his ex is dead and there's a baby boy left! - His son lahs. Lols. SO how will this story goes one? xP

But wat is the point i wanna say is that, so far in this book, i realised that couples always like to ASSUME each other's tots and end up a disaster lor... Avery(the woman) wanna get pregnant and doesnt mind being fat after birth or any changes, because in her life, she just wanna have a baby with Dan! But Dan felt that with avery's perfect body, she wont wanna get pregnant and make changes to her body.. See? get wat i mean now? There's so many false statements when we assume. Like always said. ASSUME = ASS of YOU AND ME!! A very nice statement to remember =)

Last but not least, to share a statement i came across 'God's gift to us is our potential and our gift to God is wat we dowith our potential' =) OKAY!! That's all for today!! Spending time with family and Hubby later!! LOVES~ Take cares ppL!

[[ahvone]] +Photos day yet to be up xP+

2008-08-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

REST DAY~!!! -

YOSH!!! Konnichiwa! Hehs, i say le i will blog today i never break my promise hor x)) Hmm.. i high for nth lidat. LOLS dunno eh, pretty good day! Cos resting after two continuos day of fuN! Finally a lil cosiness to myself and just have a good rest ^^ Woke up at 2.15pm =X SMS-ed hubby, MAKAN, do some chores here and there, MSN with some friends then here i am =D *YES I DO CHORES OK!! xP*

Yesterday was a fruitful day seh! Though i must say honestly i was really tired la.. by the time i reach hubby's hse at 5.45pm i cannot already man.. LOls.

Met up with Dian at 12.30pm ytd and off to bras barsah!!! WAh damn satisfied can!!! Cos er.. i got 3 very nice books with the total of 12bucks!!! HAHAS. 'Tuesday with morrie', 'Weekend to Paris' and 'Second chance tuesday'!! Well.. Two of the books are more expensive cos went to diff shop while the one is only 1buck! But, i cant resist good books in ok quality and yet cheap!!! Im sure i would go that shop again!! When in the near future i've proper earning, i sure would buy more books from there!! =D Hubby, prepare one room for our books hor! LOLS.

So after spending like 2hrs with book, we went to makan at Tong Seng if i not wrong. haha.. SO funny sia, i makan mee siam, she makan seafood soup x)) *chinese eat malay food, malay eat chinese food!!!* But well, we like! HEEES. And yea the food not too bad!

After that i went to buy creampuffs, 1box 10bucks x) then we bus-ed 48 to bukit timah!! To have island creamery!! LOLS the ice-cream fabulous seh! Just a pity that it's at bukit timah! Meaning i wun have gone there so often!! Well, the ice-cream have unique flavours and very satisfying!!! So i bought one tub one also. LOLS 8bucks!! Should have bought one more! 500ml like very small eh! BTw, the class girls shud try to go down there tgt!! The atmosphere very cosy and brings ppl tgt in some way lo ^^ ... OOO yea.. and im so gonna pyscho hubby to go there with me and buy ice-cream home tgt! HAHAS!!

So soon it's home sweet home to the both of us! So nice of her to have the company for like nearly half the day =DD And yupp Waited very long for the bus sia!!!! So by the time i reach hubby's house damn tired. BUT hubby and mommy logan so nice, prepare food nice nice for me liao~ Especially hubby, lols scare i very hungry then cook alot. Satisfied and watched NANA 2! Not too bad for a jap movie =D then watch finish 9pm drama then hubby send me home!! ^^

At night gamed with him then tido~ LOLS. overall a very nice day lorhs. THough spent quite abit but i feel very happy spending on things i love and for the people i love ^^ So yea, moreover is once in a while!! Hahas no pics again xP

Oh yea hubby gonna come over later WHEE~ But that's all for now!! Ciao~!! ^^ loves!

[[ahvone]] +Enjoy ur everyday! ^^ +

2008-08-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

TIRING!! -

BOO x) Very tiring day but super satisfied day!! Elaborate more after my sleep!! LOLS. at least finally i've one day of good slp tmr!!! Cos can wake up any time i like. wahahhahas. Okay okay very very short update cos i very very tired!! So cya laters!~

[[ahvone]] +Lalalala~+

2008-08-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

OUTTINGS WITH THE GIRLS ^^ -

YOYOYO~!! Lols, pretty tiring day!! BUT! A very enjoyable day! hees. cant help but come to blog since now i've so much time to lepak and just do wateva I WANT x))

LOls, so we all changed plan and in the end we were just at TM to surprise SJ~ Poor girl, stomach cramP!!! Hope she better now ^^ So Dian & I 'camped' at Tampines lib and meet up with the rest of the girls!! And there's when i cant resist but borrowed a book x) Hehs.. i dunno, just so love reading during my free time!! Especially good books!!! Hmm.. today can say almost all the girls there lorhs... except Our lovely cindy cos she got work x( NVM!!! Im very sure that there would be another day with the 8 of us again!!

So we ate at pizzahut and then ask SJ to meet us there then surprise her with our very belated birthday celebration for her. Glad that she likes them ^^ Eh... then yea!!! We got her muffins to replace cake!! Because er.. belated celebration, got cake not a very good thing. So the very very lovely dian actually when to get de sedap muffins at toa payoh!! MA MA MIA~ Too bad, by the time i finish my food, i was too full for muffins!!! T_T nvm, ask dian bring me go next time xP

So after that lene went off to work, then Rina, Nan, Jm, Dian & I went back to school. Yes, SCHOOL! LOLS. we love the sch too much? O_o .. hmm. nvm about that! Lols. but the point is that we all enjoyed it very much!! Sat at Jupiter cafe and starts to play card games. LOLS. alot of laughters and unglams??? HAHAHAS. Nonetheless i round up today as very satisfied and giving my blessings to the girls in their future!!

Hehs.. though im those very family person arh.. I suppose once awhile have this kind of outting with friends is seriously DAMN enjoyable can!! Where everyone laugh and then do stupid things tgt x) then laugh again then all the joys just come in ^^ ANYWAYS!!! All the pictures are not with me, so have to wait liao... hmm i wonder when! LOLS.

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WEEE~!! TMR is BRAS BASAH day with DIAN!!!! BOOKS BOOKS HERE I COME GRAB U ARH!!!!! then mabe jalan jalan see can get wat... then i promise to go bukit timah with Dian for her ice-cream craving over there. Hehs~ Well i see no harm and im sure we will enjoy it! ^^

And also, tmr is watching movie at hubby hse again ^^ WEEE~~ Just a day but i miss him very much!!! MUACKS

Wokay!! That's all of my very lengthy post and thanks to all the gals!! See u all very soon in meeting up to er play sports!!! xD Loves~ And im off to game with hubby!!!! JA~

P/S! OH YEA, i probably will also do some book reflection on my blog? Just wan a very very productive holiday!!!

[[ahvone]] +Happiness in simplicity & appreciation+

2008-08-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

After math of examinations -

YO~!!! Supposely.. this post is super high la, cos finish exams ma.. But nay... cos i just realised some stuff. And anways.. Yea, finally i can blog properly. Haven been doing so quite in a while.. feel fabulous =] .. But probably no pics again. HAHAS... Okok.. let me continue, sorry that this post gonna be kinda sad.

One week ago-
Hubby: Goon, mei mei's bf 2 fren just passed away.
Me: Lols~! Serious not?! How come sia? On news?
Hubby: Yea.. dunno eh, some like suicide case. Dunno, not sure of the story.
Me: Oh.. really ah? Sad..

Today-
I suppose u all saw the news rite.. 2 boys 16years old passed away.. Back then i tot it's just mei's bf's fren.. But today.. i realised, it's actually my own fren la.. Im very affected now. They are my basketball juniors in TPSS.. Yea we were pretty much close back then, those tease and everyth.. Now when they die, i dun even noe.. Until.. another junior happened to phone me and mentioned it.. then i realised... Though we not that close, but those moments back then.. It was really wonderful.. Now that this two lovely guys are gone, i hope they crossover.. R.I.P I will remember the both of you, and those moments with the two of you, i've never forgot.

In 1month, i know of 3 death. These two boys, and my very good fren's mum... Life's so unpredictable, and u wish..

These few days.. i've been missing my past. Nostalgia ba.. It's like, i saw my silly past, those regrets, those pain, those unfairness.. Just wanna scream and shout. I lost alot of people. May it be my fault or others, the fact is, we all lost.. And yea.. i do miss all of them.. Sometimes, i just wonder wat if we were still frens. BUT!! Hehs.. yupp nvr have i forgotten, everyth happens for a reason and we all learn and grow =) And im glad afterall.. Just that sometimes we just have those feelings yea..

Now that i've encountered all these death, including my own grandpa 2years back. I guess, i've learnt to make changes in my life and try not to live in regret ba. Especially it comes to your care and concerns to those whom u really cherish. And also to continuously improve before u leave the world. I guess that's why i always enjoy doing the work i like. HAHAS. And yea i do miss a lot people. You all know ah.. i not exactly that mushy on normal basis.. I dun say doesnt mean i dun miss or care. I do it once in awhile and i believe that if feelings are true, u dun need everyday de. BUT!!! I suppose everyone has different love language. So yea la, my way is like dat xP

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LOLS Have been eating quite alot lately. Looking more and more like i going to pregnant sia. HURR... but! who cares! Eat le then say? =X Hahas no lurhs.. i noe not good for health. so yea shud start exercising soon lorhs!! heees... but yea la, i appreciate food very much especially it comes to food with love, food with leisure and food with the love ones!!!

WOOOLALALA~ Holiday le!!! Got so many revolutions yea!! HEES. how successful? I dunno, can only try ah. hahahas okok not try, is discipline liao T_T wat to dO! LOLS for my own sake and for good good sakE!!

ANyways, THis week de planning is lidat
-Tmr outting with the girls
-thrus bras barsah with Dian
-Fri laogong & family day
-Sat Family day and get money for lappy
-Sun Laogong & his fmaily day

Plannings for the holiday!
* Get lappy!!!
* Get backpack
* Get some new clothes and stuff lidat
* Exercise (with girls) & some dieting soon
* Improve my PS, Flash skills
* Go sch lib do work!!!!
* Do research for portfolio & do it (VERY IMPT!!!)
* Prepare anniversary surprise
* PACK MY MESSY ROOM!!!
* Meet up with bestie and sisters
* Spend quality time that quantity time with love ones!!!
* More movie session with hubby
* More outting session with hubby!! - Learn cycling? xP
* More gaming session?!?!?! LOLSSSS

SUpposely is something lidat arh.. I hope this really will be a productive one le!! SInce i've a laptop, shud make things easier being at sch =) JIAYOU! I just wanna try to push myself further, so as to recieve the blessings from those who appreciate my art/design and stuff lidat =)

WOkay wokay~ I going to game abit then slp liao. <3s~ And yea.. Like always said having true frens is more impt than having loads of untruthful frens, and the wiseman(my brother) made me understand lots of stuff. Thanks bro, i hope i noe how to apply in life!! hahahas.

[[ahvone]] +And i noe i've at least 4 true frens x)+

2008-08-19T19:53:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHA!! -

Lols. I like mia in my blog for a month??? NEW RECORD!! Ahvone never blog for a month! Hahas. Well.. busy mahs.. Hehs.. Or basically lazy to update cos of everyday's tiring assignments to complete!! WHEEE~~ Finally over and done with all assignments!! Just left with er.. One exam to go!! =D

Jiayou people!! THEN IS HOLIDAY TIME!! Lols. hope this holiday is a productive one! ANyways~ I really people around me is getting more and more tired and they start to get frustrated over minor stuff.. hmm whose fault? SOCIETY!! Lols. Well.. half kidding.. But wat i meant is.. there's so much things for us, stress eh~ But at least still got such thing call 'HOLIDAYS' for us lurhs.. then adults how ah?! Lols.. a few off days only eh!! Hahas.. morale of story - find a job that u like xP

Heees.. enuff of my crapping. stop here for now, cos er... nth much to blog. After exam, then i drop by k! xP THanks people for still visitng my blog thou u know it's nearly dead. JUST NEARLY~~~ Lols. And yupp UPDATED x))

Wooolala~ Me and dear dear 11th month le!!

BOOhoooo... next year most of my classmates not same class le.. Miss them. BUT!! I believe, we will all still meet up for lunches and stuff lidat. ^^ LOVES~

Duno why i quite high today.. maybe cos things are more relax now!! Hope everyone is doing fine ba.. it's quite upsetting when i see people ard me overly stress and get that upset face... OKAY~ BAHHH!! JA~ XP

[[ahvone]] +MY PORTFOLIOS to be done! ^^+

2008-07-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

5mins of blog -

YOSH! Just dropping by for a 5mins reflection LOLS. RAHH! Lots to things to be done. Just 4more weeks. And yea.. get inspired and get down to work. And and.. er.. Yea no more excuse to be missing lesson.

"If a cancer patient could have the mentality to work hard and be on time, why not an abled person". Good question.

Alot of things to do, but nth much done ^^ hehs. MANAGE lo.. boohoo.. GANBATTE and really get down to work, a proper way and not be stress? LOls. Peace sio~

Oh yea, and good luck to the class girls too!! jiayou ar. hahas

And my lovely laogong, ganbatte kudasai! Shinji desu!

[[ahvone]] +Things will get better with a right mind, SMILE =D+

2008-07-16T02:23:00.006+08:00

WE are all so sick of school x( -

HELLO PEOPLE~ Lols. i noe it's quite crazy to er.. blog now? LOLS cos it's 2:30 and im still typing away suppose to slp arh!! hahahas. But i miss blogging ma x(( LOLS. Anyways im still BREATHING!! okok la.. stress with work for sure.. but learning ba, wat else can i do? =X

Boohoo.. everyday also backaches lorhs.. cos sit infronta com do work very long.. T_T oh yea.. these few weeks happened alot of things but at the same time i suppose i learnt quite alot too. And i hope im heading the right track!!! Hahahas Cos i noe im pretty unstable smtimes. So yea.. like Hubby says - 'Tame the tiger in you'.. I know it's still a long way to explore who i really am and wat i really wan, where's my potential and how im gonna release my potential. LOLS.. i USE 3W and 1H!!!! Who.. where, wat and how!! okay sorry for de lameness >_<

Scenery taken from handphone (yea i still love the sky as much as every)

Not edited, interesting outcome. LOLS

I suppose everyone is so sian with school work. Nonetheless im as well. I dunno wat's with this sudden sian-ness everyone have... for me is cos i really wanna drop 3D la T_T not cos i dun like 3D. hahas it's cos hmm.. i just really wanna have a subject to really focus on ba. Like if u go 3D u sure only do 3D stuff. U get my drift? yea. I feel like we are being hang in the mid air now ar.. like we all noe where we are going.. so it's like we cant wait to get into the next semester.. But i start to feel sad leaving my class.. At first i okok ar.. cos i expected de ma.. but when it draws nearer.. i start to miss my classmates.. It's like we all work so hard for projects tgt and stuff lidat.. then next semester new enviroment and everyth else... T_T can we meet once a week for lunch? T_T

Taken with school's digi cam while on my way home

Taken ard hubby's hse

I always hated grp work.. cos i dunno how to work as a team! And i admit im bad at it ar.. but in poly it makes me grow. And My another vonne told me this, and i find it nice to share with everyone - 'It's ok to do more work because at the end of the day u are the one who benefit the most. Yes of cos the stress level is there, but you will learn alot at the end of the day'. I guess this is wat that i keep telling myself here and there now. And yea grp work has never been easy. And im really sorry to all my previous grp mates for my failure as a grp member. But thanks alot for letting me learn!!! And right now, i've a grp project again!! And i hope i can contribute and learn as much!! =D I guess the key words are alway *initiative and open mind*.. GANBATTE YO~ Btw.. to my current project grp member, thanks alot!! Each of u plays a big part to this! And i really appreciate, pls dun leave me! I NEED U ALL~~~ ^^ hahahas!!

Booohooo.. the big head sotong me left the CAMERA USB port in DMPF lab T_T GG la... i hope it better be still in de school tmr... T_T cos it's de school camera.. god bless me.. Amen T_T

~*********** WARNING MUSHINESS *************~
For my laogong laogong! LOLS... Never had tot you would be my longest... i've never dare to dream far.. never had tot someone wud love me so dearly and do so much for me. it's been 10mths and more to count!! time really files and im really glad to have know u. Indeed we do have ups and downs!! But despite all these, i've nvr regret knowing you. Im very sorry that at times i do hurt you with my angered words!!! But yea, we all both noe we dun mean it =] and im really thankful and appreciate u for being with me no matter how emotionally unstable i am... Xie xie laogong ^^ I LOVES U~~ hehes~ Awaiting for our enovier and juvier~

I love your randomness x)Pastamania with laogong on our 10th/7th mthThe IN post =X COVER UR FACE!!HAHAHSHe's determine not to see the present until i snap a photo??? LOLSTADA~ wrap in ribbons!

P/S some photos to share.. not edited.. cos i've no extra time to edit them!!! but yea la, just share with u ppl!! Loves!

Thanks for everyth my fellow beings!!! Loves ya! All the best and YOSH~!!!! =D

i found myself loving to take photgraphs everywhere i go, indeed my favourite is taking the scenery. But while doing DMPF, i realise i really love photograp more than any other work i tot i wud ever like.. and i wonder.... And ayways.. even thou im always paiseh to taken pics, hubby said this - "It's worth the paiseh-ness to snap smth that u can never ever snap back exactly the same, the precious moments"/

[[ahvone]] +Addicted to KeyShia Cole's Heaven Sent!!!!+

2008-07-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

MIGRAINE IS BACK! -

Lols. Like announcing wat thing lidat xp but anyways, im still considerably fine bahs. Just that here and there always just cant wake up for classes in the morning cos of headaches T_T AHHHH! this sound so bad Lols.

Woohoo! Time really flies sia. Soon Hubby and I going one year le.. In TP also almost 18mths liao!! Damn fast LOLS. And yea noe my girls so long liao. And im thankful for all the people i've met in TP and working tgt =) Hahhas. Got ups and down and thanks for growing with me!! Lols. Im still learning =D Pardon me if im amature yarh!!! =D

WAHHHHH work work work and more work to do. LOLS but im still lepak-ing =X LOLS.. eh.. okok do work T_T ok la.. just dropping by to say hi to my readers!! jiayou k!! Loves! Then.. i go back to do work le k! Cos i just realised i've some stuff to complete! ciao~

[[ahvone]] +YOSH YOSH YOSH!!! =D+

2008-07-04T15:26:00.005+08:00

HOLIDAY MOOD!! -

Bonjour~ Comment ca va? Hahahas Okok, im doing fine just that got de very holiday mood feeling!! =X Eh... cos yea i lazying around recently! Lols and alil sick, so just feel like resting!! Lols.. Abit sians abt going to school everyday to face the computer and do similar stuff and on it goes!!

And yea im engage back to games again =D hahahas. Er.. ok, doesnt sounds like a very good thing but im very happy and enjoy playing ar. hehs. No life? LOLS It's another form of communication i've with hubby and that release stress bahs. overall, it's my form of entertainment. And thank goodness games nowaways have good graphics or interesting, that's why i bother to play ^^

Sians arh.. house com crash T_T cant maple with hubby! LOLS and cant do abit of work. But shud be fixed by tmr!! yay! daddy tmr off, hubby coming over, gathering ^^ Lalala~ eto... trying to finish up maya today so that i no need worry about work!!!

laptop camera's power! Lolsscandal scandal =XBANG BANG!BOOOOBLE~

WOOOLALALA~!! I get into Distributed Media!! WHEEE~!! Hahahas! Excited over that.. cos that's like a more concentrated component of wat i wanna do ar. Not like now, everything here abit there abit.. And when next sem starts it's about DM le!! Then SIP then major project!! =D Ganbatte yo!! hahahas. Though things are not easy ar... but i noe at least i will kinda feel enthu to do, not like now nua nua one! LOLS. but yea i will still be gaming LOLS.

CENSORED

Snowflakes

Hmm basically that's about it ar... have to get back to work before hubby end class at 6!! Then after that lepak time!!! Cherish time~ Cos next time hubby will have to give his time to ELF le!! ^^ hahahas my silly hubby...

AHHH!! lolsBOONG~heh....

Wokay! ja matta! Minna ganbatte yo!! Loves~ my friends! Cya!

oooh.. anyway family is always ur greatest support ba... i mean 95% it's true ar.. they can be naggy and irritating to u at times, but there are forever ur comfort and happiness ^^ alrite really go liao! byes!

[[ahvone]] +learning to take things easy ^^+

2008-06-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

Not an emo post ^^ -

Lols. I'm back to blog. Many things happened, but im glad it happened. Er.. not i saddist lahs. hahahas because i realised my mistakes and im willing to change as long im given the chance. But anyways, get to smth else first.

OOOHHH LALALA~~ Lols. Got my belated gift from hubby & Mommy Logan - PSP =DDD hahahas. That means i gotta game with hubby/friends & of cos myself!! Lols. MONSTER HUNTER HERE I COME!! Hahahas. Not forgetting the amount of songs i cant put into it!! WHEEE~ hahahas. Great! Thanks hubby, thanks alot for saving up and stuff lidat. To be tehre for me and all. U are really wonderful arh!! Silly boy! Loves~

Well, enuff of that and yupp back to why im blogging. hahahas.

Indeed ar.. at times i really very OBLIVIOUS to people's feelings, even my family, bf and friends. Not cos i enjoy hurting them, but somehow im just oblivious.. Well can say that im not tactful with words ba.. And im truly very sorry about hurting people unintentionally. I've just got some struggles within myself. Im problematic in my own way afterall. I dun ask for grace/to be understood totally. i just hope for forgiveness and chance.

And i know that when im a workaholic im really a workaholic. I expect people to do the same amount of work because i really just wanna do the piece of work till my best. Im sorry i was trying to pursue perfection. But now i realise all these are so wrong. because (1)In a team, everyone is to help each other and not care if one has done too much/too lil. Likewise, asking for help is a fine thing, as long u've done ur best, that's enuff. (2)Shall not ask for perfection cos there's no perfection, it will only end up worst.

Even after tha chance, im not wonder-woman arh.. i cant promise that i can for sure change right away, i need time and i promise to be more tactful and not to be that nasty with words. Yea. but still i sincerely hope to be forgiven. I cant force anyone into anyth. So if im given the opportunity of cos i appreciate, but if not, i can understand too.

Im sorry that i've hurt my friends and lover ones unintentionally. And that im so sorry that i only realise it now. And i truly hope that if my mistakes come again, do kindly remind me if u cud, and i will try my best to remind myself. And once again, thanks for letting me know what had happened. And feel free to let me noe more about wat u ppl truly feels. Because im genuine to change, i noe it's not right to treat u ppl in such a way.

SORRY!

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P/S bestie & sisters, relax ar. im fine dun worry, it's just some stupid mistakes i did again. And yea not thinking silly tots. hahas Just hope i can change for the better so as to not hurt my lover ones that much anymore.

[[ahvone]] +Deeply sorry and i noe i shudnt reacted so+

2008-06-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

Random Post update -

Sorry have been rather busy to do a proper update nowadays. hahahas. Alot of projects and alot of work to be done, everyday stay in school until like 7-8pm then go home x( but i always believe it's all worth it =)

Im looking forward, looking ahead and i wont just slow down because of wat that makes me too. I may tend to keep going but that's for the best. Because that means no need to rush and work my ass off and stress for nth. Work is work, fun is fun. anyth that happen in work, after it's over and done with it's suppose to be forgotten. That's how i work.

I cant wait for my life in distributed media =) It's hard but i noe it will be worth it at the end of the day.

'Even if the world does not sees/agrees to wat u do, continue working on, because ur efforts wud be paid off one day. No one says life is easy, no one says a successful person has always got an easy time. There's always power struggle and anticipation in producing a work.' CHEERS~

Ok, feeling slightly better =) JA!! GTG LIAO (french lect). Salute~

[[ahvone]] +Things wud be better, hardwork wud be paid off+

2008-06-17T21:46:00.009+08:00

Left one week to finish all projects!! -

Konnichiwa~ Lols. finally dig out some time to blog. hehs. I try to blog as fast as i can, so that i can go thru some of my work?? xP Well well, actually i slacked for like 4 hrs since the time i've reached home from school =X hees.. Home is the best place to rest!!

So went back school today to do dmpf! Acting and of cos record it! Hahas, thou i hated very much in acting and being in video, for the sake of my grades and my grp mates, i did it. And i must say im very proud of all of us for making the video a success so far!! But we haven edit yet. And the process of doing the project was damn fun!! No matter is while doing de video, after or before doing the video! it's really enjoyable and we had good chats and laughters all day long! I really enjoy my daY!! Thanks gals!!! *thou it's really super tiring lurhs*

With my team mates!! =D

And at the end of the day we'ev nan and jm still in sch with us! =D

Some camwhore of myself. LOLS, not much editing. Will post some other grp pics other days!!

Working hard k~!!

It suppose to work like a nurse cap.. but turns out like im retro xP

Well.. in3d only finish like 3 buildings so far? x(( Cos my computer keep terminating the program, so i've to either go sch or use Hubby's laptop to do asap! =D Trying to stay as optimistic as i can, i swear! LOLS cos actually i noe time is quite tight already, but i just keep telling myself, keep to my schedules and i wud be fine =) RAHH~ GANBATTE YO!!!

And on my way home =DAround my houseAnd home sweet home =DMy style, my love. LOLS

yea i wish i cud have a better break, without thinking abt work, so that i can game and relax and do wateva work i wanna do x(

Hehs~ i purposely edited these two photos lidat.. Just for the sake of being fun & i kinda like them!

Ok lahs.. that's abt it, i better go er.. read up DBIS to help my grp mates on the ERD thingy ^^ JA~~ Loves~ and take cares, will update soon i guess ^^

Hehs though i really love to only take pic when i make up, here is one of my pic without makeup, and i feel so fresh on my skin!

Smtimes i see the alikeness in us.. and some of his/my frens said de same thing. Hees. Happy =D Somehow i miss his styled hair.. but nay~ hardly see it now.. But the most i miss about my baby is that.. we wud have harder time to spend quality time.. cos both will be so busy.. Time gonna get so much harder as it goes on.. God Bless.

[[ahvone]] +rush rush rush, work work work!!+

2008-06-14T21:52:00.003+08:00

Start IN3D project le!!! -

Hello people~!! Lols. currently still at hubby's house. Cos er.. every saturday i will go his hse? And today he no ELF =DD Hahas. so i getta see him in at home today ^^ heees~

Started with projects alreadh x(( I finish planning my city now starting with maya, which is not at all easy for me, cos im prety slow at analysing 3D stuff but i dun deny it's fun ar... i left one week to finish tons of projects x(( Sad... but i dun care im still gonna play game.. LOLS

just one simple building x(

MOnster hunter =DDD And er.. stupid.. but im still gonna er.. play maple? LOLS!! For the sake of having fun with hubby and mei mei ar.. cos meimei started to play maple.. so yea la.. just play tgt x))

Lols~ BIG JOKE!!! That crazy woman i previously mentioned on my blog chatted with me on msn ytd alr.. she's a B.I..T.C.H .. cos she told me so much lie and try to make herself a saint while making hubby and anil like a total baddy. Like wth ar... i did pretend ar... but the fact is that i getta noe her cos i wanna protect my hubby and his friends... i noe it sounds silly. but im sure with such crazy woman around with ur hubby, u wud go crazy? LOLS. no la.. in fact it's just that i wanna let her noe, dun she dare hanky panky him, cos i wun let her live in peace... Yes im that scary.

Hahas nonetheless. im not interested talking with her alr... cos she's FRUIT TART!! LOLS!!! Hahahhas. but it's fun when u very sian then see her making a fool of herself =X She seems pitiful ar.. but dun fall for the tap =) there are many ppl out there lidat too. so pls ar... MEN dun always go softhearted just becaus a girl act pity.. u asking for trouble. hahahas!!

Wokay gtg liao~ going back my home!! hahahs. ciao yo~ Muacks! love ya! cya take cares x))

Re-edited, looks better now =)

[[ahvone]] +because i trust my man cos we love+

2008-06-13T17:20:00.003+08:00

SSO External Project -

xP Howcha's people. LOLS. How are u people =) Okay.. great.. i recieve SSO project already x) Hahas. dunno good or bad thing. BUT!! Whatever izzit, it's definitely engaging and beneficial lorhs. JIAYOU!!! And yupp.. meaning.. i shud have few chance to blog? No la, i think i can blog very very fast if i want =)

Main concern is that.. i've much lesser time with Laogong and family x( With friends of cos!! But it's diff ar.. in school and projects time, sure still with friends de mahs.. except my besties and sisters!! x((( I so wanna meet them can? Lols.. and laogong T_T sad... never mind!! FOR the SAKE of OUR FURTURE and VIER VIERS! Bahh~!! Okay very hosrt update and back to work =)

Somehow i really love photogrpahy and photo editing much more than any other form of arts that im engage with ^^ Wonder izzit my passion~ Nonetheless.. room for improvement and strive ar!!! =D

-Exclusively =)

Bye~ LOVES! and MISSES~~

[[ahvone]] +Rise of the toughness....+

2008-06-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

I wanna do stuff at my own pace! -

Yo~! Lols. First to say, well im very sorry to my DMPF team mates: Sharina, Dian and sharlene, Because i had fever today and couldnt go back to school to finish up project with them - So meaning have to push to next week to do. Well. At least i got ym rest today and i really have to start chiong IN3D's city soon x( Im very very slow with that.. gosh..

Oh yea.. today the gals also celebrated Dian's bday ^^ Babe~ Im really sorry that i cudnt make it! But im glad that at least u were really happy with the lil surprises and GIFT that they make for u =) hahas. Cherish it ar.. not everyone got the same treatment. Lols.

WEE~!!! Laogong & I 9th month le.. Almost didnt make it.. But anyways, doesnt matters anymore. Most importantly is the process and progress. To understand and to iron things out!! Bah~~ Laogong!!! Xie xie ni ^^ My silly hubby~ Laopor hui jiayou de!!! Thanks for everyth u've done for our relationship, no matter wat, i've always been very appreciative and glad to have ya my dear!! =)

Lalala~ Got hubby sony earpiece as our 9th month's gift to him. Hahas.. Cos i noe he really needs it but just cudnt find time to get it. So since it's our 9th month, it's your gift ^^ Could see how happy u are, and it makes me feel so glad and all worth it =)

BOOO~!!! x( Tired.. couldnt get proper rest recently.. and just couldnt really get work started.. Vone-chan!! Cannot ar.. wateva stupid tots i've in mind must get rid!! Life isnt fair in the first place. U meet all kind of people, and people whom u tot wud rmb wat u told them they end up not and disappoint u and lose good opportunities!! Im still mad with ya i tell u. FISH!!!! Lols.. Er.. but yea lahs.. forget it.. life not fair, u dun get equal treatments. Face the fact and accept it =) Well at least despite being different, i noe i've a laogong who loves me loads and wud do all he can for me. And having a quite understanding family. hahas. Having laogong is a blessing~ Despite all the silly stuff we had at times, i believe we would grow and i would teach myself to accept the fact of negativity in life. But nonetheless, no point thinking, not gonna make any changes anyway =) At least, i can have a choice to be happy to ignore those silly stuff

Wokay~ That's about it, trying to do work if i can, otherwise, i wud go slp le!! Hope to get proper rest xP BYE!!! Loves~

[[ahvone]] +It's just a thot, u can get ride of it =)+

2008-06-11T20:42:00.014+08:00

Blog blog and back to work -

YO~!! hahaas. Back to blogging with PICTURES ^^ As promised ar.. hahas. Not very awesome pictures, just some photo editings i did and er.. some stuff i tested out with photoshop lorhs. Hahas. It's really fun to trial & error ar.. not really awesome, cos i believe i could do better ^^ But for a random attempt i think not too bad ar. Hahas.

Somehow i just love doing templates. LOLS. but yea la my design is always more feminine

Man.. Im glue to the TV once i reach home sia!! Lidat how to do work T_T NUUU~~~ SELF-discipline. hahas. Eh.. OH! Anyway ytd mentioned that i watched Kungfu Panda yea? MAn! It's awesome!!! You should catch it too!! I think it should crown as one of the most successful animation from Dreamworks!! =D Plot & Graphics *as many thumbs up as i can* LOLS

Just some random pics from the internet then i edit lo =)

Today did nth much also x( Just make sandwiches for brunch for hubby and I when going to school. Did nth much except researching for ideas to to in3d city x(( Im very slow with this work. GOD!!! I must help myself before god can help me. HAHAS. Er.. printed stuff i needed.. and yea.. Still trying to progress with work asap.. so that i can still rest abit lorhs.. Hmm..

AIya.. just now forget got Sayang Sayang~ xP But luckily manage to er.. catch last 5mins? LOls. It's damn funny!! Lols. Hope i catch it again next week? Hahas. nice show i must say. And terminator is interesting.. RAHHH!! If i continue chase all the shows.. i can forget abt completing my work alr x(( Sad.. i love tv shows!!! LOLS.. no choice no choice sacrifice! hehs.

Trying to do some 3d effect? hahas cud be better

Okay lahs. that's all for this post~ Thanks for reading!! JANG JANG have to con'd work agaiN!!!

Wishing a very happy birthday to my lovely DIAN.... FATANAH! =D xP

[[ahvone]] +RAHH!!!! DUN GIVE UP!!! c)x+

2008-06-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

Short term break -

Konnichiwa~!~! Hahas i know i quite long nvr update alr.. er.. well im gonna shorten everyth as much as i can cos this term break is so short yet i've so much work to do. So after blogging i've to go do work again. hehs. Actually.. since the end of term test until now i haven start doing projects!! Except went to find some books to assist in my assignments/course? LOLS. But anyways, at least i enjoyed myself these few days gaming and relaxing!!! =D Though im alil sick, i believe i will recover sooN!!!! If i slp early? =X

Wokay.. So it's finally the end of term tests =D And start of even more assignments x( Wanted to go back sch tmr to do maya, but i realise the 'photoshop ppl' conducting their workshop there. Sheesh. Screw my plan. LOLS. But still i will continue doing my work =) hehs.. I wish the term break was longer, cos within 2weeks we've lots to finish. And i spent like 1/3 of it resting & gaming alr!! Lols?

Last friday went to watch KUNGFU PANDA!!! x)) With Hubby and his friends. LOLS. though it's with a bunch of guys ar, it's damn fun i tell ya. LOLS maybe cos im very used to hanging out with guys ar.. cos i secondary sch buddies are mainly guys? HAHAS. But anyways, have fun talking crap with them and of cos!!! Enjoy Hubby's companion after so long never spend good time with him =) Tell ya wat.. when we went to eat at food court.. we saw the er.. crazy woman i mentioned in my previous post. Luckily xavier's fren not with us that day. LOLS. And sad to say... everyone dislike her... quite poor thing hor.. but cant blame ppl ar.. with the things she do.. none wud wanna befriend with her willing or like her!! But nonetheless... WATEVA =) Not like it's gonna bother me.. God bless her.

And saturday went over to hubby's house to cook for him. LOLS actually didnt really cook, just make mochi for him... >_< took me quite some time and effort.. but worth it at the end of the day. LOLS he was happy and loves it, his uncle likes it and mommy logan says it's nice xP Thankfully! LOLS. Can see that he was very appreciative ar.. but that day i was abit emo for nth. HAHAS maybe cos i waited for him to come home after a long day x( Cos he'd got ELF training mahs. Hehs. Most of the Saturdays wud be lidat ar.. with him at training and with him at his house waiting for him.. hehs. but at least like he said "I come home seeing my wife". Silly boy ^^

Wokay~ That's abt it? Hahas. lazy to post pictures or show editing pic's or wateva. hehes. byes!! Next time ya. CIao~ Take cares!!! <3

[[ahvone]] +Lalala~ Stay strong!!! =D+

2008-06-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

WORST woman i ever know! -

YOoohooo~!! Watcha ppl doing now? Sleeping? Slacking? Hmm.. ok im slacking. LOLS. Not studying very hard!! Shyt.. too looking forward to end of term test liao!!! NUUUU!!! von-chan! Cannot lahs T_T OKOK! I faster blog finish then go slp then wake up early go er... study in school!!! OOOOH! Holy mama! Friday term test liao, i only know 25% of wat i should for INMM =X LOLS~

Anyways.. i seriously die also wanna blog. Cos i wanna let the whole world know =X LOLS!! Ok i sound bad... BUT BUT!!! She's really the worst woman i ever know can!!! Where got a normal woman go around asking her male peers "Hey.. how long is ur 'dragon' ar?" ... LIKE, WTF!!!?! Er.. if u noe wat 'dragon' mean then u will understand wat i mean. Ok give u a hint.. Guy's 'family treasure'.. LOLS!! And ok.. not just this ar.. she ask her female peers, "Eh.. When u **** pain or not?" WTF?! It's like she practically ask everyone, no matter is close frens or not. And she shocka hell loads of guys out there. LOLS. Poor fren of xavier's, got nightmare!!! WTH... she seriously... DEFINITELY!!!! BOH HOU SEH!!!!!! OMG.... can u believe wat i just said...? Worst of all.. she goes around like wanna **** all the guys?!?! SI BIAN TAI!!! ... Eh my galfrens out there.. if u meet this kind of gal hor... protect ur BF first!!!! LOLS!!!!! I not kidding... *goosebumps* >_<

Okay.. anyways.. yea that's abt it.. sorry ar.. i sound very bad.. but at least i nvr reveal her name.. but some of u heard me mentionaing to u abt her before =) She try touching My boy now, she can have herself a free flight to some HAHLEHLU~JA!!!! Lols.. Wokay. nites ppl =) Good luck for the rest of ur term test paper =) Bonjournee~!

[[ahvone]] +Dun u dare try touch my guy, YES MINE!+

2008-06-03T20:22:00.005+08:00

My one day obligation to rest! -

Konnichiwa~!! Lols. Of cos im still kicking and alive man! Yea still having some emo days recently cos im abit disturbed about having term test now. hahas. Im nvr that study smart when it comes to having theory exams!! Always must put in alot alot effort and concentration de!!! And worst of all, during this period of time i always eat alot.. Well i've friends who felt de same LOLS. Maybe cos we sit down alot and use too much "brain juice" so must replenish the energy??? Lol?? HAHAS sorry ar, this is the only reason i could think off x(( Faster term test over, i dun wan keep eating after losing so much weigh man!! Ok! Set the mind, dun eat, just study!! LOLS (drink water eat sweet??? =D)

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Wooo.. anyways.. today kinda abit of sharing session on de blog bahs?? AS in for the first part of my typing, the rest are just my own random stuff uh.. So.. anyways... just in case if anyone interested with tutorials.. all kind of tutorials, like photoshop or anyth.. i think this webby not too bad ar.. i think most of you might have know alr, but i feel like posting up =) Tutorialized.com

And if you like to look at graphics or nice pictures from anime or illustrations.. I think these two webbies not too bad either ar... smtimes i get inspirations over these two webbies... Personally, i love the fisrt link the best lo. Yea..
Aethereality
Digik

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Wokay, that's all for ditial stuff. Lols. Time to share abt scientific stuff. LOLS. Some time ago, i watch on brainiac (just in case if u all dunno wat show izzit, this is a science experimental show on artscentral every tues 10pm if i not wrong) - Hubby's and Mine all time favourite show. Lols. Though im not a sci lover ar.. but they are damn hilarious and interesting.. Okok. The first one, not so interesting but informative: The brainiacs actually tested on sm1 with IQ who is lower than wat normal people has.. so they have him to go thru two weeks of diet with only FISH! Yes.. only FISH~!!! FISHY! Lols. though im a fish lover, i think two weeks of purely own fish stuff is gross!! Lols. And so.. by the end of 2week, they tested for his IQ and viola~!!! His IQ boost from 90+ to 110+ lidat. LOLS Amazing yarh!! Well for all i noe, brainiac is a not a propaganda show, and yes, they are scientific. I mean come to think of it, of cos it's possible that fish makes people smarter, because fish is rich in omega! Hahahs. so morale of story? EAT more FISH to gain IQ! Lols.

Well.. Everyone always feels that babies are the most innocent creatures on earth.. Are u sure about that? Hahahs.. Well. The brainiac actually wanna test if humans by nature do for looks. So they have 3 babies(1.5 years old lidat) infront on 4 diff kind of women (Extreme ugly, ugly, fair, pretty). So they timed the babies' attention on each woman and observe their reaction. And yea.. as expected, all 3babies ignore and 1 of them even make noise when she saw the extreme ugly one. All 3 didnt bother abt the ugly one. All 3 gave attention to the fair looking woman, but not very long. The longest time was of cos the pretty woman lorhs. LOLS~ And all 3 babies keep laughing when looking at the woman... So.. now do u think babies are still as innocent as ever? =) Nay~ it's just human nature lahs. And i agree with de experiment, cos i came across similar incidents as above (confidential) HAHAHAS.

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Okay, hope u are entertained by the above!! BUT Sorry ar, it's my own space now. So i will talk abt random stuff of mine now =DDD U can leave, i nvr stop u. LOLS.

Not edited photos. Just Like to take sceneries alot. if i could get a better angle, all these pics wud be much more fabulous!!At hubby's houseIm sure this pic will look better after doing some adjustment in Photoshop xP *as a form of texturizing? LOLS*

Just finished one of my papers today, that's why i say i deserve to have a one day rest today!!! xP But my poor hubby and some friends aint as lucky lorhs.. cos they everyday also got papers!! Poor thing x(( And so yupp!! Resting now and doing just alil bit of work later. Will focus tmr and on thursday =) I promise!! Hahahas. I mean i noe myself too well ar.. im that kind that must put in extra effort and concentration on theory work before i cna reach the same standard as wat others normally does. But it's ok, i believe at the end of the day it's all worth it!!!! I always hope, at the least, pls pls just at least give me about 5-10 more marks above the passing grade lo. That's when i will feel satisfied and feel that my efforts did paid off xP .. Indeed stress for me when comes to this kind of thing, but yea, still hanging strong!! So looking forward to this weekends and term break!!! =DD Laogong~~

Nonetheless, i've not forgotten how much workload i have for this term break. Cos for all the subject i've projects to complete once the school starts... how great. Hahas. So yea.. Sharlene says to do DMPF grp work next tues. WHoa.. that's fast yea.. but hey! Come to think of it, thou i love this sub ar, i wish to get over and done with de shooting asap. Hahas!! Cos de editing takes alot of time.. yupp!! So yea, it's a good thing to start fast!! But of cos, i hope they dun travel too far larhs xP But oh yea, it's ok also, can do some photo shots =DD Eh..

- IN3D: City animation
- INMM: Proposal draft
- CMSK: Week 10's discussion board attendance
- DBIS: GRP work assignment
- DMPF: Final video
- French: Cultural studies

Yea.. looks like all sub just one sentence hor.. but i tell u, the workload is not as small as just one sentence x( ALOT TO do!!! And wat can i do??? To jiayou lorhs. HAHAHAS. Hao la.. gtg liao. BYEBYE!!!! Thanks for reading =)

[[ahvone]] +Jiayou jiayou zai jiayou!!!!!+

2008-05-28T02:21:00.012+08:00

No.. Im not giving u away, never! -

Okay i noe im mad blogging at these hr. But today i needed this very much.. And it's either u noe or u dun, so just let me be regarding this post ok.. Im truly sorry, but i really needed this space of my own very much. Thanks =)

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One day.. i will leave to the far far faraway land. I dunno when izzit. But we all do. No! Im not giving you away to someone else. No! Im not! I promised before! I know none can every replace us.. No! Im not asking you to remarry.. or anyth else.. I just needed very much to know that if im gone.. u would still live on and that i could entrust u in sm1's elses hand. No.. Not like im willing to.. But i wun wanna u to stop there after im gone. I want you to finish my dream if we can never complete ours anymore. Show the world.. Our love.. Our loves for arts, photography, everything that i've always done while alive. Show the world the work i've done and the effort we've put through together. I know u wud be sad when im gone, that's why im leaving words behind for u. So that even when im gone, u will rmb wat i wish for. I know i would be sad when i no longer can physically take cares of u, that's why i needed very much sm1 would be ur support just like how i would be. No.. I dunno her thoroughly. But i noe, she's the only girl i can entrust u with. It pains to know i would be gone one day.. But i wish for u to rmb that i will always love you and i will always rmb that no one can ever replace me in ur heart. That's why im doing this.. And thank God.. She agreed to my request.. And i trust her though i dunno her that well... But i noe God knows that i love you alot, that's why all these are happening. And for once. I take his grace. If i've got a choice, i would wanna take care of u in my own hands.. but im saying.. if, i could no longer. Rmb, im not giving you away.. Never would that be.

I know u wud be so upset if u read this.. but if u noe.. that is wat we both always wanted.. if we no longer can be there for each other anymore. So yea.. Just recall, if u were in my shoes. Sorry i choose to blog than tell u literally.. Because i wanna let it to God if u shud read or not. And i dun feel like telling u verbally. Cos i dunno how to put it to u.. Im sure if u ever came to read this, u wud understand.. no, im not giving u away, but to let u noe, i wanna u prolong our love even after my departure. Laogong.. Laopor yong yuan ai ni.. Xie xie =)

Of cos it pains silly.. But of once.. this gonna be the only pain i accept truly and still be happy.. U noe the last thing i would always wanna see is about u and another women.. But yes.. there are stuff whereby it's more than just about that.. and i trust u, and i understand alot of things much better now.. and yea.. the jealous heart wud be kept.. because i noe.. no matter wat.. like dogs. we shall stay devoted and no matter wat, it's trust and love - Forever Together

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Strike only when u noe ur opponent, only when u noe the percentage of succeed, then u would win ur war. I told myself. wait for the time, patience, tolerance, get the facts right.. the minimal i can.. to strike for my rights and protection! Hate ppl who's tards, cant follow instructions/ask permission and can never listen to what you are talking abt. When sm1 says "Im attached! i've a bf/gf" It simply means, im not interested in any other else, i belong to someone, so kindly draw the line between!! Are u tards?!!? If u think im scare of u, no! So wrong, im waiting to retaliate i tell u.. u tards!! u think u handsome? Sry not my category. U think im suppose to run away with u? TARDS LAHS! Dun needa make urself a low-life creature by trying to take bit by bit advantage of womens out there pls. Dun make urself look so cheap and a bastard. Wanna excel, get ur integrity man! <-sorry im pissed off by flirts.. not cos they seductive.. it's cos they making their own life cheap!! And that they tot their flirts are making ppl go melting all over? They must be crazy.. true colors always raise from the bottom no matter wat-> Love urself and respect urself, would you, my dear fellow being?

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BAHH~~ Well.. we always complained.. and make bigbig hooha complains outta other people's encounter when we are never in their shoes. I've learnt my lesson. Only when u are truly in their shoes, u wud understand what they trying to put across about their difficulty. Not that they are stupid, they really have their reaons. and some turned out to be wised. No joke. Now i noe.. Wat does "putting myself in their shoes" mean. It meant more than just thinking if u are in their shoes.. it's seriously to put ur soul and everything in his situation and think in his way. That's the way to understand why.. the person is reacting or doing smth lidat.. But i noe most of us dun have such ability.. but wat i meant is.. dun make a big hooha unless u truly know he's a tard.. or that u truly understand the situation.. Im trying to learn to do that as well!!! =)

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Stress? What's stress. My definition - Frustrations and anxiety created outta ur own tiny brain. How to handle them? My answer - handle it properly and chill. Know which is the most important and handle it according to how much attention u shud give first. And when u are focusing on that particular thing, dun go and thing of another thing. It's just like if u've got a gf/bf, dun go and think of another guy/gal. yes u can look and recognise it, but no! There's no need to think abt it. Always handle the one u have first, because that's always the most impt =) So.. is stress a bad thing? My answer - not necessary. The better u are at handling stress it brings u further.. but as always, know ur limit and chill out =D So do i love stress?? - Nope, cos not, but im happily learning to handle and getting to know myself ^^

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Okay the silly me gotta go now.. 3.14am. hmm that's.. hahahas! Today was a tard-day.. but it's ok.. tmr wud be better... Everyth happens for a reason.. when god closes one door, he opens another one (there's always a road out/alternative).. Believe in wat you love, trust and give ur life for. When it's meant to be.. it will be, but of cos cherish that moment.. never noe.. when is the next goodbye. Love like u never love before.. live like there's no tomorrow. Fulfil the everyday with love, patience and forgiveness. I love u. bye! x)

[[ahvone]] +Found my soul.. but what would my soul be without u?+

2008-05-25T17:53:00.010+08:00

Sunday Blues?? -

SALUTE!! Hahas. how's everyone? Hmm im okok lorhs. Just that i slack for the whole of this afternoon alr. Lols. *guilty guilty* but i promise to get down to work once i finish er.. blogging? Hehs. I will do work lahs!! x( But im quite proud of myself for last week in completing all my work on time ^^ Eto.. now left DMPF individual storyboarding x(( Dun feel like drawing. Lols. And CMSK report writing x( And yupp.. tmr sure can finish up the video editing with my grp members!!! I think later i help do abit here and there for them bahs, regarding de report to hand in. Stupid lorhs.. the compressing took like 40mins!! x(( Waste my time, cos that day i wasnt feeling good, so i couldnt edit much. Ok nvm. Most importantly, i still manage to do some work =)

Spent my weekdays doing work work and more work x( So finally i gotta spend my weekends with hubby ^^ Lalala~ That's always the BEST part of my weekends =) Although sometimes we have silly stuff that happens.. but yea.. we love each other more than that. Having his company is definitely always worthwhile no matter wat.. =] Laogong, xie xie!! Mine silly lil man, Urs silly lil woman =)

Woo.. im alil addicted to Wu jia hui's songs. Pretty nice vocals and nice emotion when singing. hahas Quite a few of his songs are pretty good man!! Pity i cant set it on my blog x( Cos stupid imeem dunno why wun allow me to search it!!! Keep on page error!! Zzz.. forget it. Waste my time. But yea.. at least im enjoying the songs i found x))

Yesterday went out with Hubby and his relatives to eat at golden ma's steamboat!! Always love eating it! This time is ahma this side de. Everytime i meet up with hubby's family and his relatives, it's really heartwarming and there's a special feeling inside me. That's why when i can make it for all these occasions, i wud try my best never fail to attend =) It's as though im really married into his family le. Lols. Silly, i wanna stay with u, ur home, be ur lil wife =)

Yesterday meimei was such a sweet lil gal. Thanks nana!! And yes, thank niki, for de keychain!! Very nicely done! x) Sweets~ And Laogong, of cos u were really wonderful ar =) And Mommy Logan, such loving mother =) Hahas.

Non-edited photos. LOLS too lazy to do anyth abt them. And yes, im always loving sun-set =)Marshmellows? LOLS

Laogong, 4 lines for u

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你

Nonetheless.. Of cos i miss and love my own family lurhs! Duh -.- hahahas. Hao bahs. i guess i should go do work le xP

Xavier.. you are wonderful husband.. Though i really hate it when another woman/man intrude us whenever we starts to slowly stablise.. My trust for u didnt fall.. and i believe in our love. But yea.. u finally understand.. the feeling just feel so not good.. But yea.. it's just a tot. Sotong must stay strong ya!! =) Lovely~

JA!!!! Take cares people! YOSH! Dun give up! Dun be waver but external causes =)

[[ahvone]] +思念无时无刻不停歇+

2008-05-21T17:01:00.003+08:00

I NEED a harvest bag x( -

BOO!! Hello people! im currently using a mac com! I just realise that this stupid mac com actually can check ur grammatical errors even im blogging! Lols. But can be quite irritating? Cos er.. blogging = all short forms. LOLS.

Anyways, today come back school to do work again. Well.. Im doing maya - Legoman. Hehs. Er.. why i not doing at home ar.. cos it crashes easily. And at school kinda work faster lorhs. and got my lovely girls to ask for help mahs. Hahas. I seriously need help badly with maya x( But i noe it's super duper fun when u get the hang of it.

Now resting lorhs, cos IN3D labs are not available.. So now blog first and wait for 6pm then can dinner tgt with HUBBY~!! MUACKS! Hahas. miss my boy alot x( Very worry abt his health also.. cos he hardly gets proper slp. Laogong pls take cares!! Laopor is always always here!! =))

Can see the stress tension slowly rising.. this half semester still shud be manageable.. he truly stress one is after this term break. Hur.. the things to do is killer!! So that means holiday = not real holiday. Because it's for us to prepare our materials needed for our other projects.. Babes and hunks! Dun over stress. I believe everyone of us have the potential to complete de!! Dun go crazy or wateva. just work hard tgt lorhs. Im also trying!!! =D

Wokay lahs.. nothing much le.. just that i feel that i really NEED a harvest bag.. because having those handbags is killer when u have heavy books to take! And harvest bag can be very convenient when u wanna feel "balance". LOLS!! I like promoting bags -.-" RAHHH! Dun care! I need one! LOls... okay i try go do work le. or otherwise go rest first. JA~!!

*thank god i've hubby's mp4 la.. jacket la.. la la la~~~ lols. otherwise each day is so hard to pull thru.. because no music to accompany i can die.. hehs~ And having hubby's jacket is a privilege to me ^^*

[[ahvone]] +YOSH~!!!!!+

2008-05-21T00:49:00.004+08:00

Amazement!? -

Hello there~ Again im only giving myselg maximum 15mins to blog then i needa try go do other work and sleep. Well first and foremost i wanna thank Daryl very much for helping me go for de feedback session on behalve of me! Cos i really needed slp badly for de sake of my on and off fever!! -.-" Great.. im having lots of assignments lorhs!! And of cos not forgetting my wonderful DMPF grp mates cum clicks~ SHARLENE, SHARINA and lovely DIAN~!! Hahahas. Thanks for going down under the hot sun to take those viedo shottings!! *editing wasnt as easy as i tot it might be x(*

Smtimes im really amaze by wat we people can do!! Really.. everyth have no specific boundary at all!!! I used to complain that 'aiya.. im born to be chubby, i cant lose much weigh!' - But see.. how much i've lost today?? In just like half a year i know i lost alot of fats xP hahahas. We always say 'aiya!! So much assignment, how to complete!!!' in the end we complete them all and that smtimes we even advance and venture onto much more and boost our potential!! Yea.. indeed there are many things not easy to be done and really feel like giving up because of all those shitty things!! BUT!!! I realise that.. truly, there's no boundaries to how much u can excel.. just that whether time and luck is with us smtimes.. But no matter wat, strive!!! And yes, i wanna try to strive thou i dunno how much i can do either!!

Hmm these whole week is to do assignments de.. since it's elearning week.. well, it's really stress ar.. But way to go!!! Hehs.. today camwhore quite abit lorhs.. cos doing work can be really frustrating xP and yes i did a few editing on de photos. and im addicted to gaussian blur. LOLS.

Now that my hair is starting to grow longer i slowly reminds myself i shud be able to gain back my own confidence in the stuff i do. Hahhas. Now it's just shoulder length, i keep on stroking my hair le!! Imagine er.. when it's long!! I bet i will stroke none stop!! LOLS.. Well i did told u ppl before ar.. having my hair shorten was like losing myself.. but well.. i've nice experience upon how i look and how it feels. and yea i still prefer to have long hair =) lalala~ WAY TO GO!! LOVES LOVES~

Music of lifeSpeak no evilHubby's work=)DIAN IS DAMN CUTE! besides hubby, she's de one who makes my day!Now i tell ya.. im looking at u!

Okay gtg now.. more work to be done as it goes on!! Nites~

[[ahvone]] +Never be complacent+

2008-05-19T23:52:00.003+08:00

Management? -

Hello people! im only allowing myself another maximum of 10mins then i really must go slp le!! Cos my headache and fever keep on, on and off. Not thoroughly well yet. Cos the weather is killer. RAWR!! Drink more water, slp more and eat more ice cream!! WOOHOO! Lols.. yea rite.. fat hope on slp more! Cos i've loads of projects and work to follow up. Seriously abhore workloads.. Cos i smtimes really just cant follow up. Especially when im sick/falling sick x(

Well i did finish some work. But yes like mentioned, just some. Sighz. So much to do. Anyways.. These few days was taken up for resting and catching up with hubby. So, great x) Like i always mentioned ar.. weekends/holidays are just so fabulous for us to catch up and make full use!! Wee~ *still hate ~~workloads~~!*

So despite being abit sick here and there. I still manage to go out with Hubby and relatives on saturday - Marche at vivo ~*wonderful! =D I love eating at marche.. lols swiss food arh x)* hhahaas. er.. and yes i managed to go see my dear hubby and his family today. Ah ma's dishes are fabulous!! hahahas. Yupp. basically that's all ar.. the rest are always de same..

Yea we look quite diff from reality! I still prefer reality! hahasBut this looks like just myself~ =D

COs... im gonna get back and down to intensive work soon!!! Lols. ciao~ i need my slp else i will fall very ill and hubby will heartpain and yes.. cant do work x( Boohoo.. kkz.. Poor hubby still doing last min assiged work! RAWR..! nites! Loves ya all and misses!! *and the time is 12am x)*

[[ahvone]] +Take it like a Gogniat! =)+

2008-05-16T16:43:00.002+08:00

Sickening days -

Hello people! RAHH! Im mad.. cos i fall sick now when these few days are like so important to me. I guess i caught a cold.. Yea with the kind of sickening weathers.. i always easily fall ill.. So i didnt manage to go for IN3D lessons ytd and French lessons today!!! Oh my god... these two lessons are like so important to me, but i really cudn't even get outta de bed. Cos my whole body was aching and freaking cold.. Sighz.. So today i slept all the way until like 4pm? Feeling so much better now after eatting de fever medicine. And the amount of slp i've got. But im still feeling a lil dizzy. Yea i will drink more water de ^^

Luckily ytd went for french lect with Wanying.. ah ber i miss out even more!!! As for IN3D actually i wanted to find miss cherry today one.. but.. so sick!! I guess i can only do more work at home these few days then consult her soon again =] Gosh.. everyone look so sick or tired recently.. Man.. take cares people!!

Er.. oh! Yesterday was super funny day ar!! Though i not feeling very well. But at least the girls were all tgt for lunch ^^ Hees.. Eto.. it was super funny cos we were all talking abt XXX stuff. LOLS. It was super funny when cindy said/asked smth. Seriously. LOLS. Then after lessons, dian daryl and sharlene went to canteen to makan. But after that i gotta leave.. cos got french lect. Today whole day topic we all keep on talking abt ER humph stuff. Lols. Some of those random days!! Hhahas

And yea.. recently have been my very random days!! Dunno eh.. I can just ask ppl stupid questions outta de blue.. and reply stupidly or very silly ans outta de blue also!! Lols. maybe cos i really not feeling well!! Hahas. Really cant function my brain properly as to think much in other people's shoes.. Cos i myself already very tired!!! But yea la.. when i in my random mood, i mean no sarcasm to anyone.. just being very random.. Yea la.. hubby is always de victim, cos we both very random one. LOLS.

SIANS AR!!! even thou now sick still have to do loads of work T_T but!!! At least im seeing hubby today ^^ Hees.. that's better afterall.. Hmm tmr going over to hubby's house! I hope i get well by today!! I will slp around 10plus!! So that i can get better!! hahahas. Muacks~

That's all folks!! I needa go rest soon again!! oh yea! Lene hope ur hair extension nice nice!! I want see!! hahahas. yes im always in love abt long hairs. LOLs!! Wokay~ Byebye!!!

[[ahvone]] +If u are meant to flirt ard with me, then get lost!! Im alr attached to my wonderful hubby!! ^^+

2008-05-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

Stress-ness in the air? -

Bonsoir~ How's everyone?? Stress?? Well.. Firstly i came here to blog cos im pretty free today.. not exactly. Er.. cos got other projects to do.. BUT i need a space ar!!! LOLS.. Just type type away.

Hmm.. i realise the stress-ness is going up with most people. Well it cant be blamed.. Everyones wishes to rest alot more and everyone got different limit as to how much they can push their limit off to do work. Like me.. i always so wanna rest and slack. LOLS

Anyways.. People around me are changing.. mood wise.. everyth wise!! Cos people are stress T-T Have i ever said how much im afriad of er.. stress people?! Cos when im stress everyth seems so wrong and like the whole world does me wrong. LOLS!!! But yea!! Like always said, it just a tot!! When u are stress others might not noe and smtimes accidentally provoke u outta.. er.. nothing? YEA NOTHING! Lols. because when we are stress, get aggitated easily de. So yea lo..

I think i better stop making stupid comments or say stupid stuff or make stupid fun outta others!! LOls. which i always have de tendency when i sians. HAHAS. But but!! Yea yea i noe, i shud TRY! yes i say TRY.. not to do all those.. cos everyone is stress enuff le!! Yupp yupp!! Like my lovely dian says.. No matter wat, keep smiling, chin up! YEA! It does help! Thanks babe =D

I guess at least im lucky..? Cos i've my silly hubby to cheer me up when im down or when im stress. Smtimes he tell me stupid stuff and i can feel so much better. Yea and i got influence on him to say stupid stuff at times. HAHAS. the stupid couple x)) Hahahas!! Well. and looking at his silly faces helps too!! And yea! His younger days de pictures.. LOls. So cute.. DEAR DEAR!!! I miss u lahs! x( I want ur stupid nonsense.. I want hear u talking rubbish and barking at me with all ur lame lame stuff and make me luff!! hahas. poor thing.. so much to do and so lil to rest...

Sharlene and I. This is wat u do in DMPF! =x

Wokay people! That's all! Time to try do some work yo!! Hahas!! And yea i loves ya all!! AND sorry if i was being silly and making any of u feel unhappy (JUST IN CASE!!) hahahas! Loves~ take cares all!

[[ahvone]] +SMILE YO!!! Get good tots! =D+

2008-05-12T10:15:00.002+08:00

In school~

BONOUR~ Morning people, im currently in school lab typing away. LOLS. Cos our lessons end super early. Just a 1 hr lesson. So now have 2hrs break, but since everyone is slacking in de lab then i decided to blog! Hees. But desolee(sorry), cos i've no pictures with me to upload. Hahas.

Hmm.. Gonna remind hubby's elf stuff later.. Sad.. Hubby's training gonna start this week onwards.. Hope he wud be too worn out =( BUT good thing is that, at least is smth he likes a lot, so he wud enjoy it! =D And that he wud be tough tough lorhs. Hahas. Yea all guys love it x)

WOah.. Later still got 2hrs lect and 2hrs of IN3D T-T ... well.. during my weekend.. i didnt do much work.. because i took up saturday having fun and that i took up sunday having all those stomache cramps, headaches and sleepiness!!! LOLS. Later then update abt saturday. Hehs.

Hmm.. Im trying to get back my own confidence without even make-up. Hmm yea.. I always feel great when i've make-up on. Cos that's when i feel that i look the most presentable xP ... So ya lorhs.. I've been putting make-up for like many many mths. So now when i nvr put up any make-up i look haggard. I bet all my frens think that im stress-ed up or super tired. LOLS. Well.. Indeed im alil stress and tired but not till that extend!! LOLS. Just that like i used to mention before, when u wear make-up for a long period of time and then stop, ur skin deteriorates!! So yea lo.. now i look haggard T-T But it's ok!!! It will just take some time!! And that i believe like hubby says.. that's when i train to have confidence even without make-up ^^ Well.. at the least im someone who can do good make-ups if i wan! x)) Also ar.. like siti and hubby said.. A girl will look different and special when she suddenly wears make-up instead of wearing it everyday. Cos it represents that it's a special occasion and it helps to maintain ur skin without the daily chemicals on ur skins! So yea.. For my skins sake!! And for my confidence sake!! And for hubby's sake!! Yea! I will slowly learn to do it without make-up!! HAHAS. Can save money some more ^^

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Went out with hubby for the whole day on Saturday. It was also like the first few times (like only twice???) i've not put on make up when going on an outting with him. Hahas. And that silly boy was so happy. Lols. Yea i noe why. He always like it when my face is free from chemicals, cos no obstruction to caress the face. LOLS.

So we met at 12pm and went to get stuff from beadspin to make our own anklet!! WHEE~!!! I made his and he made mine!! =D Of cos same design ar, with just tad bit of difference in the cross's color. OH YEa! I also make a simple bracelet for mommy for Mother's day. Well.. Why i didnt blog on ytd on mothers' day yarh? Simple. Mothers' day is just a symbolic day, but actual fillial is everyday, not just mothers' day =)

So yea! Now u wud see hubby's and mine ankle wud have the identical anklet!! =D WHEE~!! it's so cool can!! hahahas. And let me explain why we wear anklet and not rings or wateva. Well well.. Anklet we designed ourself and that the cross' design was more than just a cross =) And that.. anklet represents that we will always walk thru life with one another 'leg by leg' =X hahahs! And yea la.. A guy shud always only buy one ring in his life.. His wedding ring, for his wife =)

Supposely that day was to go Hubby's house to celebrate mothers' day together with mommy logan and ah ma. But holy! Ah ma was admitted to hospital, cos she high fever T-T But luckily, she's stablised now. Thank God!! So we spend our day in his house making de anklet, catch up with each other till evening. Then we went to ehub to catch a movie ^^ IRONMAN!! I must say it's really a fantastic show!! SHUD Catch it!! It's really a WHOA THING! hahas.

Oh yea.. we did our usuals, we ate sushi!!! Then we walk all the way to downtown area just to sit down and eat our meal x) It was really fun ar. Thou we both pretty tired. And while reaching ehub.. Hubby saw one of his ex. Lols. I with goon goon for 8 mths le hor.. this is the 2nd ex i saw. LOLS. and of all... these 2 are the ones which he felt most attached with back then. Hahas. Small world ya.. He still got one more childhood lover.. i've yet to met??? LOLS. Silly me x) As long as he loves me the most now. nothing else matters =) Afterall i cant change his past!! As long he knows who is the best to him now, that shud be more than enuff to ask for yea? ^^ Which i noe he wud.. =)

So we reached home at about 12am? Hahahs. yea. and i round it up as a really wonderful day with hubby ^^ Because it was really so special and loving day. lalala~ And dunno when then we wud have such chance to enjoy outting again le!! Proably a mth or so?? because both of us wud be so busy with sch work and his cca. So yea lo.. but well. Im sure we will still get to meet up abit here and there =)

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Yupp that's all!!! Im gonna go brunch with my friends soon!! hahas. WHEEEE~!!! FOOD FOOD!!! Im so hella hungry!!! LOLS Wokay so long for now~ LOVES!

[[ahvone]] +Happy 8th mth my dear ~ I LOVE U!!! =D+

2008-05-09T15:32:00.009+08:00

WEEE~!!! Finally friday ar!!! -

BONJOUR~!! =DDD Comment ca va?? Je sius FATIGUE! Lols. (how's it going? Im tired!)

Hehs~ enough of that, im not pro at all in french, but i must say i really love going for french lessons every week!! It's relaly fun! Teachers are great, classmates are pretty fine, nice people around and always laughters in the air!! =D Hees.. know that i haven been blogging for like centuries. Hees.. But hey! Im back now yarh!! Lols. But that also means i will blog alot!! Cos i gonna blog all at one go. So yea la.. kinda random xP

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Oh la la~ Last week was my bday! had a very good and peaceful celebration this year. Just simple meals and celebrations that warm my heart! Especially this year is the first time celebrating with sm1 i love alot, my Hubby~ =D Hees.. And not forgetting my class lovely girls!! THanks for the mini surprise and celebration! I really appreciate it alot!! Cos it's really heart warming ^^ And thanks mummy~ For cooking my favourite dishes! =D And Thanks Hubby for whipping up a great meal too!! MUACKS~ THanks all my lovelies!!

PHOTOS TIME! I was super happy that all the girls were there! =D and MISS NATASHA TOO!

Yeah! Happy wishing! And yea, hubby besides me! Wat such good timing it is =D

Happy happy with Natasha!

STILL smiling happily~!

Natasha so cute LOLS

hehs~

AHHH!! THE HAND! Im gonna... do it de same to tat person's hand on her bday!! SJ! LOLS

POOR ME T^T

BUT! I was still really happy!

Thou they are unglam, but i love it alot, cos it was truely heart warming!

With miss peggy! And she came over from her class to wish me Happy birthday! =D

The GALS with Miss Jean.. yea including john de 'gal' xP

MY LOVELY NANI~

I will explain why i put this photo!

see the same ppl abv & below??! LoLS!! AND NO! We didnt plan for greenie!

When i see these two pics i cant help but to smile. LOLS. Cos i realise that althou we all change alot over time, but some stuff just dun change. HAHAS. It's still us, the same us with the similar expressions! Somehow we are just so close friends.. And yea they are very nice people!! Including the rest of the class of cos!! I love all of them ^^ And thanks for making my day another wonderful and memoriable one! =)

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=( Im alil sad... Cos my Hubby wud be very very busy for sch work & CCAs from next week onward. And he asked me be prepared for not meeting up for like weeks!! But luckily at sch smtimes still can bump into each other or meet up for awhile.. My poor baby... BUT WELL! I noe he loves he CCA hell loads! SO yea! Baby jiayou!! Im here to support u!! And i will take my time all to brush up my skills in this course and do good good for the sake of us! =D

HUBBY'S COOKING!!! His cooking skill really not kidding de lorhs! YUMMY~ Crab baked rice with cheese!!!His creation!! Eh.. salmon with cheese and smth else? hahas

His zhao pai dish!!! and my fav prawns!!And his creamy yummy~ mesh potatoes!!! and icecream time!!!! =D *pls note that my hubby was engross in watching tv while i took pic, so he not facing de cam =X*Sprite time?! hahahasI think i talk too much that's why he shut my mouth !! hees.. *p/s i lazy edit pics, so i just contrast time that's all x)*

Thanks for making the effort to come over my house for awhile on alternate days this week!! A day of hardwork feels so worth it when i see u!!! Hees.. poor thing.. see u tired until lidat!! Must take cares ya. U CAN DE!!! U sure can do a good job in ELF! Ur potential is far more than this! =)

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Gosh.. 3rd week only and i've dark eye rings liao!!! T_T and that i look so shag if i dun make-up to school i tell u T_T ... because everyday also lag of slp (as to my body system la) ... cos only have like smtimes 5hrs of slp??? Cos i slow at my work mahs.. then smtimes must do extra work... hahas. Have been try to drink coffee for two days and it did help... but only for few hrs.. like about 6? And also.. it's not a solution for the long run.. Because for your information: Women who drink loads of coffee has a high chance of difficulty in concieve.. SO.. yea lo..

Boohoo.. any suggestion for alternatives? Er.. er.. TEA?? My boy says honey and vitamin c helps.. Hmm.. ok.. i really needa keep myself awake and able to process my brain to do work!! Else i really cant complete my work in this semester T_T

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Projects submission are drawing nearer and nearer.. That means there will be alot of work to be constantly done every single day. Almost everyday, we have HOMEWORK. And every week must prepare bit by bit for projects... Damn.. This course is tedious!! BUT! NO! I dun wan give up thou it's tedious and tiring!! Sure have smth outta it de!! I believe!!! And that at the least this is smth i've always been hoping to do!! Design!! Wooohoo!! GANBATTE LO!!! Wat u love dun always come by easy.. so strive ar!!! xDDDD

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Hmm.. That should be all bahs.. Hahahas. I also dunno wat to update liao.. Hees. must go do some work here and there soon! Oh laa la~ Tmr going out with Hubby!! Hees! Must enjoy!! Wish me BON WEEKEND! =D MERCI~

Lovely people, A BON! BON WEEKEND! SALUTE! A BIENTOT!! A LA PROCHIANE!! AU REVIOR!! =D Bye people~ Enjoy ur weekend, take cares and see ya soon! Loves!

Xavier Gogniat Tan's Silly wife Loves him!! - ur lil woman~

[[ahvone]] +YOSH!!! OH LA LA~~ CAN CAN!+

2008-05-04T01:52:00.002+08:00

Hey FOLKS!!!!

Im so sorry that im only gonna update some other time... blog definitely not dead. But i just cant get the right time or mood to do so ya! So sorry! Hahahas. but i miss blogging abt my stuff and all. Please take cares and i'll be back i will jiayou de!! Merci~!! CYA!

Well just some random. yupp i know it cud be better =)

[[ahvone]] +Loves+

2008-04-28T17:31:00.002+08:00

EMOED! -

Bonjour!! Comment ca va? LOLS!! This time is typing in french le! Cos my CDS french mahs. Hees. Very fun but not easy to get it right. GAWD!!! Anyway, deleted ytd's post cos i emoed.. Aiya.. stupid stuff. Hahas. wateva!!!

Weekends were disastrous, cos i messed up my computer!! Motherboard died T-T Cheeken.. dun ask me how, i dun wanna mention again >_< But!! The thing is that i've a new motherboard plus 2GB of RAM!!! WOOTS! Yea now i've no more excuses as to doing my work at home liao. Weee~~~ Since i've the opportunity then i better make good use of it! YOOSH~!!!

WAAAAAAAAAA... Introduction to 3D is the toughest subject to me. Though i love animation a lot and it's really fun, it's so not easy to catch up! I waiting for my friend to give me the programs so that i can practice it!! Von-chan! Ganbatte!!! x)

Wee~!! My bday coming! Hope it wud be a good one! .. Eto.. NO! IT WILL BE A VERY GOOD ONE! x) Memoriable one. Hahas. best of all, every time the next day after my bday is a holiday x)) Labour day. WEE~!! Holiday!! =D Lalala~!! Wednesday also no lessons!! Cos no apel! Wahahahhas. BUT i will take up the time to do self-study =)

Wokay~ Gtg le. Heees~ JA! Love ya all! ^^

[[ahvone]] +JIA YOU AR!! =D+

2008-04-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

2nd update of the day! -

Hello there~ Im right here back into my comfort zone - My home. Didnt meet up with hubby today. Indeed we miss each other alot and yearn to see each other. BUT! Once i got home and noe he is safe at home and able to rest and do his work, i feel so much at ease, and that i could do my work as well =)

Today lessons were long, most of them were alil difficult for me to catch up, some were boring some were fun. But nevertheless im not gonna give up!! Indeed it's tedious to me ar.. but i see the blazing future!! WOOOTS~!! Ganbatte!! More and more plannings to be done so that i can get down to work asap and do more learnings asap!

Tomorrow is french day~ hahahas Cos i've whole day of french lessons, tutorial and lecture =) I dunno if i wud noe anyone, but im sure can make new frens! =D and most imptly!! Tomorrow can finally meet and see hubby liao~!!! Love love hug hug kiss kiss!!! xP

GREAT! Im so gonna upgrade my RAM and thank goodness my good buddy gonna go help me get it. Latest probably wud be this sunday can get. Good enuff le! So these few days i might not blog alrite.. But im sure with a 1GB RAM i can do so much more stuff at a faster speed!! So these few days besides seeing hubby, i wud stay up to do self study and wateva i need to!!

Sometimes life is so sad.. people make use of u and left u out at the end. I've met ppl in the situation and i had been in de same. BUT!!! I wanna tell u one thing, it's not others fault. It's U, urself. No one like to stick to a sad or super low confident or self-demoralishing or over yaya people!!! If there's smth wrong, and happening for more than once, time to reflect bahs... Well im nt perfect n im sure there wud ppl who like me anot or may not!! But that's life, u cant make everyone likes u!!! Most importantly just be urself and do wat u shud in life and weigh the importance!!! Like right now the most important to me is studies, dear dear and families! And in life, we all have to be hypocrites at time in order to survive de lahs.. no deny de.. think abt it and yea, u wud understand. Hahahas. Well well, just be happy and be optimistic bahs.. I know it's not easy...

BUT!

MOMMY LOGAN SAYS! No matter a good day or a bad day, it's still a day and it cant be revert back. Since it's so, might as well tell urself: I wanna end today as a good day.

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Wokay~ people!! I must go slp le lahs! Hahahas. nite nites~ I will ganbatte and progress de!! For my future, for my families, for my hubby for my enovier and juvier ar!!!!! I will de, no matter how hard it takes for me, no matter how others may dislike it.. i will still jiayou de.. Cos i know myself well enuff to do wat i shud. I noe i aint as fast as others so i do extra =) Wokay.. Wateva izzit. all sad and bad things, forget it and just smile and mark a happy day!! =D Love ya all~ Thanks for being in my life, truly!!

[[ahvone]] + Because everyone makes me who i am today, and im glad im growing+

2008-04-24T14:28:00.003+08:00

Short update!! -

Konnichiwa~ Still stuck in school T_T now got break so come over and type type lorhs. Quite sians in school cos all the projects coming in and it's pretty tiring. And the thing is that i gotta meet hubby lesser T-T ... sad eh.. But wat to do, we are all super busy now. Especially that he's year two and im starting to buck up in this course. Just jiayou bahs! =)

Today is a long day nehs!!! Till 6.. i hope the lesson end earlier so i can go home rest and do my stuff.

Anyway, because im alil sians, so i photoshoped this in like 10-15mins. Yea. Just very very simple!! =)

Before

AFTER!!!

Alrighty~ Im gonna go soon, probably update a lil more tonite bahs!! Ja!! Everyone jiayou!! Laogong, thanks for supporting though everyth is not easy now. Likewise, as ur love love i will always be there for u too!! Silly~!!! I dun care abt her or other gals le!! Cos.. I trust u =) But u noe lahs, woman smtimes will still during their mood swing days.. hahahs. But yea, i trust and love u loads~ GANBATTE!!

[[ahvone]] +YOSH~!!!!!!!!!!!!+

2008-04-23T21:39:00.004+08:00

Money MONey and more MONEY!!! -

Konnichiwa~! I like blogging daily hor? and that it's getting more boring without pictures rite?!?! Hahahas~ Too bad!!! Not like i wud bother if there's photo not =X I just need to blog ar!! Appreciate the words! x) Anyways, after blogging i gonna try head to slp liao, lessons tmr at 9am!!

Oh great .. T-T Just the 3rd day of school and there's so much money needed to be spent for books! Total for books is about 80bucks lorhs!! And i seriously needa upgrade my pathetic 128MB RAM!!! Dots.. my bro still say i have 512mb.. Nonsense ar T-T I check liao, 128 only!! But no matter wat izzit, i still need a 1GB RAM!! Cos i using alot highly graphical programs.. SO yea lorhs.. So there's like another 30+ bucks!!!! Then class's that time bbq de thingy.. need pay 100bucks?!?!?! (well it's a class thing, cant blame =]) ... Sad ar.. everyth also need money. See lahs.. If i dun study hard now and establish smth, im gonna die in the future!! Now the only thing i can do is study hard so that i wud not let down my parent's hard earned money!!! Von-chan, ganbatte!!!

Thank god i've Hubby to support me when i seem to be lost over certain stuff and that he's always supporting and letting me noe my strength, weakness and potentials =) ... Nevertheless, i've great bunch of friends there to help me when i really in need of help!!! See.. that's wat i mean by, good friends, a handful is good enuff. Having millions but none will help, is as good as nth. But anyways, thanks all!!!

These two days have been chatting alot with old friends and ex-crushes. And i realised that.. There's so much memories and how glad i am being who i am today and being where i am today. Also, there's no point to feel weird when Hubby tok to his ex. Cos now i understand wat he meant alr. No matter wat, we wun err.. we just treating them as good friends or brother/sister feeling lorhs. Yupp~ Thanks goon =)

Went to study a few stuff on my own and i must say that self-discipline on studies really helps alot. I strongly believe in research, trial & errors and keeping sketches or ideas!! Hahahhas. Great. Keep the flow man!!! I know wat i want, i know wat i wanna chase!

My Dream, My Passion, My Future!

Sometimes u think that u noe smth that much that it's the max, but u never know how far and how much the true potential/truth of something might have. This applies same a person's potential.

Wokay gtg!!! Nights! Ciao~ Sorry ar.. recently i haven been liking to say things that straight to the point. LOls. Cos i just blabbering ^^

[[ahvone]] +Impossible to escape from hypocrites, then, Move on, learn and Live it!+

2008-04-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

PROJECTS!!!! -

KONNICHIWA~!!! YOOOHOOO!!! Im here to blog again liao. But quite a fast one. Cos i dun intend to blog into detail. Anyways! No matter what, just smile even thou life is hard!!! And be firm with wat u want and believe, dun waver x))

OOOOO MYYYY GODDDDDDDDDD!!! Know wat? Projects all come in liao T_T Hey 2nd day nia lehs!!! First day lessons, 2nd day projects.. 3rd day submission?!?! HAHAS of cos i kidding lahs. But well, better start planning so u wont over stress.. least that's wat i feel lahs =D

Hais~ Saw many friends' de bf all go botak liao!! NS LIAO!! Soon my baby will NS LIAO T_T Bestie!!! Cry tgt ar!! LOLS. But at least when my one NS got u pei me.. urs NS got me pei u! LOLS!! Silly theory x) But i've learnt a lot things =) I cherish u. SORRY FOR MY NONSENSE!! x( I love u =)

Well well~ Getta know "some stuff" lately.. Hey that's life!! Cheers!! Hahahas. Im happy the way i are now. Thank God. Believe everyth is a learning process. And im thankful i've supportive ppl and ppl whom appreicates me. I need not the whole world to know wat im going thru or wateva im doing. Just a handful of people whom appreciates me, i feel it all worthwhile =) THanks to those whom understand and appreicate, and i promise to advance and not backward. Well, least i promise to try my best!! hahahas. wokay~ i wanna go liao. Love love! JA!

[[ahvone]] +Potential & Talent & Effort+

2008-04-21T16:41:00.005+08:00

School reopens!!! -

Konnichiwa~!! Hello people. How's ur day? First day of school shiok? T_T of cos not! hahahas. Well, of cos im very happy that i see my class again, cos there's always full of laughters and gathering with the girls is always a very nice thing to do =)

Today early morning 9am lessons.. suay suay no lessons but we werent informed, so we went for nth!! Worst of all, i asked hubby to return my specs for me and he cabbed all the way down from his hse!! Which he cabbed down for nth cos i no lessons till 12!! x(( Stupid.. But anyways i get to see my "new classmates" .. hahas actually just for that lab lesson lahs.. And i noe quite a few people in there liao.. er.. Perry, Shavonne, Ah pao(bao?) .. er.. Jerry.. Shud be abt there ar. hahas. And yea, more friends to know =) It's always a good thing to know more people, right? x)

First day of school, saw two of my ex-crushes early morning -.-" Hahas.. Er.. Both of them are the only huge crushes i had before lahs.. Ok never mind abt that. Well.. Even thou in one day i saw 2 of them and i was high, my heart is always with my hubby ok! Hahas. I mean of cos u will shock to see 2 of ur huge ex-crushes on the same day rite? Lols. Not forgetting, to me both of them are just normal friends =)

Im being compliment today. Hahas. One of my guy course mate says i look slimmer now. LOLS~ thanks! Of cos i am happy cos my effort is seen. But oh well.. Cos i've hubby there to encourage ar. Hahas. Way to go von-chan!! I wanna slim down tad bit more!! Then i will stop!! I dun wanna look like sullen too!! x)

Overall today was kinda alrite for a first day of school.. Just that lessons started, projects being informed... and books being bought! Is that bad enuff? x( Worst of all i spent 50bucks just for the first day.. Boohoo~ So, von-chan! U must not waste those money away and u must study hard!!!! x) oh ya!! I think Miss Cherry is a nice teacher? Hahas. And i like the idea that everyone gonna blog abt their work!! hahas. I learnt smth! =D

Now that there's more stuff to inform the class, i've decided that i shud update the class blog often instead of messaging them, else my sms will pok gai!!! Hahas Sorry!! Wokay.. that shud be all for now bahs.. Study hard and start preparing bahs~!! Wee!! But dun too stress ar.. i wun wanna chiong like a mad man too!! hahas take cares ppl~ JA!!

Smtimes my hubby just discuss things that he give ideas that i cant answer him.. making me feel dumb. I really dunno anyth abt the fundamentals then how to give u an answer or agreement to the possibility of ur idea?! hais..

[[ahvone]] +Dun give up!+

2008-04-20T15:28:00.006+08:00

Preparing for school!! -

Konnichiwa~!! Genki desu ka?! Hahas. Boohoo.. tmr school gonna starts le. New adventure new learning opportunities and more discipline + responsibility needed. Time to ganbatte nehs!!! This semester gonna be a much harder one. Especially now DBIS merge with another class, our standard sure will drop. Cos i noe the another class de standard higher than my class. So C167 ganbatte yo!!!! YOSH!

Well.. It's not gonna be an easy sem anymore. Any slacking and the possibility of having bad grades is there. BUT of cos i wun wanna over stress. LOLS. Well shall noe wat to do then.. And worst of all im gonna miss my boy like mad. DEMO!!! He wud be my source of motivation then! Because of him i must get better grades or maintain. I dun wanna ppl think that it's my boy's fault for my lousy results! So, von-chan! GANBATTE KUDASAI!!!

I must start doing certain stuff that's needed else i wud just stuck at where i am. CANNOT!!! Must improve myself for de better le!!! For future! =) Anyways. Remember to carry ur thumbdrive everywhere u go now. LOLS. charge ur mp3/mp4/phone, bring charger!! LOLS cos they are impt things to keep us going in school!! HAHAHAS!! Wrong mehs? =X Eh ppl dun lazy pls.. go print notes and stuff needed for sch x)) Hahas. thou im lazy but!!! No choice. hehs.

Wokay that's all of pre-sch stuff. Well. thou sch start alr will be much busier.. but i wud find time to blog. Blogging kicks off the stress!! x)) Damn!!! I must learn not to meet up my boy so much le!! Cos we both got alot work to do!! Especially him... cos he year 3 le mahs.. and then i now got a lot self research to do to improve my standard. so yar lo.. time to plan plan time management!!!!!

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Yesterday went over to hubby's house to cut cake and accompany him. LOLS. I was very tire frankly speaking. Cos by 9plus i feel sleepy le!!! T_T ... But i enjoyed my day alot with hubby. Hehs~ And by the time he reach home after sending me, his turn to sleepy! hahahas. Now my boy still busy with his ELF thing.. See.. my busy man. HAHAS. So i waiting at home for him norhs.. While i go plan my stuff and see wat's needed to start school.. I wanna do well!!! Well at the least maintain!! x))

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Today wud be last day of holiday le.. Indeed there were many things which i wanted to do but didnt accomplish at the end of the day. Like editing my blog skins and stuff lidat.. But it's ok. Utilmately my blog is just a space for me to blurt all the stuff i wan.. So those arent really that impt.. And most importantly.. I enjoyed this holiday alot by spending most of my time with my beloved hubby!!!! Watching HKdramas!!! And accompany my mom and going over to hubby's hse =) And most imptly. I've learnt alot this holiday while being with hubby. THanks love!! Stay strong!! Time to have trust and faith in each other le. Yupp. We both know jolly well wat we mean!! BUT!! Im sure we can at least meet out and spend time at least once a week. that's more than enuff and to be contented about. Cos next time u NS 3mths cant see u also!!! x(

Random: We all admire at pretty people.. dun we? ...

Wokay~!! BYE BYE PEOPLE~!!!! =) Misses my baby loads! JA!

[[ahvone]] +Faith and trust+

2008-04-19T02:32:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS~!!! -

Konnichiwa~!!!! Hahas. today von-chan is very happy! Anyways i know i very long nvr update le!! Sorry people! So even thou right now i veyr tired i still decided to blog. Moreover sch gonna start soon!!

Talking abt sch.. actually im quite satisfied with the timetable this sem!! And im determine to do some revolution this year! My god! I hope they better be followed up by me! Lols. Sad thing is that DBIS split into two class, but at least got new friends? hahas. Happy thing is at least with Rina and Dian =DDD And that we wednesday onely one hr of lesson then end class super early x))

Von-chan very happy cos yesterday [18/04/2008] is Hubby's 19th birthday!! And i spent my day with him. Hahas. And make him a happy lil boy~!! =D well.. it's my first time celebrating the birthday of sm1 whom i love! And also hubby's first time sepdning birthday with sm1 he loves!! *omg!! Suddenly rain so heavily!!* Also.. today is Daddy Jimmy's birthday. Hahas. So cute hor.. father and son de birthday differs by one day ^^

Actually one of my ex-crushes de bday falls on 18/04 also.. so coincidental hor.. BUT! Now to me, only hubby matters de most. At first i was afraid it wud affect me, but i didnt tot of it de whole day until now. LOLS. thank goodness!! I knew it, i care the most for hubby!! =D

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Okay so let's recap wat had been going thru my life these few days.
[18/04/2008]

It was quite a busy day for me. Firstly cos today got semester briefing and that i've to rush for a focus grp meeting then meet hubby. Woke up at 1030am and rush Hubby's present. Hahas. I quite last minute as i cudnt complete the days before. Suppose to meet Dian at 1.15pm but i reach like 1.35pm?! SO sorry Dian!! Cos i over shot the time and i still needa doll up for hubby's celebration today mahs. Hahas.

The briefing wasnt exactly unimportant lahs.. It's more like a reminder and emphasis abt the next semester lo. Which i dun regret spending 1hr there. At least i getta see my classmates and lovely Natasha! =D As for the focus grp meeting lehs.. Abit stupid lahs.. They gather all IIT representative.. that u noe wat... only got 2 gals and one big bunch of guys.. And the hilarious thing is that they dun speak one. So me and lenon make our own joke there =X LOLS. we were serious ok!! Just that they so sian we cant tahan!! hahas. Mainly is always Lenny, eugene and I giving de feedback... Dots. But from this meeting to me not like a bad thing. I learnt things.. Pre-society meeting and discussion. Wat's should and shouldnt =)

The paiseh thing abt this day is that i wore a dress to school!! Lols. Like i said i had to prepare for Hubby's celebration lahs. Hahas. Well i do feel pretty that very day and thanks for the compliments ^^ .. Im always very not used to ppl's staring.. But today.. yea, it was a good practice? LOLS.. I mean goon goon is right ar.. U cant prevent.. and there's no need to be bothered. Just be confident, feel good and smile and yea~ U will feel good =D THou i not those super pretty girls out there ar.. But i must say, confidence brings out the utter most beauty of a person =)

SO!!!! After the meeting met up with hubby, on the way saw Ivan my pal!! hahahas. nice chat with him. LOls. OLD DAYS! hahas. Then hubby and I went to collect his cake!! That silly boy so happy ^^ Mango fresh cream x) So we cabbed down to his house and wait for Daddy jimmy to drive us to Royal Plaza (RP) =) Very nice hotel!!

SO while at Hubby's house i gave Daddy Jimmy's gift and Hubby's one. Im glad both of them like it thou they were just simple stuff =) Thank god!! I was so scare can!! hahahas. But seems like everyth went fine! ^^

I haven been much to grand hotels for a meal. But anyway. The food were really nice, especially the japanese cuisine, seafood and deserts! Just in case u all interested, it's abt 70bucks per person. yea not cheap. But it's buffet and the standard is there! hahahas.

What touched me the most today is that mei mei is so nice. When i reach their home, She will jiejie jiejie! SO sweet right. And ask for my opinions abt her choices. Then she commented that the bracelet i made for hubby is very nice. Hahas. And most importantly.. she feed me food for the first time. Really treating me like a sister. And when Xav ask her "It's nice to have a sister right?".. she nods her head and smile. Hahas. I always love to have a sister and she's definitely a very nice sister =) .. That day when hubby sick.. meimei so cute lo.. she says im like her sister-in-law.. and when i asked if she's ok with it.. she says she likes it.. Lols. but she shy shy when she says that. God! I cant explain how glad and happy i am!!! Cos now i noe meimei actually likes me alot too!! Like hubby says.. meimei hardly get along with anyone that well ^^ Thank God!! And Mommy logan fed me today!! LOLS so sweet~ And of cos not forgetting Hubby, for being such a nice hubby, son and brother today! =D oh!! Also, Mommy Logan says that im born to be Xavier's wife. LOLS. So sweet!!! Cos Xav told her that thou my family dun practice eating bread with cheese and salami, i love it very much (especially when im not a meat lover) *FYI, not alot sporean knows how to eat salami* And the fact is that i love cheese and bread combination - best!!! Hahas. Just like Daddy jimmy, i love bread with cheese alot!!! Lols.

Anyway i didnt took pics of the food cos the lighting wasnt good and that i just wanna appreciate the food. THou it wud be nice to take down those moments, im just really paiseh!! hahas. I think i really must shed away this shyness!! Cos!! It's important to keep photos in life!! Especially when i love design that much!! Pictures are sources of inspirations!!! Von-chan!! hahahas

After Dinner we went to shop ard and then watch "THe Forbidden Kingdom". It's a very good show. I give it a 4.7/5 .. I really love it. Those kungfu moments and those hilarious scenes!! Thumbs up! BUT!!! Inside the cinema.. we quite unlucky ar.. cos there was this pair of females teenagers super noisy!!! Keep commenting on every single thing abt the show and keep wow, ouh! OMG!! SO irritating. Hahas. But oh wells.. It's over. The show was great!!!!

So it's late alr.. didnt manage to cut Xavier's birthday cake yet.. So they sent me home. Im gonna go over tmr again ^^ Since the girls no reply abt meeting up tmr.. yea im gonna meet hubby!! =D

While in the car we were so funny lahs. Hahas. There were many laughters and discussions.. Mainly abt Xavier's and my future =) Close door affairs! heees... but dun worry everyth is fine. Lols. Alot people got de feeling like we are getting married or alr married. lols~ Even we felt so!! Hees.. doesnt sounds like a bad thing!!

Heees... most importantly.. it was such a lovely day!! I was so happy that hubby is so happy ^^ PERFECT!

Paiseh ar.. cam whore hahahas!

That's why i love dress and jackets. My style? x))

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This week i had been meeting up with bestie for like 2 days.. Good catch up and i was glad to see her. And her boy now on holiday.. Im sure she misses him loads.. Dearie, im here for u!!! U know that =) Thank goodness she had her time occupied!! Well not a bad thing!! And stupid ppl if u think that my bestie using this time to made up for her emptiness then u are so wrong k!! Like her.. we both cherish our boy and friends. And we dun like to waste time and we wud seize opportunity. Since her boy not in spore and she cud do the things she want.. that's why things are planned lidat.. I always dun like ppl whom dun understand ppl's situation then assume ppl are that bad or nasty.. but well.. now that i mentioned. This is it.. when u are attached.. things are just different.. especially when u noe.. He/She is The One =)

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Went to Seoul Garden with Hubby for the first time on wednesday.. Lols.. bring back alil memories with other friends.. But most importantly.. there's another memory for me.. which involve hubby~!! Cheers!! =D

There are time when Hubby and I sorta handle things outta hand.. But at the end of the day we know how much we love and cherish each other. It's because when u love sm1 alot.. u tend to be over sensitive over certain issues.. and when u got insensitive, smtimes issues arise too.. It's just not easy.. But just like out parents had told us.. It's not easy for two person to get fated to be tgt and when both sides are so supportive of de relationship and that some more u know he/she is the promising future hubby or wifey.. Also we shud mark everyday as a happy one not a sad one.. When things could be resolve in a better manner.. then dun make a big hooha outta it.. be less sensitive and be more giving =) I guess i noe wat i shud do le. Hahas. Im trying and i wud!!!

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Wokay that's all for today im really tired le.. and blog so long also dun think got alot ppl got read till here. LOLS. But anyway im satisfied and im gonna bed soon!! Thanks if u are reading. LOLS. wokay, take cares and have fun! =D Love ya~

Poor hubby looks so tired!!! He looks much better than in picture! HAHAS

I didnt edit this pic. It's an upside down moon!!! What if the world gonna be upside down one day? I wud still love u as much as forever =)

[[ahvone]] +We would and we promise it would happen =)+

2008-04-12T01:39:00.005+08:00

FORMATTED!!!!!! -

Konnichiwa~!! Gomen nehs. Hahas. I know i seems to be mia for awhile? Really am I?! Eh... Actually i also dunno lehs. Where else do i keep myself at - My home, my home and hubby's home. LOLS. Most of the time i mean.. Ano ne.. Also got went out ar... Also got meet up a friends and classmates. Weee~!! This monday meeting bestie! WAHAHHAHAS!! Miss her loads!!! Okay.. i like rumbling on quite fast w/o good opening. Oh wateva. Hahas.

Anyways, meanwhile i lazy to upload pics .. cos i just formatted the com and the pics are all inside the hard disk.. So never mind la. Just let me go on and On and ON! x)) So far im very satisfied with the formatting lahs. Cos now internet not much lag lorhs. I can even view Dian's and Sharlene's blog x) Which in the past i lag like forever O.o? hahas.. The only super sians thing is that... I've to download all my program files all over again. FYI, if u dunno, program files cant be transferred de, must download once u reformat com.. Super sians can? T_T ... So the first thing i download is window live messenger. LOLS... then photoshop.. cos the main purpose to format this com is cos of not being able to use programs, eg photoshop. Im crossing my fingers hoping that this formatting works. PLS AR!!!!! x

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HAPPY 7th-month anniversary hubby!!! xD [12/04/2008]

ooo.. not forgetting. happy 18th bday to my buddy -Daniel =)

Somehow we managed this far... I say managed cos it was really not easy.. Well that's between us. But for wateva izzit. Thank god thank goodness somehow we came this far and i still am able to recieve and give love from and to Hubby =) Thanks to those who gave loads of blessings. Hahas. Goon.. thanks for all these while.. Let's continue to advance!! Well.. i dunno how to express in words.. but i truly can feel ur effort and love for me. All those nonsensical times of mine.. Im truly sorry.. And thanks for being a great support all these while. Thanks for letting me love u and recieving ur love. More obstacles to come, the more we shud stay stronger. I can only say two things.. Ganbatte, stay strong!! And Yes... Laopor ai ni =]

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Goon was down with a cold on thursday. So i went down to look after him and on friday as well. Thank goodness he was much better by friday. Was so worry abt him.. That silly boy.. Hahas. So went over in the early afternoon and cooked for Goon to eat. Lols. That silly boy looked so happy. Notty boy.. Now so late still gaming instead of slping.. It's not easy to look after sm1 but it's one of the greatest ways to show your love for someone =]

Sily ar.. U spoilt me le lehs!! Hahas. U noe wat i mean la.. Silly.. Save up!! And and.. u are very good le lorhs. Silly boy.. I dun need all those things.. Im not those materialistic people. Yes of cos i will happy. But i rather u save up dear.. It's not that i need or wateva... Unless i need it badly.. i wud understand why u wud.. hahas. silly boy. As long as u slowly change away ur silly silly ways i wud be very happy le.. let's hope that my family can soon pull thru de period lorhs... PRAY AND HOPE!! Hahahas.

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Oh wells.. Shud be abt lidat for now.. Shud go slp soon?? But i suddenly got urge to game lehs!! Wah lao eh.. Lols.. ok lahs.. shud be all. Hahas. tmr whole day stuck with com to install things!! god.. gonna take loads of time!! Hahhas. luckily got HK CDs x)) JA!! Take cares ppl. Misses~

[[ahvone]] +If it wasnt for u.. i wun be this perfect in sm1's eyes+

2008-04-06T20:46:00.009+08:00

Wooolala~ -

Konnichiwa~! Hahas. dunno wat opening to write so just since im quite ok today then it's Wooolala~!! x) Hmm actually nth much to update, just came here for awhile to blog to thank my friends for tagging my blog ya. Sorry to make u ppl kinda worry. Everyth is kinda fine in fact. Just that sometimes as a girlfriend will feel useless unable to help ur bf, hoping that u can do smth more for him ya... and yes, thanks for all those precious advices! =D

Well no worries ya.. he did his very best for this relationship alr.. Both of us are doing and trying our best, so not that he bully me or mistreat me k! hahahas. He's a nice boy no denial. Just my lil silly =)

Ano ne... i guess that im really an impatient lil woman!!! =( Well well.. I just get irritated when upon repetition ppl dun understand.. But come to think of it sometimes i also lidat uh =X Hahhaas. Sheeesh.. im one weird lil woman at time.. ARGHHH!!! Must change lahs.. Cilaka! Hahahas. So long nvr use that work. Hehs.. Im sorry ppl that im an impatient lil woman... but i've tried very much to control my temper and everyth alr, im trying further!! I will!!!! x)

Holidays also gonna end soon le. In the end i didnt meet up much ppl nor do much thing.. But im glad to say that AT THE LEAST lahs.. i managed to rest and slp alot and slacking well =X hahahs. most importantly, no stress. Which is good.. 2weeks to sch reopen, enjoy ppl!! Hahhas. I wonder what will i do for these last two weeks.. When sch starts.. i wun be able to see love love as and when we want alr.. sad =(

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Few days ago was class chalet. I must say it was a really successful one and enjoyable indeed!!!! I had loads of fun!! Especially the bbq day =DDDD But most of the pictures not with me... i only took pics for the first day and they were lil plus i didnt stay overnite mahs. Hahahs. ANYWAYS!! Thanks to those who make the time and effort to come down, to play, to bond and to help out =D And thanks miss natasha for driving me and Xavier home!! So nice! Heees.. C167 rawks my socks!!! x))

On de bus bus!

Say AHHH!!!!

AT CHALET!

SJ so cute! =D

Class keychain :)

In chalet's room with diaN!and daryl came in! =xThen we took a pic!Then Dian YR and I went to play play!!

The we saw dead fish fish

And i wrote Jx.. thou not very visible.

Play swing b4 going back!

Love love drink drink before going off x)

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Hmmm Bro is going attachment soon.. Hope he gets a good one and hopes things wud be well for him.. Now at home lesser one person most of the time.. sure veyr quiet... Mom sure feels more lonely bahs... cos Daddy wud be working.. kor will be working.. i will be busy with studies and with Xavier as well... Poor mummy =( Sacrifice meeting love love so much lo.. hahahas!! love love u also pei mommy logan k!! Hahhas.

Eto... love love's bday coming.. RAHHH!!! Headahces. LOls.. im bad at bday surprises or pressies.. gosh~.. hahahas nvm x)

Booo~!! I had a nightmare T_T thank god it was only a dream. boohoo!!! T_T nvm nvm, love love still with me, just a stupid dream ^^ wokay gtg liao~ JA~~~!!! Take cares! Wee~!! Tmr meet up with miaoru sister x) Nites!!

Mommy Logan saw this necklace and she tot of me so she bought for me. So sweet of her. Hahas Thanks mommy logan!Love love says i look like a cat?!? O.o MEOW?

[[ahvone]] +If it wasnt a dream i wud have fallen into the deepest nightmare+

2008-03-29T23:32:00.005+08:00

Single VS Attach -

Wooohooo~!!! Konnichiwa~~!! My typings very high lidat cos i listening to remix dance musics. Hahas. Actually im not as high as i really am typing now. Im UPSET. Lols.. But luckily i've what to accompany? Sadly to say, blogging and music.. wooohoo~~!! Hahahhas.. Im upset.. Budden i dunno how to even start a proper post!!! Gosh.. Im so useless!! I feel so useless ar!!! EEyyer! Emo post? LOLS.. maybe? Read on! wooohooo~!! So sad even when listening to dance remix songs... Sheesh..

Wat have von-chan been up to? Let me see... FALLING SICK!! Hahahas. Usuals lahs.. Throat infection. This time very serious one! Eeyer~!! GOT BLOOD!!! hahahas. On the verge of recovering. Yes yes drink more water ^^ thanks. Hahahs. DRINKING!! x) seems like whenever i stay up too much late nights i get this problem! hahas. But the silly me just wun stoop to stay up late in the night.. That's the only time when i feel so alive? Arghh! Nonsense.. I mean.. i just feel so me? Cos tots just come flowing in and i like doing my usuals.. Slacking off, blogging and smtimes even drawing!! Hahas. But.. i know i haven done all those lately.. Heees. Disappointment to my readers yarh? Last time i always blog de.. yea always. Like im a writer.. but now? Hahahhas. Readers even tot my blog gonna be dead!!! Heees...

Just to realise that single life is more free than being attach ya? I guess that's why ppl nowadays rather have flings!!! Cos flings no need to "invest" feelings and time!!!! hehs.. but so wat? Not my cup of tea. Indeed being attach really took up much of personal time and alot feelings invested and stuff lidat... But i guess when u found The One you will just do it willingly no matter how much u love to have ur own space and do things like nobody business? Probably. hahahas

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Not like i dun need my personal time not like i like to care just all ur stuff and like my stuff doesnt matter. Not like im bothered by wat u are doing. It's just cos i really love and i care that's all!! If i dun love or care why the hell shud i care abt what u doing, ur health, ur future or anyth else? I could do so so so many things!!!!!

[Randoms!! - WOOOHOO~ Saturday Midnight songs on radio nowadays are so great!]

Im not complaining that i want my singlehood back!!! NO NO! Not that. Im trying to say that despite the given nature and character i have i know im much tempted into singlehood for i wanna do things just my own pace and have my own kind of time. IM SO tempted!

BUT!!!!!!!!

Im just a lil woman who wanna take care of the man whom i truly love. That's all. It's easy to love but not to take care of the one you love.
Things seem easy to handle but there are always alot of complications.
Being a woman i tend to worry many things, never ending worries, because i care.
Things never seems rite!!
Not this way,
Not that way!
So wat to do?
Wash my hands off?
No!!!
I dun wanna make u feel unlove,
I know how much u needed it.
Keeping all the headaches to myself?
I would if i could.
But i cant!!
And u said,
Anyth please say out, must say out.
I did.
But u?
Is it so hard for u to say?
U say
I said but u dun trust me.
Heart mind soul i trust.
But subconscious?
How to?!
Ur words..
Ur self-protections..
Ur responsibility?
How much i tried..
How much i did..
Do u really feel it and understand thorougly
Or is it just a,
I know.?
I wish i know what i can do for u
I wish i could make u feel useful
I wish i am you, to know u inside you
I wish i could just ignore my own pain,
to make u must happier.
I hate to know u feel useless..
Especially when it involves me.
Im so helpless..
What do i do?!
Can someone pls tell me?
Could you just pls tell me?!
Am i really that hard for u to tok to?
I always pour out to u despite what u did to me in the past.
But what's with u?
Tell me!
PLS TELL ME!!!
All i ask for is for u to let me understand u.. but why?
Why are u always lidat?
Always thinking that no one understand u?
You didnt wanna open up in the first place..
I so wanna noe u.. give u wat u need.. but im so helpless..
Who am i?
Your friend?
Your girlfriend??
Your wife?!???
I felt like a dog waiting for her owner to tell her what he needs...
Could you just tell me?
Is wanting to know you
understand you
to love you more
to take care of you better
to know that u care for me
to know that even when in ur leisures u can rmb me
to know things abt u...
wrong?
Could u just share with me and tell me what i can help u?
I dun mind ..
I just wanna u be happier..
What can i do for u my love?
Im so so lost.. Can u help me?

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I know i sounded so helpless and emo... i not emo-ing.. i just wanna love my man more and do wat i can for him instead of seeing him lost as well.. I really wish i could do smth.. I just love u goon. I love u that's why im upset cos of u and wanna do things for u. Cos i care.. Dear ar.. i dun wanna leave u.. pls.. come on.. Im not in pain cos of u.. im just a lil girl who wanna be there for u.. i just wanna do things for u.. I wud die to see u smile forever.. u noe that.. Im sorry Baby.. Im sorry.. im so useless.. im so sorry... I hope when u wake up from ur slp u can think much better...
You kill a woman by breaking her heart.

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Wokay people.. Sorry for all those.. besties and lovelies dun worry abt me. Im who? Im von-chan!! I promised to be strong, to be calm to be patient and never to resort to death. So no worries. This i promise u. =)

Okay now is view my drawings lahs. Hahahas. some pics i drew during my exam period.. and some emo pics i drew recently.. Have been researching emo-stuff lately cos i find them quite interesting. So here are my sharings!! Hope u like them. Hahhas.

Examination period

Recently emo stuffI love this the mostXavier's emo stuff. GROSS! hahas scary lehs

Wokay, gtg for now. JA!!!

[[ahvone]] +If only i cud read ur mind+